hello ppl! yer my first chapter sucked eggs in grammer but, hey i'm a very lazy person. ill fix it soon but no so soon. dont worry this one is ok :) i made sure cuz someone else did spell check heheh. its kinda short cuz i really just had it come to me so i had to write what ever i could as quick as i could. special thanx to anna519 and shayna for giving me a hand with the story . grammar wise and btw

I DO NOT OWN ANY CHARACTERS IN NARUTO ALL BELONG TO ...THAT GUY WHO WROTE IT .

SHAYNA: Spell CHECK BUTTON ANY ONE CAN DO DAT. YER SO LIKE ENJOY!

ANNA: that's my line T.T

I felt the burning at the back of my throat. The water in my eyes didn't stop it just kept running. I was shivering and felt cold , So vulnerable and fragile. I was so angry and frustrated and I didn't know what at , myself? At sasuke? . Most of all I was afraid. Afraid of what was happening right know , afraid of what was going on in my life . I was so afraid kept my head down and cried and sank down to the floor . I didn't want to look at his face. I didn't want him to see my face .

It was silent for a moment . All that I could hear was my sobs and my terrified heart beat. It was as if I was alone , but no I knew sasuke was there , I knew was watching me cry . I didn't want to see what kind of expression he had. Suddenly I felt a warmth around me . The warmth wrapped around me and comforted me . It pulled me in till I hit something hard. I remembered this warmth, this familiar scent , it was a suffocating scent. It was sasuke...this was sasuke. I wanted that moment to last , I wanted to be held like that with that kind loving care.

Then I felt hot breath against my ear as he whispered to me "...I'm sorry...". Well that just started me off again. I gritted my teeth and held my breath trying to hold it in. but my effort was futile I began to wail like a baby . Sasuke started rocking me back and forth and running his fingers through my hair. I held on to his back and fisted the back of his shirt. I felt like I was being hypnotise by him.

I felt like I stopped thinking and functioning at the same time I felt kind of calm and safe. Even still I felt like a fool.

The door bell rang and it snapped me out of my trance. I pushed him away and got up so fast, I buckled a bit . I tried to catch my breath , panting but still looking down. I didn't have the courage to look at sasuke's face.

I ran for the door and opened it . Meanwhile trying to compose my self . When I look up I see a familiar emotionless smile peering back at me.

"..sai?" I say

"was in the neighbourhood thought I'd pay you a visit" he replied

"oh, umm nice of you" I say meekly with a fake smile on my face , I should have know that it wouldn't work on him. He is the king of fake smiles

"what's wrong you don't look all that happy to see me" he asks with a know more concerned look

"w-what?...no nothing is wrong really... just tired a bit that's all" I lie

"you're lying" he says with a serious look on his face

"AM NO-"

"you are too" he cuts me off

I look away trying to come up with how to get rid of him because I really didn't want him to know sasuke was here. You see sai never liked sasuke he saw him as a traitor , that he wasn't right for me.

"look sai nothing is wrong ok! I'm fine" I lie again I was so not fine! But this ime a was-i thought- I bit more convincing

"you sure?" he asks again

"yes I am" I reassure him

"k, lemme in so I can make you some tea" he says

"ah, no its fine really" I reply

"no insist" he...insists

"no no its fine" I try to shoo him again . I spread my hands across the door way so he doesn't go in unexpectedly

"naruto lemme in"

"sai go home"

"why won't you let me in?" he shouts , why he gets angry baffles me

"no sai go home!" I shout beck. Now his struggling to get through and I'm trying to stop him.

Then he stops and backs away .

There's a shock in his eyes. Like he saw a ghost . I look back and sasuke is standing behind me.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS HE DOING HERE!" sai screams pierce the rain

DUN DUN DUN...SAI APPEARS WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT...? TILL NEXT TIME

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