BPOV
OMG! in two hours I will be back in Forks, the rainiest place on the planet. Well I did kind of miss the rain though. It's been 8 years since I have been there. When I was 8 my mom came and demanded that I go with her to Phoenix. I did not want to go. Dad didn't seem to put up much of a fight, so I just went. I took it kind of hard, I didn't think that my dad really wanted me there with him anymore.
As time went on I didn't talk a lot with my dad, I truly missed him so much. Last year I couldn't take it any longer so I called him, we have been talking every since. I now understand more about why he did what he did. He said that he could see how hard it was for me to choose so he kind of did it for me. I hate that I didn't hear my dad out when he tried to explain, because we have missed out on so much of each other's lives.
When I did leave Forks I didn't keep in touch with anyone. I didn't want to hear stuff about him, so I cut everyone out. It was hardest to cut Alice Cullen out, she was my best friend. We were nothing alike, I liked sports and she liked makeup, my pants were full of holes, hers were brand new. But we made it work, we just understood each other.
It was one thing that came with Alice that I didn't really like and that was her twin brother, Edward. He and I were a lot alike in some ways, and that didn't always go well. Edward and I both liked to play some of the same sports. We were always on opposite teams because we were too competitive with each other.
I guess it didn't help that I was a girl. I am sure he thought that he should always beat me due to his male genes. I guess I can understand that. I was always there, when he was with his friends and when he came home. His parents looked after me while my dad worked. The fact that Alice and I were best friends made it seem like the Cullen's place was my home too.
I have been missing them all and am looking forward to seeing them all again. I hope that we can leave the past in the past and start over.
My life changed a lot over the years; I got a step brother. That's the real reason my mom came to get me, she wanted to impress a man. He had a son around my age, his name is Emmett. I love him like he is my real brother. He´s sitting in the seat next to me on the plane to Forks right now. He wanted to come too and it didn't take long to convince my dad. He loved the idea of me coming home and bringing Emmett there didn't bother him that much. I know that they will get along great, but I'm still a little nervous about it all.
Soon the plane will be landing and then there will be a one hour drive to Forks. I just hope that the car drive will be ok and not awkward.