Author's Note: Okay, so one quick warning about this chapter—it has some serious 'M' rated material in it, and also it is basically 'fluff'. In the next chapter, however, the truth comes out, and Deeks will have to confront Kensi with his 'news'…how will she take it? Check in for regular updates, and find out for yourselves. Don't forget to review/comment. Enjoy

Uncertain…

Chapter 2

Deeks straddles his surfboard, which bobs aimlessly up and down with the surf. He keeps his eyes trained on the horizon in search of the next good wave. This is the point where patience is absolutely everything. It is a hard lesson, but one of the first any new surfer learns. Still, when you're as tense as Deeks is, being patient is no easy feat.

Other surfers around him are having fun just jumping the smaller waves, but not Deeks. The shaggy-haired surfer cop, as Kensi had once called him, wants more than what the smaller waves can offer. He wants that one wave he knows he can just lose himself in, and forget all about the worries and fears he carries around.

That's when he feels it. This is it—The one. He stretches himself out flat against his board, and begins pulling himself through the water with even, fluid motions.

On the beach Kensi watches from her perch in the sand as Deeks paddles further out over the water on his board. The sea beneath him slowly begins to rise, and before long he's pulling himself up to his feet, carefully balancing himself for the ride to follow. A feeling of pride brings the brunette beauty to her feet cheering for her surfer guy as she watches him expertly navigating the wave. Beside her, a certain shaggy-haired dog, whom they had picked up from Deeks' neighbor before coming to the beach, sits wagging his tail and barking excitedly. Apparently 'man's best friend' recognizes his master's surfing style, even amongst all of the other surfers' present in the water.

Deeks leans his body left and right ever so slightly when necessary, and manages to prolong his ride to the point of inducing a state of sheer ecstasy. But just as quickly as it had started, the wave begins to gradually die out beneath him. Finally, Deeks has to bail on his perfect wave, and so he dives to the side headfirst letting the remnants of his wave pass over him.

It seems to Kensi like forever since she watched Deeks bail into the water, and she's still waiting to see him reappear. After another minute or so his head finally breaks the surface of the water, and he immediately reaches out for his board. The sight of her lover safe and sound makes Kensi leap for joy.

"Come on boy." Kensi calls to Monty as she trots down to the water's edge to meet her lover as he wades ashore. She stands with her toes barely in the ocean while Monty remains just out of the water's reach.

Deeks shakes the excess water from his hair as he makes his way ashore. His mind is at ease now, or at least more so than it had been before, and for a while he actually feels like his old self again. He pumps his fist in the air triumphantly for all to see, and then lets out a joyous cheer.

"Woo Hoo, Yeah!"

Kensi greets her lover with a smile when he finally reaches the point where the ocean meets the shoreline. "You looked good out there." She tells him, as she stands on her tiptoes to steal a kiss. But Deeks has other plans.

He hooks his free arm around Kensi's waist, and pulls her in close. His lips seize hers in a passionate kiss that seems to last forever. When they finally do break for air though, Kensi looks up into those Pacific Ocean blue eyes that she can never quite get enough of. She can still see the slightest glimmer of his former anxiety, but for the most part he seems to be at peace—at least for the moment.

"How do you feel?" she asks tentatively.

"Hmm, like a million bucks princess." He replies with a grin.

Kensi chuckles. "You feeling hungry yet?" she asks next, leading him away from the surf.

"Oh, starving is more like it." He admits, just now beginning to feel the hunger pangs that accompany the rumbling in his stomach. "In fact, I kind of feel like pancakes for some reason." He adds.

Kensi thinks for a moment. "Oh, there's an IHOP just four blocks away from here." She says, recalling the location of the restaurant she'd seen in passing only a few days before.

"Perfect." He exclaims, already licking his lips in anticipation of what he knows will be an intensely satisfying breakfast. "Of course…we'll have to run by my place, and get cleaned up first. I didn't really bring anything to change into. And we need to drop off Monty too—I doubt they'll let him eat breakfast with us."

Kensi nods. "Then we'll just have to save some scraps for poor Monty, won't we." Kensi says, holding her hand out for the shaggy dog to lick happily.

"Of course." Deeks replies, with a wink at his loyal dog. "Monty and me are best buds, right boy? We share everything."

At Deeks' place the couple carefully strip out of their swim suits. Kensi lets her clothing fall haphazardly to the floor in the bathroom, while Deeks makes the effort to hang up his wetsuit to dry very neatly elsewhere.

Kensi already has the shower running nice and warm. She steps inside first, and then Deeks enters behind her a few seconds later. Kensi lets the warm water flow over her body washing away all traces of the beach. Then she reaches for the bottle of lavender scented body wash setting on the rack mounted directly into the shower wall underneath the shower head.

Deeks helps by rubbing the soapy lather over her back and shoulders, while she takes care of her front. Then she rinses herself off beneath the steady stream of warm water, and in doing this just happens to catch sight of Deeks running a bar of Irish Spring soap over his lightly tanned skin. The way the soap clings to his muscular frame only to be washed away by the flow of water from the showerhead seems to mesmerize the female federal agent. At this point Deeks has no idea the brunette beauty is watching him.

As she watches him rinsing off, she feels a simmering heat begin to pool low in her belly. That all too familiar feeling of butterflies follows soon after, and before she knows it—she's standing with only inches between herself and Deeks. She splays her hands out against his muscular chest and nervously swallows a lump in her throat. She's feeling very turned on at this point.

"Kens?" Deeks says her name questioningly, as he looks down into her mismatched eyes.

Kensi raises a finger to his lips to silence him, as she begins running her hands carefully down his rugged musculature heading southward. The whole way she traces a line of gentle kisses down his chest, over his chiseled abs, and eventually reaches the part of his anatomy she is most interested in.

Deeks closes his eyes, tilting his head back slightly, as Kensi playfully teases him. "Oh, Fern." He groans in a quiet voice.

Kensi finally stops working him with her hand, having fully aroused him at this point, and moves on to something she knows he'll find a little more satisfying. She flicks the tip with her tongue, and playfully nips at it all around as a steady stream of warm water flows over them from the showerhead.

She raises her eyes to him, a mischievous look painted across her face, and is quite pleased with herself as she notices how the muscles in his face and neck are all tensed in response to her playfulness. She then turns her attention back to her previous work. She places several gentle kisses around his tip before finally taking him completely into her mouth.

"Aaah…Mmmm…Oh, Geez, baby—that feels good." He groans out in a thick, husky voice as Kensi continues to pleasure him. He tangles one hand in her long, dark locks and seems to hold her in place right where she's at.

"Mmmmm…Oh, Aaaah…Yeah, that's my girl." He groans out, as Kensi begins to increase her pace. He knows he won't last much longer like this, and if he wants any chance at sharing his already imminent release with her—he'll have to stop her quickly.

"Kens?" he tries, barely able to manage much more than a strangled whisper. "Kens…stop." He tries again, but to no avail. He finally realizes he'll have to take action.

A pair of hands suddenly wraps themselves around her waist, and she instantly feels herself being pulled away from her delicate work. A desperate whimper escapes her throat as Deeks pulls her up towards him, and an audible popping sound is heard as her lips finally part with his sex.

"Why did you stop me!?" she demands in a low, angry voice.

Deeks shakes his head at her, eyes closed, as he struggles to regain his former composure. "N-Not here." He tells her in a throaty whisper. He reaches out with one hand, and shuts off the shower. Next, he grabs two towels off of the rack just outside the shower. He hands one to Kensi, and keeps one for himself.

Deeks enters the master bedroom carrying Kensi in his arms. He tosses her gently onto the bed where she lands on her bottom with a plop. She supports herself on her hands, and stares back at the shaggy-haired man standing naked near the end of the bed. Her heart hammers excitedly in her chest, and her dilated pupils betray the wanton desire she feels inside. The simmering heat from before has now morphed into a full-blown fire, and there is only one thing that can quench it.

Deeks pulls himself up onto the bed, and crawls towards the naked beauty. He leans in close and presses his lips to hers in a deep, passionate kiss—claiming her with his tongue. She returns the favor with equal fervor.

Its hard to believe that it's been nearly three months since the last time the two of them were together like this, but it seems to all come back so naturally.

"You are so beautiful." He whispers, awestruck once again by the sight of her. His eyes seem to explore her almost as if for the very first time. He begins to trace a line of tender kisses down the side of her neck, starting just behind her ear. As he does this, his hands begin to roam over her shoulders and arms eventually moving to her chest, and the supple breasts that await him there. He gives both breasts a gentle squeeze in his hands, and listens to the soft murmur that escapes her lips.

"Deeks…"

Next, he pulls away and lowers his head to suckle her tender nipples—first one, and then the other. Her soft whimpers only drive him onward, and add to his own desire as he continues his playful teasing. "Oh…yes." She whimpers, as Deeks suckles and nips playfully at her breasts. The care he takes with each and every movement is breathtaking, and each is meant to bring her maximum pleasure as he slowly makes his way towards her 'sweet spot'.

Deeks finally dips his head down between her legs, gripping her thighs, and finds her hot and ready for him. This arouses him further. He then begins flicking his tongue in and out of her tender, wet folds at a rapid pace.

Kensi gasps and arches her back at the sensations that ripple through her body as Deeks works her with his tongue. "Oh…shit." She moans aloud, biting down on her lower lip to try and contain the sounds escaping from within her. The brunette beauty raises one arm, and tangles her hand in Deeks' golden locks.

"Aaaah…Aaaaah….Mmmmm…Deeks, oh please. Please." She moans, with a pleading tone to her voice, as she arches against him once more. "Shit."

Finally Deeks lifts his head, and sucks in a huge breath of air. Then a grin spreads across his face, as he looks his girl over. "Say it." he breathes.

Kensi is shaking all over at this point, and her entire body is screaming, desperate for release. She swallows a hard lump in her throat as Deeks rises up to loom over her. He wraps his arms around her back, and gently lowers her to the bed. He then presses his lips against hers in another deep, passionate kiss.

"Say it." He presses her once more.

Kensi gathers her nerves, and whispers against her lover's lips. "Please…I need you so bad inside."

Deeks plants a gentle kiss against Kensi's forehead, as he tries to pull himself up. He knows how insistent she usually is about using protection whenever they make love together, so he figures he should probably stick to that arrangement.

"Just let me get us some-" he starts to say, but Kensi quickly pulls the shaggy-haired man back down to her.

"Not this time." She breathes against his lips, as she steals a quick kiss.

Deeks grins in amusement at the tan-skinned beauty lying beneath him. He nudges her center with his knee, and she spreads her legs to allow him entrance into her. They both take in a sharp breath as they're bodies finally connect—it is only now that they realize just how close they are to the edge.

Kensi has always loved how perfectly they seem to fit together, and she's always felt it a sign of how they are meant to be together. She wraps her legs around his waist, as she waits for her body to fully adjust to Deeks being inside her.

After allowing a few seconds for Kensi's body to adjust to his size—he begins to move. He starts out slowly at first, but then gradually increases their tempo.

"Oh…Ooh….Deeks, I'm gonna-Oh, shit. Aaah." Kensi pants, digging her finely manicured nails into the flesh of his shoulders. Intense waves of pleasure suddenly ripple through her body in an explosion of sheer ecstasy in the wake of her release.

Deeks hammers home with one last, powerful thrust, and then he finally finds his own release. "Aah, Kens—Ugh, Ooh." He breathes sharply, as he struggles to keep his balance while his body spasms uncontrollably from his release. After a minute or so, Deeks bends his head down to hers, and takes her lips in a single, unmatchable kiss of pure passion.

They're eyes meet for the longest time, as they lay still tangled in one another's arms. Everything that they are currently thinking passes between them in that one look, but even so Deeks still feels compelled to vocalize what he's feeling deep in his heart.

"I love you." He says softly, looking into her mismatched eyes.

Kensi smiles up at her lover, and raises a hand to his scruffy cheek. "I love you more." She replies, in the same soft tone.

Suddenly Deeks' stomach lets out a loud growl, as he and Kensi have yet to eat breakfast at this point. He and Kensi both laugh at the sound, and it isn't long before her stomach begins to do the same thing.

"Guess we should see about that breakfast now, hunh?" he says, with a smile.

"Probably wouldn't hurt." She replies, with a grin.

Deeks walks into the bathroom, still naked, several minutes later as Kensi climbs back into the shower to wash off once again. He reaches for the medicine cabinet just above the sink, and pulls open the door. Inside he fumbles around a bit until he finally locates a bottle of extra-strength aspirin.

He can already feel one of his 'headaches' coming on. He hopes that with a few aspirins he'll be able to manage his condition while he's around Kensi—at least until he figures out how best to tell her.

He pops the top off of the bottle, and pours out three of the little white tablets into the palm of his hand. Then he tosses the pills into his mouth, and giving his head a slight tilt backwards—swallows all three at once.

He replaces the bottle in the cabinet, and closes the door back. He leans forward against the sink, and seems to sink into a state of deep thoughtfulness. If this was our last chance to be intimate together…I hope it was enough.

…TBC…