Pretend like she's here.
Act like you're not alone.
Put on a smile.
Grind your teeth in private.
Stop fidgeting with your hands.
Clench your jaw.
Tighten your fists.
Be a bastard.
Don't change your ways.
Don't forget about her.
Get mad at Loker.
Don't get mad at her absense.
Know that it's for the best.
Solve the cases.
And don't foget to love Gillian.