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Chapter two

BPOV

I woke up the next mourning on my own, I hate it when Edward just gets up in the middle of the night and leaves me. I sat up and rubbed the sleep from my eyes, I looked over at my clock and It only read 7:43am, DAM I wanted to sleep in.

I sighed and got up out of bed stretching my back out and touching my toes.

"MMMM, love that view in the mourning." I jumped up at the sound of Edwards voice and spun around.

"Shut up, you know you ain't getting any of this" I said as I walked past him slapping him on the butt. He smirked and followed me down the hall to the bathroom, "Sorry babe but this is where I get off," I smirked and walked into the bathroom, leaving him in the hall. I washed up and brushed my teeth and hair, tying my hair up into a messy bun. I walked back to my room and through on some jeans and a T-shirt.

"Hey there Bells" Emmett greeted me as I walked into the kitchen; I looked into the T.V room to see dad already in his chair, watching the same baseball game that he was watching yesterday.

"Mourning Em" I smiled a little at him and sat down in my chair.

"You want something to eat Bells?" He asked opening the cupboard and getting a box of co-co pops out, I nodded not really paying all that much attention to the rest of them, still staring at dad.

"Did he eat?" I asked looking up at Emmett who was putting the cereal ion front of me, he nodded and told me to eat.

After we ate I went in and sat with my dad for a while, he didn't even look away from the T.V. I don't even think that he blinked. I sat there for about an hour thinking about how if I hadn't been such a right little bitch he wouldn't be like this, this was my entire fault. I got up and kissed him on the forehead and walked into the sitting room where everyone else was.

I sat down on Edward and up my head back on his shoulder, closing my eyes. I rubbed my arms in a soothing motion. I smiled and snuggled in closer. Edward was always my rock, he made it better.

"Don't worry sis, he's going to get better." Emmett told me from the other side of the room, where he and Rose were sitting.

"No he's not." I whispered more to my self them any of them, I didn't think that they would here me.

"Yeah, well whose fault is that, huh? Who went out and got drunk every other night, got caught smoking dope on school grounds? Spray painted the school GYM? Huh? Maybe if you had of been here more after mom died he wouldn't be like this, maybe if had of thought about anyone but yourself for two minutes you would have seen what was happening to him." Emmett yelled, it scared me a little. I knew that he was right, but hearing him say it like that really made it hurt, made it hit home. I felt the tire as it ran down my cheek before I could hold them back.

"I'm, I'm sorry. I was hurting too, I lost her to. It was just how I was dealing. Ok?" I cried before I ran up the stairs to my room, slamming the door and jumping on my bed.

I felt my bed moved and looked over my shoulder to see Alice sitting on the end of my bed. I turned back around and put my head back in my pillow.

"He didn't mean it; it just needs to cool off a little. It's been hard for him. He had to get two jobs and still go to school. Grandma and grandpa can't pay for us for ever, we can't afford to put dad in the home, I looked. Bells what are we going to do? I want my dad back, and my mom." Alice started to cry; I sat up and pulled her next to me. We put our arms around each other and cried.

What in the world was I going to do? We had no money, only what Emmett was getting and some money from our grandparents but how could the three of us live on that and still have money to take care of dad? School started up again in three months so I could get a summer job. Maybe I could do night school and get a full timer job?

Somewhere in all the crying and me thinking of ways for us to have enough money Alice and feel asleep. I woke up and Alice was gone and I was alone in my bed. I walked down stairs to find Emmett and Alice in the kitchen talking.

"Hey" I said quietly, Emmett and Alice looked up, they both smiled small smiles at me. I smiled back at them and sat down with them. "Bells, I'm sorry that I went off at you like that. It's not your fault; you were allowed to grieve however you wanted. I did." I smiled at him.

"It's fine Em, what are you guys talking about?" I asked, they looked at each other and pushed a stack of papers in front of me. I looked through and found that they were for a home that specialized in people going into depressive states like what dad was in. I sighed and looked up at them.

"I was thinking that maybe I could get a job, it's not fare that Emmett has to have two and still go to school and go to football practices." I told them.

"Yeah you getting a holiday job would be help out a lot. This place coast a lot, even with the grams help." Emmett said.

"No Emmett, not just for the holidays. I was thinking that maybe I could get a full time job and do night school or maybe go back once we have enough money saved up." I said, looking down at my hands.

"NO, you are not dropping out of school. Mom and dad would not want that, if all three of us get a part time job we should be ok, we get money from our trust funds when we turn 18 and grams, left us some money in here will. It will be ok; I can see Luke needs some more help down at the store and try get one of you a job. And I know that there are jobs open at the mall." He started to mumble to himself so I got up and walked into see dad.

I sat down in front of him, he looked so old now. Not 44 but 144, I didn't like seeing him like this.

"It will be ok daddy, me and Emmett and Alice will figure it out. We'll make you better." I whispered and leaned my head down on his knee. I felt something move my hair and looked up, my put his hand on my head and stroked my hair back I smiled and snuggled into his knee.

CPOV

Renee, Renee, Renee, Bella, Isabella. My girls both gone. I watched the game again as I was think about how I would never see the love of my life again. I could here my kids talking about money and school.

Renee, Renee, Renee, Renee, Renee, Bella, Bella, Bella, Bella, Bella, Alice, Alice, Alice.

All my girls, why did god have to give Renee that evil disease and take her from me? She never did anything wrong, she was a good mother and a good person.

I felt something on my knee and put my hand out on it, it was one of my kids I just didn't know which one, I couldn't look down, they all looked like Renee. I stroked their hair back and felt them sigh; I had to put them out of the misery and my self out of it.

I wanted to see Renee again, I had to see her, tonight.

OH MY GOD what will Charlie do?

Sorry but you have to wait and see.

FYI this will be a very sad story for the next few chapters, just to worn you.

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Xoxo Mariah