Fifth day of the month, light rain.

My sleep is getting worse, so I'm up, rambling into these pages.

I have to be quiet because I'll be damned if someone comes in asking if I need anything. I don't need anything.

I need

I need someone to talk to, who won't think I'm insane. I need someone to be my friend again, not because of my royal status, but because they genuinely like me. Now I'm missing Jou, and Yugi again. Did Kaiba ever like me? Or was it only Yugi's potential he was chasing after? That must be it.

I've only talked with him a few times, and in those moments, I felt close to him, but it was always cut short.

My time with Yugi was too short. My time with everyone was too short.

Do they miss me too?

I can't write anymore. I need to go cry into my pillow.