Tori's POV

" So songbird why dont you sing us a song " I can still hear the sound of his voice saying those words to me in my head I'll never forget that gruff voice , The voice of my kidnapper, rapist, and torturer. It's embedded in my mind and it will probably never leave me.I always think why us? we were innocent kids on our way home from play rehearsals we didn't ask for that to become victims of a fucked up circumstance,to be snatched away from our family and friends for two years , to be made to sleep in a cold basement on a filthy king sized bed we were innocent but not anymore we've turned into cold hearted paranoid human beings pretending to be normal but Jade and I are far from normal the girls that you see in front of you are just empty shells of our forner selves.

" Vega I'm home" Jade says to me as she walks to where im standing in the kitchen.

" How did it go ?" I asked

" I talked she listened and asked questions and that was it I see her again next week" Jade says

" Oh" I said

" So what are you making? it smells awesome " Jade asked

" Shrimp Alfredo I got the recipe from that guy who looks like a super sayian on the food network" I said

" The Diners , Drive-ins , and Dives guy yea he's pretty cool he eats alot of great looking shit I seriously want a job like that " Jade says

" Im sure you do greedy now go upstairs and get washed up dinner's ready' I said

I didn't have to tell Jade twice she had already flown up the stairs and into the bathroom to wash up.

I made our plates and sat them down on our table my mom purchased for us when we moved into our own apartment against my dad's better judgment but oh well we're here now.

" Alright Vega let's grub" Jade says

" Grace first Jade" I say

" Thank you God for this food we're about to receive for the nourishment of our bodies in your name we pray Amen" Jade says

" Amen let's eat " I said

" Tori I want you to come with me to my next session " Jade says

" Why? Its your session i dont want to empose" I said

" Tori stop it'll be good for both of us to talk to this lady about our ordeal" Jade says

" Oh Alright Jade I'll come but if I feel uncomfortable at anytime talking to her im leaving got it?" I said

" Yup Understood Vega now let's eat and get ready for bed " Jade says

" Alright" I said

After we ate dinner and took care of the dishes I decided to take a shower while Jade relaxed in our room. I turned on the water and adjusted it to the right temperature before getting in and letting the water run over my body. As im washing my hair a flashback hits me.

Flashback:

" Now ladies it's time to shower can't have you two smelling up the place " Jack said

I looked to Jade who was equally terrified as to what might happen to us during this shower but before I could give it any thought i was being yanked into the bathroom and the other man named Benny closed and locked the door behind me.

" What are you waiting for strip" He said

I was terrified and I had every right to be the hungry look in Benny's eyes gave me confirmation of what was to come. I had stripped out of my clothing and underwear and gotten into the shower Benny had watched as I washed my body and after I was down he pulled me out of the shower and out into the hallway where Jack and Jade were standing Jade was completely mortified as she stared at my naked body being held against Benny's. Tears fell down my face as Jade was being forced into the bathroom. I could feel the hardness of Benny pressing up against me I knew he was turned on and after a few minutes Jade was being pushed out of the bathroom just as naked as I was.

" Get a load of these tits Ben I wish the girls we went to school with were well endowed like her " Jack says grabbing a hold of Jade's breasts.

" Well now that your both cleaned let's have some fun " Jack says as he grabbed Jade by her hair and pushed her into the living and Benny did the same with me .

It was the first time me and Jade were raped Benny held me to him and made me watch as Jack had his way with Jade I cried the whole time as Jade cried and pleaded with him to stop but all he did was beat her and thrust himself into her harder and when it was my turn Benny showed me no mercy her thrusted inside me hard Benny took my virginity that night and Jack had taken Jade's but it wasn't the last time these two had their way with us it only got worst each time.

" Flashback ended.

I sit down in the shower crying at the thought and thinking about what would have happened if we would have never gotten out of that awful place with those awful men.

" Tori sweetie are you ok in here?" Jade asked walking into the bathroom

" Yea just thinking " I said.

Jade knew what I had been thinking so she didn't want to go any further with the questioning.

" Alright well let's get you to bed ok" Jade says helping me out of the shower and handing me my pjs.

I crawl into bed and lay there until Jade gets out of the shower and when she gets into bed she wraps her arms around me and we drift off into a dreamless sleep.