Marceline POV

Marceline had to make her decision. She knew what was supposed to happen. Everyone always talked about love and all that mess. How was it supposed to go for her? She loved Princess. She had fallen hard, really hard. It was unreal. Ever since the move they've drifted apart and Princesses letter gave proof to that. She tried thinking about it but she always pushed it away, leaving to think about it later. Maybe that's where she made her mistake, pushing her problems away.

Pushing away from her desk, she laughed to herself as she thought about the memories between her and Princess. They were so perfect together. Yea they were different but they always seemed to work It out.

She picked up her phone and started to dial Princesses number but stopped. She just couldn't hear her voice. She would break down and confess to it all. As she thought about how terrible this has all been, she wipes the tears that are now sliding down her cheeks. How had this happened? She had made a vow. Picking up her pencil and snatching a piece of paper out of her notebook, she writes down new lyrics to a song.

how can i just sit here

and not make it okay

i want to throw myself off a pier

im tired of this sick play

ohh sick play

how is everything so fucked up

my head is spinning out of control

she scratched out the first line and bit her lip.

holding it all in

lie and deceit

all my lies crowded in a tiny pin

all i can see is defeat

Holding in the tears as she lets out her feelings in the only way she knows how, she picks up her axe bass and strums to find the right cords to fit the melancholy mood. Singing with sorrow in her voice she figures out how its going to go. Her plan has taken root. Its starting to come together. All her feelings starting to rush out. Shes changed so much and she doesn't know whats happened. She's an emotional wreck, crying over everything, worrying it wont work..

She walked out to her mailbox. Hoping nothing out of the ordinary isn't in there, she opens the mailbox and shuffles through the handful of mail. Noticing the purple envelope with that sloppy penmanship that she grew to love even though it wasnt as perfect as hers. She nearly tripped as she ran inside to see what she had wrote back. Ripping open the letter, she started to read.

dear bonni,

I have decided I'm coming to see you. I miss you so much. You're all I think about. I have been so emotional today and my family is so worried. I feel like im going to crash and burn if I dont hold your hand soon. How have you been? Hows everyone doing? Are you having fun running your kingdom? Write back soon and let me know when I can come -With love, Marce

Yipping with excitement, she jumps in the air and begins to laugh. "Wow its been a long time" she says to no one in particular. What caused marce to be so open about how she felt? Was there something wrong? Thinking about the possibilities, her smile fades and she starts to frown. What will happen? Is there something wrong? Shaking away the thoughts she grins again because her marcy is coming to see her! She hopes it will go as good as it can..

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