So I sat there, with Dahvie on my shoulder and just thought. 'What's on your mind Jayy?' Dahvie asked eventually. I pondered about lieing to him before I realised, i'd never lied to him before about anything. When he asked about my childhood (a touchy subject for me) I told him honestly, when he asked about my sexuality I told him without second thought. I trusted him. Come to think of it, I don't trust anyone besides him. He poked me and I realized I hadn't answered. 'Oh, I, Um, was thinking about things.' He nodded slowly. I crossed my fingers he wouldn't questions me about it. My silent prayers weren't heard. 'What things Jayy? You can tell me.' He said. I couldn't help myself but sing a line from our song to make sure he wouldn't change the way he saw me. 'Don't judge me, just love me...' He laughed softly, it was so adorable. 'Of course not silly!' I took a deep breath in and blurted out before I could stop myself 'I love you Dahvie.' He looked up at me, for a split second I thought he might kiss me but he didn't. 'Love you too.' He smiled. God he was so innocent. Would he never realise?
Dahvie fell asleep, still leaning on my shoulder. I just couldn't resist. I moved his bangs away from his face and kissed his cheek softly and whispered in his ear 'I love you Dahvie, I'll make you see it one day.' He stirred and I thought he was awake, I panicked slightly before composing myself. I, Jayy Von Monroe, do not panic about anything. I put my arm around Dahvie protectively and flicked onto Twitter, I read all the mentions I'd had, replying to a few before locking my phone and throwing it a few meters away. It buzzed almost instantly. I'd forgotten to sign out of Twitter. It was a mention 'Jahvie!' read the tweet and a picture of me and Davhie together. It was a cute picture so I retweeted it and signed out. Eventually I joined Dahvie in the wonderland of sleep.