Not sure how I feel about this chapter. As long as you guys like it, that's all that matters.
Weeks had gone by. James and Logan decided it was finally time to tell Carlos and Kendall.
"But, Kendall, this is important," Logan said in their room when he was trying to call a meeting.
"I'm sorry, but Jo wants to hang out."
"So she's number one now? Not the people you've known your entire life?"
"I don't understand why it can't wait."
Logan threw his hands in the air. "Because I never know when I'll actually see you! You spend all your time with Jo! You don't even notice what's going on in your friends' lives! It's all 'Jo Jo Jo Jo Jo" with you!"
Kendall frowned. "Logan..."
"Forget it! Go fuck your girlfriend!" Logan stormed off to Carlos and James' room. When he entered he said, "Kendall has a date with Jo."
"Didn't you tell him it was important?" James asked.
Logan sat next to James on James' bed. "Yeah."
The three boys in the bedroom heard the door to the apartment slam shut.
"Sounds like you angered him," Carlos commented.
Logan shrugged. "Good."
Carlos gave Logan a pat on the shoulder. "It'll be OK. So what do you two wanna tell me?"
"You gotta promise not to tell Kendall, Katie, and Mrs. Knight."
"Promise."
Logan looked at James, silently asking him to speak. He did. "Logan and I have been confused about our sexuality."
"OK..."
"And to... sort through these... new feelings... we've been... doing... things... with each other."
Carlos thought about the information for a moment. Then his eyes went wide. "You two... have been... together?"
James and Logan nodded.
"So you've had sex with each other?"
James looked down and blushed. "Yeah..."
Carlos sat on his bed. "What's it like? With another dude?"
The worry of the two on James' bed slipped away. Carlos wasn't freaked out. He accepted them. They were both so, so relieved.
"It's pretty awesome," James told Carlos.
"Who's the top?" Carlos laughed when Logan raised his hand. "Damn! I thought it'd be james."
"Dude," James said, "Logan is a completely different person when he's fucking. It's insane."
"Our Logan is a sexual deviant?" Carlos clapped his hands as he laughed. "Holy shit! Who'd-a-thunk it?"
Logan rolled his eyes. "I'm glad you had so much faith in me."
Carlos calmed himself down. "OK. We need to come up with a system, James. For when I'm with Stephanie in here, and when you're with Logan."
"Bandana on the door?" James suggested.
Carlos smirked. "That works."
...
Later that day, James and Logan laid by the pool.
"That went a lot better than I thought," Logan said.
"Carlos is just hoping we both stick with guys for good," James said. "That way, there's more girls for him."
"Fucker has a girlfriend!"
"I'm just repeating what he said. That crazy son of a bitch."
Kendall and Jo walked by then. Kendall's arm was around Jo, and he was doing his best to ignore Logan.
"I don't get why he's pissy," Logan said. "He's the one who ditched his friends to fuck his girlfriend."
"Jealous?" James asked.
"No! Just annoyed."
Meanwhile, on the other side of the pool, Jo asked. "Are you mad at Logan or something?"
Kendall tore his eyes away from Logan to look at Jo. "What?"
"You keep staring at him with an angry look on your face."
Kendall sighed. "He just made me feel like a shit friend earlier."
"How?"
"He said he had to tell me something, but I had plans with you. He expected me to drop everything then for something he could tell me later."
"It must've been pretty important."
"Well. He said it was."
"I'd be upset if Camille acted like a guy was more important than me, her best friend."
Kendall sighed again. "You're right. I'll apologize after we see the movie."
"Uh. Why not before?"
"Logan's still pissed. He'll be calmer later. Let's go."
As they walked by, James asked, "Where are you going?"
"To a movie," Kendall answered.
"So both you and Carlos will be out of the apartment." Carlos was at the beach with Stephanie. James just hoped that Mrs. Knight and Katie would be too.
"Yup. And Mom's taking Katie shopping. So I guess it'll just be you and Logan tonight." Kendall saw the smirk James shared with Logan. It confused and angered him. He had no idea where the anger came from. "Well, we'll be going now."
Once the couple was gone, James said to Logan, "Race you to the apartment."
They both flew out of the chairs and ran. James won, being the taller of the two. James called out to make double sure no one else was home before attacking Logan.
James pushed Logan against the door and smashed their lips together. He really liked kissing Logan. Logan had the nicest lips, the most kissable James had ever encountered.
Logan tugged James' hair, kissed the shell of hi ear, then said, "Couch."
They kissed as they made their way to the couch, removing their shoes at the same time. They reached the couch and Logan pushed James down onto it. James sat and happily watched Logan take off his shirt.
"Like what you see?" Logan asked with a smirk.
James let our a shaky breath. "Oh yeah. Always do."
Logan leaned down, ripped the hem of James' shirt, and swiftly got it off of James' body. He threw it onto the floor then straddled James. Logan started to gently kiss James; neck, but quickly started to bite and suck. He loved the he was making James moan. He pulled back and looked down at James. "You're so hot."
James smiled. "And you're sexy." He ran his tongue along Logan's collar bone, biting down once. He then moved his mouth to Logan's nipples, taking his time teasing them. Logan's breath quickened as he squeezed James' shoulders.
Logan heard a noise and his eyes flew open. Kendall and Jo had entered the apartment. Kendall's mouth was wide open. Jo was covering her mouth, but had an amused glint in her eyes.
"Ja-James," Logan said. James ignored him. "James." He tapped James' head. Again, nothing. So, he pulled James' head back by the hair. "James!"
"I like it when you get all rough," James said with a lust-filled voice.
"Look behind you."
James turned his head. "Oh. Kendall. Jo. What's up?" He stopped Kendall from speaking. "Before we talk about this, Logan and I must finish what we started."
"Huh?" Logan said. "Wh-" He squealed when James started to stand.
James gripped onto Logan's ass, and Logan wrapped his legs around James' waist. As James walked, he said, "We'll be in my room."
Logan placed his head on James' shoulder and started to giggle. Next thing he knew, he was in James' room, and was thrown onto James' bed.
"You're so bad," Logan told James.
"And you dig it."
"Totally."
James jumped onto the bed as Logan got into a sitting position. His lips got dangerously close to Logan's and he whispered, "I'm gonna ride you."
This made Logan groan. Logan's hands went to James' jeans and undid them. James took his pants off then helped Logan with his.
After being prepared, James lowered himself onto Logan. After a moment, he began to move. Their moans and whimpers of pleasure soon filled the room.
"Oh God, Logan!" James screamed as he came.
...
After James walked out of the room with Logan in his arms, Kendall walked to the couch in a zombie-like state. He sat and stared ahead of him.
"That was so hot," Jo said as she sat next to him. "I have to tell Camille." She took out her phone and texted her friend.
"Why did the movie have to be sold out?" Kendall said. "I never would've seen this."
"Does it bother you?" Jo asked.
"It's fucking weird." Soon, he heard the moans of his two friends. "Oh shit!" He buried his face in his hands. "This can't be happening." Loud screams came from the room. "What does Logan see in him?" Kendall whispered to himself.
A minute later, James walked by. A laughing Logan was slung over his shoulder and they both had towels around their waists. "We're gonna clean up real quick," James informed Kendall and Jo.
"No round two," Logan said.
James snorted and opened the bathroom door. "We'll see." He stepped inside and shut the door.
Jo stood. "I'm gonna go."
"Why?" Kendall asked.
"You need to have this conversation privately." She kissed his and left.
It wasn't long before Logan was emerging from the bathroom. Kendall's eyes lingered on Logan's body a little longer than was considered normal.
Logan-still in a towel-took a seat next to Kendall. "You OK, man?"
Kendall sighed. "Yeah." But he wasn't. He felt the whole situation was wrong. This wasn't how things were supposed to go. Logan shouldn't have been with James.
Logan pat Kendall's knee, sensing Kendall was a little out of it. "I'm gonna go put some clothes on." He stood and went off to their room.
James walked out of the bathroom, gave Kendall a wave, and continued to his room.
"This is bullshit," Kendall mumbled.
A few minutes later, Logan and James came back into the living room. Logan sat next to Kendall, and James next to Logan.
"So you wanna talk?" James asked.
Kendall nodded. "How long has this been going on?"
"Around two months," Logan told him.
Kendall stood and faced them. "And you didn't tell me?" he asked angrily.
"We tried to tell you earlier today!" Logan said. "But going out with Jo was so important."
"Does Carlos know?"
"Yeah. He actually made time for us. And he's cool with it."
Kendall ran a hand through his hair. "How could you not tell me any of this, Logan? About James. About liking guys and general. We're best friends."
Now Logan stood. "Best friends? You've been ignoring me since you started dating Jo! I wanted to tell you about my confusion, but Jo mattered more to you, so I told James. Because he's actually been there for me. He's been a much better friend to me than you."
"And now he's your fuck buddy! Such a great friend!"
"What? You have a problem with two guys being together?"
Tears threatened to spill from Kendall's eyes. "Fuck you," he whispered and walked away.
James got up and put a hand on Logan's shoulder. "He's jealous."
Logan shook his head. "He's just mad because I'm right."
James sighed. Logan was so clueless.
...
Kendall had completely ignored the pair the next day. He was pissed at Logan for not telling him. And pissed at James for being with Logan.
During dinner, he glared at the two of them. How could they sit there and act like nothing was going on? Like nothing was different? Everything was different. Logan liked guys. That changed a lot of things in Kendall's life.
Kendall watched Logan pass James the salt. Their hands touched, and stayed that way for a little too long. It angered Kendall.
"May I be excused?" he asked.
"Sure," Mrs. Knight said. "Are you feeling alright, honey?"
Kendall shook his head. "I feel kinda sick." He got out of his seat and stomped away.
Mrs. Knight looked at Logan. "Will you check on him when you're done eating?"
"Sure," Logan said with a nod. "I'm actually finished, so I'll do that now."
"I'll take care of your dishes," James told him.
Logan smiled. "Thanks." He left the table and walked to his room. There he found Kendall pacing. "You feel sick?"
Kendall stopped. "Yes."
"It's me and James isn't it?"
"Wow. You really are the smart one," Kendall snapped.
Logan shoved him. "You're disgusted by two guys being together!"
"NO! I'm disgusted with you and James being together!"
"What? Why?"
Kendall took a deep breath. "Because if you were ever going to be with a guy, it was supposed to be me." He walked up to Logan, grabbed his face, and kissed him. It was shirt and simple, but meant the world to Kendall. It was as if Logan's lips were made to go with his. Life stopped for those few precious seconds and everything fell into place. There was nowhere else Kendall wanted to be.
When Kendall pulled away from him, Logan shook his head. "Kendall. I can't."
And Kendall's heart broke. "Why not?"
"Well, there's James."
"Carlos said you two aren't serious!"
"We're not! And you have Jo."
"I'll dump her for you."
"Kendall. No."
"You'd rather be in a-a-a fuckship than a real relationship?"
"Where is all this coming from?" Logan wanted to know.
"I've always had a thing for you, Logan. When I started dating Jo, I had to ignore you. She would know how I felt if I didn't/"
"Then why are you with her?"
"Because you didn't like guys before!"
"Listen. You have a girlfriend. I'm still figuring things out. With James."
"You already have it figured out! You like dudes, you find them attractive, and you enjoy fucking them! There's nothing left to figure out!"
"I just can't, Kendall."
"I gotta go." Kendall stormed out of the room. He needed his mom.
I hope this wasn't craptastic...
