A/N: Hey guys, here's a second round of me doing these! As I previously stated before, sorry for any errors, I tried not to look back and fuss over everything. Enjoy!
RULES
1. pick a character or pairing: Kaider
2. turn on your music player on random/shuffle
3. write a drabble related to each song that plays. You only have the time frame of the song to finish the drabble; you start when the song starts, stop when it stops
4. no lingering afterwards
5. do ten of these and post them
Shadow and a Dancer by The Fray
We know the summer thrill is gone
But we've never been so in love
Like a shadow and a dancer
I sit patiently waiting for him to come home. Everyone around me in the airport is bustling to get to their flight or anxiously waiting for their loved one to land. I let out a shaky breath, my husband was supposed to land over an hour ago. I take a sip out of the lukewarm coffee that is in my hand, that's when I see people start to exit from his gate. I quickly discard my coffee and stand up. My eyes scanning over the crowd looking for him. I see him, his eyes meet mine, and a smile breaks across his tired face. I all but run to him and he picks me up twirling me around, not caring about the scene we are making.
"You are never going on a two month business trip again." I whisper in his ear.
"I agree." He kisses my cheek.
Winter by Daughter
Oh, winter comes
Oh, winter crush all of the things that I once loved
Tears slowly make there way down my face, I can't keep them in anymore. I collapse and sob into my hands, as they steadily grow wet from my constant flow of tears. I can't live like this anymore. Everything around me feels like it's breaking and tearing, my whole world is dying around me. She is dead and I'm alive, I deserve to be dead not her, not her. I take a deep breath and try to steady myself. I stand up and make my way to the kitchen to get a glass of water. Calm down, you need to calm down. I fill a glass up with water and steady myself on the counter, as I take a sip someone knocks on my door, causing me to drop my glass. It shatters on the ground, stabbing my bare feet in the process.
"Shit." I mutter.
"Cinder, please let me in, let me help you." Kai pleads, pounding his fist against the door once more. I have no desire to open it.
Where the Story Ends by The Fray
Trying not to lose my head but I have never been this scared before
"I love you." He says, and I begin to shake my head.
"No, no, no, no. David, stop. I don't love you, I can never love you. I love Kai. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." I let the tears of frustration make trails down my face. Suddenly he is grabbing my face and kissing me, I don't react, instead I attempt to push him off. "David, David! Stop!" I tug my face free from him hands and back up.
"Please." I shake my head turning around to leave. "He doesn't love you like I do, he never has!" David yells in an angry fit. I turn on my heel and slap him, hard.
Somewhere Only We Know by Lily Allen
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
His smiles are contagious, I can't help but smile back. He grabs my hands and tugs me with him, further into the forest. He is laughing of pure bliss.
"Where are we going?" I ask, still completely in the dark.
"You'll see, were almost there." He glances back at me. And we walk into an opening in the forest, a meadow with a creek running right through it. I gasp.
"Kai... it's beautiful." I glance sideways to see his reaction only to see him no longer standing next to me, but kneeling, with a small velvet box in his hand. I stare at him in shock.
All Over by CRUISR
I ask this guy is he ready to fight and
I take him to the park
I watch them as they laugh and look at each other in a way that friends usually don't. I have no reason to still be in love with her, but I can't help it. She is sweet, kind, beautiful, and passionate. But of course she is in love with someone else.
The party is relatively slow, it is filled with close friends and a few neighbors, including me. I hear her laugh over the music and I glance over at her. She is smiling and laughing at what ever Kai said. Perfect and handsome Kai, that every girl is in love with including her. I hate him, I really hate him. Kai's face gets really serious and he starts talking to Cinder rapidly. I look away and get a drink, only to look back and see Kai gently cup her face and kiss her. They are kissing. I start to shake of envy, and quickly put my drink down.
(A/N: the rest of this is me not being able to stop writing this scene, sorry for breaking the rules...)
No, no, this can't be happening, maybe it's an elaborate nightmare. I look back and see her pull away, her face flushed and in shock, maybe she didn't want to kiss him, maybe she will yell at him. No, instead she laughs and says something back. Pulling him closer to kiss her again, her arms wrapped around his neck and her hands in his hair. I hear a few people whistle.
"Get a room!" Thorne yells, his arm around a petite blonde girl. They pull apart for air and laugh together.
"Trust me we will!" Kai yells right back, him and Cinder laughing together once again. I grimace, she was supposed to be mine, not his. He doesn't know her, he won't appreciate her, he just wants her for her body. I pick up my drink and down the beer in one go.
An hour later Thorne begins to clear everyone out of his apartment, and I make the two block trek back to my apartment building, Cinder and Kai just so happen to be in front of me, going back to their own apartments in my building. I watch as they hold hands and talk in hushed voices. Why them, why not Cinder and me. I let out a low growl as I turn the corner to our apartment building. They notice me behind them and wait, Kai holding open the door for me, giving me a kind smile that I want to rip off his face. You stole the one thing I wanted, you stole her, you don't care about her. I give him a fake smile back.
"Thanks." I mutter. They make their way to the elevator and I begin to walk to the stairway and think better of it. He could make his move in the elevator if they are alone. I turn and walk towards the elevator and wait with them.
"Hey David, how's it going? Have fun at the party?" Cinder asks, I almost melt.
"Yeah, it was alright, I'm just tired." I reply. I sneak a glance at her, Kai has his hand under her shirt rubbing circles on her lower back, this sends a wave of anger through me. The elevator arrives, and I am forced to stand in an elevator with him all the way to our floor because they both live on the same floor as me, coincidentally next door the each other. The elevator dings and opens up to our hallway, and I make my way to my apartment. Glancing to see if Cinder is going to her's without him, she isn't. No, they stop in front of his apartment, which is across from mine, and it makes everything a million times worse. I quickly unlock my door and shut it as fast I can. Peering out my peephole to see them kissing, a lot more fiercely than at the party, he pushes her against the door and blindly jams his key in the lock, she wraps her legs around his waist and he pushes the door open. He carries her into his apartment, kicking the door shut behind him. My knees buckle, forcing me on the ground. Everything is over, he took her, he stole her from me and now he is going to have to pay.
Buzzcut Season by Lorde
Explosions on TV
And all the girls with heads inside a dream
So now we live beside the pool
Where everything is good
I slowly make my way up the stairs to my dorm hall. I try to push the lingering image out of my head, but it keeps coming back. Cinder kissed you last night. I shake my head, it must have been a dream. It couldn't have been real. It wouldn't make sense. Why would she kiss me? Doesn't she have a boyfriend? I open the door to my hall and make my way to my room, I unlock the door and collapse onto my bed in a sigh. Call her, if you really want to know. My hand hovers over my phone, and I take the plunge, hitting Cinder's contact and waiting.
"Hello?" Cinder asks.
Sad Beautiful Tragic by Taylor Swift
In dreams I meet you in warm conversation
We both wake in lonely beds in different cities
I take a deep breath, and open my apartment. Every emotion crashes onto me as soon as my door is firmly shut and locked behind me. He's dead. Before I know what I'm doing, I pick up my phone and dial a number I didn't realize I had memorized.
"Hey, what's up?" Cinder says. "Kai? Are you there?"
"He passed away in his sleep, I didn't even get to say goodbye to him."
"Kai? Kai. I'll be over in as fast as I can. Stay where you are, I'm guessing you're at your apartment."
She hangs up and I crumple into a ball, letting the sobs rake through my body.
Everybody Loves Me by OneRepublic
Well, hell sees her shadow in my backseat
And her friends are standing right in front of me
World wide from the Cimmaron to Turkey,
Open up said, "Everybody loves me!"
"Come on, time to get your drunk ass home." I mumble, pulling Kai out of the bar and into the backseat of my car. I laugh at the state he's in, completely carefree and spewing whatever comes to mind.
"Cinder, I love you, you know that right? You're so beautiful and nice." He says.
"Mmm hmm, let's get you home."
"I don't want to go home! Everybody loves me here! Let me go back! I almost got a free drink from this very nice man." Kai yells.
"Kai, that man was gay, he was hitting on you."
"It's still a free drink." I laugh at that and drive out of the bar parking lot and onto the freeway.
Sweater Weather by The Neighbourhood
These hearts adore
Everyone the other beats hardest for
Inside this place is warm
Outside it starts to pour
Cinder comes inside drenched in water. I laugh and she throws her soaked sweater my direction.
"It's pouring out." She states.
"Really? I couldn't tell." I say, she throws a wet sock at me, missing again. She looks absolutely miserable and goes to change. She comes out of our bedroom in clean dry clothes. I'm still on the same spot on the couch. I beckon her to me and she sits down. I wrap a blanket around us and hook my arm around her waist pulling her closer.
"Sorry you had to go out in the rain, I'll get you an umbrella tomorrow." I mutter, kissing the top of her wet head, only to find her asleep in my arms.
Hurricane by Panic! At the Disco
I led the revolution in my bedroom and I set all the zippers free.
We said, "No more war, no more clothes!
I see her from across the room. She is a tall brunette, and she is hot. She is sitting alone at the bar and I take it upon myself to bring a smile to her sad face.
"Hey babe, what are you doing sitting here all alone?" I ask her. She turns her head towards me cocking her eyebrow.
"Well first off don't call me babe, second off, it's none of your business." She says sourly.
"No need to get your panties in a knot, doll, I just came over to buy you a drink." She gives me a pointed look.
"Don't want one. Better leave soon before my boyfriend finds you chatting me up." Just then a tall man with startling brown eyes walks up to the bar and slings his arm around her shoulders.
"Hey Cinder, sorry I'm late." She smiles and turns to kiss him.
"It's alright Kai." She says pulling back from the peck on his lips.
"Hey who are you?" He asks, arm still wrapped around her.
"Nobody." I say and walk off, slightly angry for being rejected.
A/N: Hope you enjoyed! More to come! Please send me criticism! I want to get better, and telling me what I can work on is a big help!
