Invisible Melody

Chapter Two.

Disclaimer: I don't own twilight.

I stood their biting my lip. Did I make a mistake? Was this the wrong choice, why did I even do this? I screamed inside my head trying to make since of the stunt I had just pulled. Edward continued to watch me, scanning my body like I was new type of foreign land, he watched every move I made, examined the to feathery contraptions on my back. I remained frozen unsure weather or not to make a run for it, I was unsure of myself, more unsure then I had been in my life, and I suddenly was truly afraid.

Would he leave me again? The thought echoed in my mind like a nightmare that just wouldn't leave you. I couldn't bare the thought of him gone…again; I slowly could fell my heartbeat slowing while the frozen glacier fought for control. Edward stood their watching while I slumped to the knees, my heart breaking into a thousand little bitty pieces. I could hear myself whisper but I couldn't understand what I was saying, the only words that seemed coherent were, "I'm so sorry…so sorry."

I sat there for what felt like hours my angelic form shaking with violent sobs, my wings unfolded themselves allowing my tips to touch the floor, my shoulders slumped and my body language screamed depression. I suddenly wished it would all end, that I didn't exist, at I could see they light that everyone talked about. But it could never be that easy for me. I felt two marble strong cold arms encircle my waist pulling me but and crushing me against his chest.

"Shh, shh Bella" he whispered, "I'm not going anywhere."

I looked up into his honey orbs and saw what I was looking for love and understanding, but surprisingly it only made me fell worse.

"Why don't you hate me?" I whispered, wincing at the words.

Edward only held me tighter allowing me to ruin his shirt with my salty water works.

"I could never hate you, Bella." He said kissing the top of my head while I leaned into his embrace.

"But I lied!" I cried my voice breaking, "I lead you to believe that I was something that I'm not… " I was in agony, he should hate me.

"I know" He said letting his voice waver, "but you told me right? It's okay you were afraid, I understand." He said before leaning down to kiss me.

A few hours later we where sitting in the living room like nothing happened, just enjoying eachothers company. I was still in my true form and I know longer had to hide behind a mask, I could finally be my true self. We sat there along time in silence, intill Edward spoke up.

"Bella?"

"Yeah."

He hesitated, "Can I ask you a few questions?"

I took a deep breath to prepare myself, "Sure."

"Just out of curiosity…" he mumbled, "How long have you been…like this."

I couldn't reach his eyes to I decided to stare at my dusty VCR, "Roughly two years… but my transformation started in the sixth grade?" He looked down of me confused.

"Why did you change?" He asked his eyes holding a huge amount of curiosity.

"I don't know" I emitted.

"Hmmm"

"The truth is I don't even know what I am Edward." I said looking to his eyes, "I just know that I'm not human."

"That's for sure" he said taking a intake of my sent, "you don't smell like a human."

I looked at him confusion covering my features, "What do I smell bad?"

"No, not at all, if it's possible you smell even better." I laughed and hit him in the shoulder.

"Ow!" he said rubbing his shoulder.

"I'm sorry Edward! Did I hurt you? Are you okay?" Nice Bella, I thought to myself, he doesn't make a fuss and you hurt him, nice going.

"No. But when we get home, ask Emmett to arm wrestle, that should be fun to watch."

The night carried on much like that, us wrapped up in each other, smiling, laughing. It felt good not to hide anything anyone. I took it beyond myself and even showed Edward my powers; he was of course fascinated, not only with me, but my wings also. I silently prayed to whatever divine power than let me have him; silently I thanked it for everything.

"Can I ask just one more question?" Edwards face turned suddenly serious.

"Shoot."

"Well, if you're already immortal-then why did you keep asking me to change you?" He stared at me with sudden curiosity, I could only sigh.

"I thought it would make me seem more human" I stated look up at his handsome face, "And then after three days of faking pain, well, I was going to show you me." I said gesturing my hand toward my body.

"It sure worked." He chuckled slightly, "But it did give me a major headache."

We laughed for a few moments in till I felt my eyelids flutter, Edward noticed and began humming my lullaby.

"Sleep my Bella, we have a big day tomorrow."

That was the last thing I heard before I was swept off to my dreams, wondering what tomorrow will bring.

AN: So how do you like it so far? Any ideas what Bella is?

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CA