Summary: AU. Dean finally gets the chance to talk to Castiel and they end up in a great relationship…until those three words are spoken that mean all too much for Dean. Please Review!
Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural or its characters.
Pairings: Dean/Castiel, Sam/Lucifer.
So Afraid to Love You
Chapter Two
"So Lucifer was hopping around on one foot with a crab attached to his big toe," Castiel laughed, "And he was trying so hard not to cry his face went purple."
Dean laughed too and he fell forward, resting against Castiel's shoulder as he calmed down.
"Damn Cas…I haven't had this much fun in years…"
Something stabbed at Dean's gut when he said that but he shook it off, lifting his head from Castiel's shoulder, looking at those stunning blue eyes before bearing into them, Castiel's smile fading as he looked into Dean's beautiful green eyes.
"You're gorgeous…" Castiel whispered, Dean pressing a finger to his full lips.
"Don't talk…"
Dean moved his finger and cupped Castiel's cheek, leaning in and pressing a kiss to Castiel's lips. Castiel moved his lips in return. The kiss deepened and Castiel pressed closer to Dean, running his fingers through his short hair.
"My place?" Dean asked, Castiel nodding as their kisses became feverish.
"Please…"
"Sam, what did I do?" Lucifer asked, leaning over and brushing gentle fingers along Sam's tearstained cheek, "What did I do?"
"Nothing…" Sam replied, wiping his eyes, "I'm okay…"
"Clearly you're not," Lucifer protested, "Did I hurt you?"
"No…no, I'm fine…" Sam said, rolling onto his side, "It's okay, Lucifer…go to sleep…"
Lucifer didn't want to though and he turned onto his side, kissing Sam's shoulder.
"Sam."
"What?"
"Tell me what's wrong."
"You've known me for an hour…" Sam replied, "I'm not gonna burden you with my problems.
"Hey, I've got all night, Sam," Lucifer said softly, "Lay 'em on me."
There was tenderness in the twenty-eight year old's eyes and Sam smiled weakly, resting against the pillows and sighing.
"Just…guys never treat me the way you just did…" He whispered, "Like…they don't care…"
Lucifer sighed and stroked a hand through Sam's hair.
"They take me to a motel nearby, fuck me and leave me…"
Sam heard another sigh and Lucifer rested by him, kissing his cheek softly.
"Sam…I'd never do that…" He breathed, "I wouldn't hurt you like that…"
Sam nodded and kissed Lucifer's lips, feeling the gorgeous blonde kiss him back.
"I know…I know we've just had sex and stuff…and we've not really talked much," Lucifer began, looking at the twenty-four year old, "But I really like you."
"Really?" Sam asked, Lucifer wondering why that was such a surprise to the hot man he lay in bed beside.
"Yeah," Lucifer replied, looking at the gorgeous brunette like he'd gone insane, "I really, really like you…"
Sam leaned up desperately and kissed Lucifer again, the blonde feeling the brunette's large hands hold him close.
"I really, really like you too." Sam chuckled, his tears now dry against his skin as he looked up at his new found lover.
"Don't go home tonight…" Lucifer whispered, "Stay with me…my brother, Castiel…I imagine he'll be staying with your brother…"
"Castiel…?" Sam asked, "Dark hair, blue eyes?"
Lucifer nodded.
"Oh, hell yeah…" Sam said, huffing out a laugh, "He'll be staying with Dean tonight."
Dean and Castiel kissed slowly, grinding their hips together slowly as their lips moved gently. Castiel let out a quaky sigh as Dean leaned into his neck, trying not to show his fear as Dean pressed him further into the mattress. Castiel wanted to focus on something…not the erection that was brushing against his own, but the colour of Dean's room. It was a shade of blue that Castiel hadn't ever seen before. It was a nice colour and…ohhh…Dean was licking his neck and shoulders. Fuck this. He couldn't focus on anything but the marvellous mouth on his sexy, delicious twenty-six year old he'd met in that bar.
"Dean…what about Sam?" Castiel asked, Dean chuckling, actually chuckling against his neck.
"He's not gonna be coming home tonight, Cas." Dean said softly, "Not with what Lucifer was whispering to him."
Castiel giggled and Dean returned to kissing his lips.
"Mmm…" Castiel hummed, shivering as Dean moved against him.
"You like that?" Dean asked, Castiel only able to nod, "You're fucking sexy, Cas…so fucking sexy…"
Castiel smiled but he couldn't help being scared. He pulled back a little, Dean chasing him for another kiss.
"Dean…I…"
"C'mon, Cas…I wanna taste you some more…" Dean breathed, Castiel pulling further away.
"Dean, please…" He began, "Can we go slower…I…I…"
The blush that swept across Castiel's beautiful, yes, damn beautiful face made Dean's heart flutter and he smiled.
"It's okay." Dean promised, "If you want, we'll go slower…"
Castiel smiled weakly and nodded, holding Dean close as they continued to move their lower bodies together.
Lucifer chuckled as Sam tickled him lightly under his chin, the younger man biting his earlobe as he rested beside him.
"So…is this gonna be a continuous thing?" Sam asked, "Us, I mean…do you wanna see me again?"
Lucifer nodded and smiled.
"I really do."
"Like a dating thing?" Sam asked, Lucifer nodding again.
The twenty-four year old sighed contentedly, kissing Lucifer's lips tenderly before finding the older man resting his head on his chest. Turning out their lights, the pair fell asleep, Sam's fingers absentmindedly stroking Lucifer's blonde hair, soothing the older man into a deeper sleep.
Castiel leaned down and kissed Dean's lips, trying to get comfortable on the older man's erection before starting to move his hips gently. He sighed and bit his lip, Dean melting as he looked at the gorgeous man above him. He pulled Castiel in for a deep kiss, beginning to thrust upward, meeting his lover's hips which drove Castiel insane. Dean sat up, winding his strong, muscular arms around Castiel's small form and biting his partner's shoulder, neck and jaw, kissing his lips passionately before lowering him onto the mattress, taking him in hand as he thrust.
Castiel's eyes were closed, tightly shut as Dean moved in him, the feeling of this beautiful man inside him enough to send the twenty-five year old over the edge. Dean leaned down, pressing a tender, but meaningful kiss to Castiel's full lips, their movements slowing as they drew closer to orgasm. Castiel barely made a sound as he came, while Dean let out a huge sigh, growling slightly as he came into the condom, Castiel spurting his release all over his and Dean's abdomens. Slowing to a quaky stop, Dean removed himself from Castiel's body, sharing gently kisses and touches with him before winding his arms around him and turning out the lights.
"Dean…?" Castiel asked in the darkness.
"Hmm?"
"Is this…is this just a one night stand?" Castiel asked, "Or can I see you again?"
Dean smiled to himself and kissed Castiel's bedhead.
"You can definitely see me again." He replied, "Night, Cas."
"Goodnight, Dean."
-TBC-
