Dear Diary,

So, after threatening to make sure he is never able to have children (and that's putting it mildly) Sirius finally agreed to take the sign of my head... So you would think I would be fine now- wouldn't you? But funnily enough- guess who saw the sign yesterday. Yes; James The (attractive) Pratt Potter. I might fancy him, but I DEFFINATLY do NOT want him to know that! What shall I do? He hasn't asked me out even once this year- and I don't want to ruin our friendship. On the other hand though- I really, really, really fancy him! Godric... What can I do? I am beginning to get tired now so, instead of myself documenting what happened, i am going to use this new spell i learnt today which writes down the events of a time as if it is a story!

*During potions lesson*

After Sirius had returned to potions, they were in potions waiting for Professor Slughorn to arrive, and Lily was threatening to kill him.

''If you DARE tell ANYONE- and that means ANYONE- what I just said, then I will have absolutely no problem whatsoever making sure you are never- and I mean never- able to have children. Do you understand?''

Looking up at Lily, Sirius observed the older girl. He could see why James was in love with her. With her long red tresses and piercing green eyes- who wouldn't fancy her? But not Sirius- he was true to his best mate- and as long as he lived he would never see Lils as anything but a friend. A very deadly and angry friend.

''Yeah, yeah Lils, I get it, no playing cupid unless I want to lose my ability to reproduce and to-''

''Ok! I get your point! And never call me Lils again!''

''You two fighting again?'' Remus asked as he seated himself next to Lily. ''You really need to stop- it's bad for your health Padfoot!"

Remus- of course had worked out that Lily fancied James years ago, but because of the great friend he was had never told anyone else. Especially not James. However, he would bet that within the last few hours, James would find out from Remus' (very idiotic) boyfriend.

''Honey pie, you know fighting Lily won't do anything to damage my health. If you get my jist!'' Sirius said, while waggling his eyebrows.

Lily, sat, staring at her shoes, while debating the question that had been in her mind for the last four years. Did she fancy James Potter? Of course- she would like to answer no- but really? Lily Clare Evans had the most ginormous crush on James Charus Potter.

'Why me?' she thought to herself, 'Why, out of the hundreds of girls in Hogwarts, why did it have to be me that fell in love with James Potter (and his amazing hair and body)?'

''Lily?'' Remus murmured quietly, ''James just walked in''

Lily jerked her head up, just to crash headfirst into James, who had somehow managed to get across the classroom and onto the top of Lily's desk in an almost impossible time.

''Potter! Why in Godric's name are you on top of my desk?" Lily shouted

"Cool it Lil's, Slughorn's ill so we've got a free period''