Chapter 2.

The party was pumping. A typical 'Katie Fitch Party'. The first person i spotted was Cook, he was holding a bottle of Jack Daniels and taking huge swigs directly from the bottle. It took him a while to realise he was staring right at me.

"EMILIOOOOOOOO" I heard him scream, running towards me. I immediately started smiling hearing the old nickname again. I missed Cook, even though he can be a big twat he was like a teddy bear, cute and cuddly. He welcomed me with a big hug, as soon as I hugged him I could smell the whiskey mixed with the smell of weed. God I missed those nights of sharing spliffs. He pulled back from the hug.

"How you been Emilio man? Haven't seen you in ages! You're looking hot! Still a lezzer or you up for that willy waggle?" He grinned.

"No chance Cook! Once a lezzer, always a lezzer , right?"

"Haha I missed you Emilio man, would you care to join me outside for a wonderful spliff?" He said moking a posh voice. I laughed and nodded excitedly, I was nervous for some reason, hopefully the spliff would calm me down.

Outside was crowded more then inside, I finally seen Effy and Katie and greeted them both with a hug, Katie holding on to me a little bit longer then Effy. I really had missed Katie and I could tell she missed me too. Then I turned and seen Pandora snuggled up to a very much stoned Thomas, they were still happily together. I was pleased, they really were cute after all. Finally I Seen JJ in the cornor with Lara who was looking into his eyes lovingly. I was enjoying the fact that JJ had found a girl he called "the one."

Finally when I turned back to Cook he had made up two spliffs and handed one to me with a lighter. I lit the spliff and took a long drag. Holy Fuck! I had missed this so much. Before I knew it I am stoned. Spliff finished in under 5 minutes and now I was totally baked. I was now sitting in Katie's hammock down the bottom of the garden, looking straight up at the stars. Then I hear that wonderful laugh that I had not heard in years. I quickly turn my head and then I see her. The platinum blonde I once had the honour to call my girlfriend, Naomi Campbell. She was standing with Cook, laughing and smoking. I was in shock, I then quickly lost my balance and fell straight to the ground with a loud thud. I was definitely stoned. Then I began to laugh, I now can't stop laughing.

"Fuck sakes Em, are you alright?" Katie shouts running over to me. I am still laughing. "What the fuck? Are you stoned? Cook what have you given her?"

"Calm down Katie, she only had some weed, she obviously hasn't had it in a while and its effecting her badly. She is only stoned, calm down." Cook said rubbing Katie's back gently, this was weird as my sister did not shrug off Cook's hand. She was letting Cook touch her. "Come on Emilio man, let's get you up!" Cook says while grabbing both my arms and pulling me up. I suddenly feel light headed standing on my own two feet. That's when I see her again, staring at me, she is standing behind Cook, staring at me with those big blue eyes. Then I feel Cook slightly tugging on my t-shirt to signal me to follow him. Just as I pass Naomi I whisper into her ear "Hello beautiful, long time no see." I feel her gasp and hold her breath as I repeat the word 'beautiful in her ear a couple of times in my husky tone. Then I leave her and disappear into the house searching for the vodka. I need a drink.

Straight away I find the vodka, Cook tries to grab it off of me saying I've 'had enough' but with my sudden boost of confidence I am chugging the bottle. Over the years vodka had stopped burning my throat, it calms me down, its like a best friend. I then realise that I don't know anyone else in the kitchen apart from Cook, the rest must be Katie's friends because none of them seem to notice me either.

I feel the alcohol take over my system and I begin to dance. That's what happens when I get pissed. I dance. Temper Trap - Sweet Deposition starts playing, God I haven't heard this song in years. I begin swaying my hips to the music, still with the vodka bottle glued to my hand taking swigs now and then, the I see her, out of the cornor of my eye again, she is sitting on the kitchen counter just staring at me. Her eyes begin to burn into my skin. So I began to sway my hips even more, I know what this is doing to her. This was our song. The first time we kissed was too this song. The first time we danced together was to this song. The first time we made love was to this song. I know that she remember it too as her pupils are dark and her eyes are still burning into my skin I begin to close my eyes and let the music take over my body. I open them too see Naomi licking her lips, looking up and down my legs. I knew wearing this short skirt would come in handy. I then feel someone pressed up against me, some sleezy asshole from the college days grinding on me. My eyes once again turn back to Naomi's who is now off the counter and her hands are gripping the marble top. I just stare. Then i feel sick, I struggle away from him and run out of the room, I'm going to be sick.

I barely make it to the toilet in time, when I do I empty the contents of my stomach into the toilet bowl. I then slowly hear the door open.

"Oi! I'm in here.." But I'm cut off when I see Effy closing the door behind her. "Oh hi Ef!" I smile at her, she smiles back. All she ever does is smile.

"You really love her don't you Emily? Like you really fucking love her?" I am speechless, how does Effy always know what is going on?! All I do is nod, that's all I can do at the moment, then I start crying. Hysterically crying, while Effy cradles me back and forth. Then Cook is in the room picking me up off my feet.

He whispers "Its okay Emilio man, its okay." He then carries me into the now empty sitting room and lies me down on Katie's couch. Before I closed my eyes to fall into a deep sleep I whisper into Effy's ear "I have always loved her Ef, I love her more then cheese." Effy simply whispers back "I know, I know."

There's the second chapter done! Please read and review and if you have any suggestions let me know! I have the 3rd chapter finished which I will put up soon and I hope you enjoy the story!

K x