Chapter two Lust

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Jasper's POV

I hate pity like no other emotion. It makes me feel sick and depressed when people pity me. But then again I was still mourning my mother's death. Yeah Phil was a good guy and thanks to his major league Baseball career my college fund would get me through any field I wanted to study, and my bank account is not too slim either, but I just never really got that close to him.

Don't get me wrong I miss him a lot he was a good friend and a hang out buddy but too old to really get to know a teenager. Phil was always on the road and after I turned 15 mom would go on the road with him too. And that is what led to their death. A drunk driver hit their car when they were on their way home. it pushed their little Saturn right off the road and into a ravine.

The police report says that they died instantly and felt no pain. It still was a shock to have the police officers and flashing lights show up at your house at 3 a.m. in the morning and tell you that the parent you loved dearly for the childish behaviors and cheerfulness was never coming home again.

I sighed as I got off the airplane in Seattle I was looking for my dad Charlie. Charlie and I always got along when I would visit in the summer we would go fishing, watch sports, order pizza and go hiking now and again. But I never really liked Forks Washington. It was always raining.

In Texas where Renee my mom had moved after she left dad and took me along the claimants in Forks was like a complete other world. With the queen little town unlike the large buzzing city of Austin I got bored to easily when Charlie had to work there was only so many times I could clean the house top to bottom before I went crazy with boredom.

But now that I could drive myself where ever I needed or wanted to go maybe it wouldn't be so bad. Charlie had already agreed to take me straight away to the car lot in Seattle to get a car of my own. I closed my eyes for a moment trying to train my wandering mind to the task of finding Charlie in this mob of people.

I finally found Charlie his police cruiser parked outside the air port, Charlie rushed to my side to hug me I was unused to this side of Charlie normally he was embarrassed by these shows of affection in front of crowds.

"Hi dad how are you doing sorry I took so long my flight had been delayed twice" I mumbled feeling a bit embarrassed myself. Charlie ran his hands throw his thinning hair and took a step back looking a little uncomfortable in the large crowd.

"Nah don't worry about it I was a little late myself I had to have a meeting with the principal at Fork's high where you will be attending… are you sure you don't want to wait a few days to settle in before going to school?" Charlie asked as we threw my few bags of luggage into the cruiser.

"Dad we went through this already I want to do something other than mop around the house and at least with school I can get away from being completely bored while your at work" I replied with a little irritation as I walked to the passenger side of the car and sliding in. Charlie and I had been having this same argument for the past two weeks.

I had stayed longer in Austin than I had meant to packing up the house and covering the furniture, mom and Phil had left the house and all of it's contents to me in their will as well as their founds I had access to it all and all I wanted was to have them back.

"Well I guess we are off to the car lot are you sure you wont let me buy you the car?" Charlie asked I hated to disappoint him but he did not have the wealth to throw it away on a new car for me not when I had my own small fortune sitting doing nothing in my bank account.

"Dad please let me buy it myself I have enough money and I already have all my college expenses covered so I might as well start taking care of myself ok please understand beside if you keep spending to much money on me now how are we going to take that extended fishing trip this summer?" I asked turning the conversation to a safe topic.

Sure enough it worked as we pulled away from the airport traffic and cut into the freeway and drove toward Seattle motors Charlie rattled on about some new fishing gear he wanted to get for the trip and where the good fish holes were. I hardly had to contribute to the conversation as long as I answered now and again with "yeah","uh huh" or "sure that sounds great."

I was left to my thoughts as I worried about heaven and hell not for the first time since mom's death. I sighed internally I was sure if there was a heaven then that was where mom and Phil would be. Phil could play endless baseball and mom could follow all of her hobbies that she changed daily like underwear.

"We are here" Charlie said as he pulled to a stop and stepped out of the car. I followed close behind and ignored the little cars that were closest to us and went straight for the large four wheel drive trucks there was no way I was going to get stuck in the cold. I hate the cold!

Charlie let out a low whistle at the Nissan Titan truck I was admiring and figured what the hell and called for an assist to buy my truck it was a midnight blue and the bed had a hard cover to keep rain out and anything inside the bed dry.

After buying my truck I left Charlie to drive home while I went shopping for Fork's weather appropriate clothes. I smiled a little at the memory of the sales agent that I bought my truck from. His face was priceless when I paid off the entire amount the truck cost with cash. I could have sworn his mouth dropped to the floor before he realized he was gawking at us.

The outlets I was walking down was packed with people and teens out on dates or buying clothes for the school year that had started a week ago. I sighed I didn't like shopping that much but when I had company I kind of liked it. And no I am not gay I just like being around people.

I really enjoy being around people that are truly happy. For some reason I am able to tell what people are feeling and I have been told that I am a great speaker and can rally almost anyone to any cause I wanted to follow. But then again I had also been the captain of my football team back home. I sighed Fork's high school didn't have a football team because it was to small a school or something.

They at least had a basketball team and a baseball team. I liked baseball but not as much as football… well I thought be prepared for a boring two years of high school solider stiffen that upper lip and suck it up. The department store I walked into had women's lingerie on sale I sighed again I had never had any interest in the girls at my old school they all just wanted to be with me because I was captain of the football team and they had no personality and now I knew no one so I probably wont find anyone here either so I had better be ready to become more acquainted with my right hand.

Aside from my perverted thoughts I realized that I should get more socks because of how cold it got here in the winter and few more pairs of boxers never hurt anyone. Hell while I am at it I might as well go shopping at the grocery store too I know Charlie sucks at cooking so I bet there is nothing but microwave able dinners at his house.

I sighed again as I grabbed like 10 things of sock and threw them in my cart and started grabbing packages of boxers. At least this was the easy part of shopping at least until I saw the blonde haired girl at the other end of the aisle staring at me hard.

"Can I hope you with something or is there something on my face?" I asked not liking the way she was staring at me I swear her ogling was terrible I could see her practically eye raping me already. She jumped a little realizing that I had caught her staring at me.

"Ah no it's just that I haven't meet you before and I come here often to shop so are you new to the area?" she asked. God she was stupid and if that was her attempt at starting up a conversation I better veer away if I want to keep my current I.Q.

I nodded and turned to leave and continue my shopping. But the girl quickly ran up and put a hand on my shoulder it was one thing to look at me the way she had been and another to touch me I hated it when complete strangers take it on themselves to touch you and know nothing about you, hell I didn't even know her name not like I really wanted to any ways.

"Hey don't go yet I could show you around my name is Jessica what's yours." She asked smiling I assume what she thought as a coy sexy smile it looked more like she had a mental disorder the way she batted her eyes so fast at me. I shrugged her hand off my shoulder and she pouted.

"I don't need a guide I have come here every summer since I was like five so I am fine and please don't touch me." I replied as coolly as I could trying to keep my temper under control. I turned and started to walk away again but she followed after me like a lost puppy.

"Well don't go you didn't tell me your name or anything I would like to get to know you a little after all I already told you my name." I heaved a sigh let go of my cart and grabbed her hand and put some pressure on it and forced her to let go of me.

"Look my name and anything about me is none of your business so leave me the hell alone before I make you regret bothering me." I snapped at her I could see some fear leaking into her shallow blue eyes finally I was getting some where with her.

I let go of her hand roughly and turned to leave this time she did not follow me I prayed to whatever god was listening that she was not in Forks high or at least not in any of my classes with me. I grabbed several long sleeved tee shirts and like 20 pairs of flannel long John's and jeans I hated being cold I don't care if it is un-trendy or old fashioned to wear long John underwear but at least I would be warm.

Tossing in a few pairs of snow boots and rain boots and some other shoes I grabbed two thick coats and lots of hoodies and sweat shirts and pants, adding a rain coat to my purchases I thought I did pretty well anything I needed later I could come back and get.

When I turned to leave I saw two of the most beautiful women I have ever seen walk into the store and pass right along till they got to the lingerie sale. The store clerk beside me sighed loudly.

"they are so beautiful to bad they never give a guy a chance…" I turned to look at the poor guy he was around my age no doubt working part time.

"Do you know who they are?" I asked lightly as I piled my items on the counter in front of him. He nodded and took another good long look at the ladies as they picked out bras and panties sets.

"Yeah I go to school with them they are Alice and Bella Cullen Alice is the short dark haired one and the tall model looking one is Bella she is single but Alice is dating Edward Cullen" the guy named Tyler said I read his name tag to find out his name before glancing back at the girls.

"Alice is dating her brother?" I asked confused. Tyler looked at me with an odd look like he didn't like the idea either but dealt with it.

"Yeah they are all adopted they have another brother and sister two Emmett and Rosalie and those two are together to. I swear their adopted parents are like match makers or something I am surprised that Bella isn't dating anyone I know a lot of people have asked her I guess she thinks no one is good enough" Tyler explained before telling me my total and Handing me the receipt.

I took a final look at the girls before leaving the store. I stopped at the grocery store on the way home and picked up a mountain of food to take home. I sighed those girls were still on my mind they were goddesses and some how I couldn't get Bella out of my thoughts I wonder what grade she is in? I thought as I laid down in my bed later that night to go to sleep.

The next morning I woke early and got a shower and dressed and left for school without eating breakfast. I got to school about a half hour early and went to the main office. After I received my class schedule I went to my first class to wait for the day to begin.

It was boring I had taken all advance classes in my old school in Austin and so there was nothing new for me to learn even in an honors English class. The day flowed by slowly as every student s eyes followed me down hallways and in class. I was grateful I met a guy named mike and that Tyler who I had met the day before seemed to be in all my classes.

They both liked sports and both were sort of intelligent and could keep up a conversation. We got along great, Tyler pointed out Emmett, Edward and Rosalie who were in a few classes with us. When lunch finally came I sat at a table with Tyler, Mike, Angela, Ben, Lauren, and to my dismay Jessica.

Both Jessica and luaren were eye raping me and trying to flirt I was doing my best to just ignore them. I truly liked Ben's girlfriend Angela she was a sweet heart and very kind I hardly doubt there is a single mean bone in her body. Thought she was quiet at first and shy I liked her a lot I could see us all being good friends well except for Lauren and Jessica if I could make them stay away from me I think I would die happy.

I turned to survey the cafeteria and that's when I noticed Bella and Alice. They were sitting with Emmett, Rosalie and Edward and it took my breath away. I was wondering if their adopted parents only adopted beautiful people. I had no idea what to say when Mike asked me why I was staring. So I simply asked who they were. Mike was more than happy to gossip about the Cullen's and so was Jessica.

I barely listened to them I was watching them. The Cullen's all were smiling and talking amongst themselves. I noticed how odd it was that they didn't have any friend sitting with them besides their siblings when I asked Jessica sneered that they thought themselves to good to talk to others or to make friends though they were polite when asked a question.

Mike continued to talk about the Cullen's but I found I did not care about any information other than what pertained to Bella. I mentally smacked myself here I was almost eye raping Bella when I had just been disgusted by Jessica and Lauren doing the same to me I trained my eye sight on mike as he talked. It did bother me that Bella looked a little pained by something. I wished I could help her in some way please lord let me at least have one class with her.

When lunch ended I went to look for my history class and I got lost the damn school map I had been given earlier this morning neglected the fact that a building's name had been changed and while I ran around looking for the social arts building and not finding it the bell rang great I was late.

Back tracking to the main office I asked for directions, once on my way again late slip in hand I hunted down the history room 213. When I found it I ducked my head slightly embarrassed. When I handed my slip to Mr. Wilks he told me to take a seat I looked around for a moment and it had to be my lucky day god must love me right there was only one seat left and it was at the same table as Bella Cullen.

I passed in front of the class heater and walked toward my seat as I looked at Bella again she was staring at me in a hungering way that was a little scary to say the least. I watched as Bella swallowed multiple times almost like her mouth was watering and then she stared at the table in front of her with an ashamed painful and pissed off expression.

When I made it to our table and sat down she didn't even so much as look up at me. I sat for a few moments as class started up again I was thinking about Bella I have never seen eyes like hers before they were pitch Black and so much like a predatory on animal planet that it left me wondering what happened when I walked in.

I couldn't hear Bella breathing and finally got up the courage to look at her and speak. "Hi I'm Jasper Swan I noticed you looked pained in the cafeteria are you ok? You look kind of sick." I said. Bella's eyes bugged out and it looked like she was about to bit my head off literally. After a few minutes I turned away mumbling to myself. "Sorry for asking gee just thought I would be friend god damn even angles can turn into tormenting demons with just one look."

As I tried hard to work through the class I could not stop thinking about Bella and the glares she had given me I tilted my head to the side a little away from her so I could see her out of the corner of my eyes.

When the Bella rang Bella bolted out the door. I could have sworn she had still been next to me she moved so fast. Well way to make friends there Jasper keep that up and you wont have to worry about getting attached to anyone.

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