Disclaimer, yup, you guessed it, not of the owning sort.
Warning, CHARACTER DEATHS
The door to the roof banged open to reveal the spiky headed man of his dreams, tears poured from him ruining his precious makeup he always worked for hour on. Magnus ran towards him, his coat billowing out behind him.
"ALEC!!!!!!!" he cried as he reached the boy on the ledge. "Please, Alec think about what you're doing! Think about who you'll leave behind if you do this!"
"Don't you think I thought of that, but no one even came to mind. No one would care if I never went home, they all hate me, they just don't want to say it to my face." the boy sobbed.
"I would care, you mother would care, Izzy would care, everyone would care, please Alec, don't do this, don't jump." Magnus pleaded.
"They blame me, for everything, Dad's injury, Max's death, it was all my fault." Alec sobbed he couldn't not do this, then he'd just be proving them all right, that he was a coward.
Without looking at Magnus, he did what he had come up here to do, he jumped.
The sky was bleak and gray that morning as the Lightwoods gathered in the large graveyard next to the Institute. Magnus stood with them as they each went over to the pyre to say their final goodbyes.
Jace went first, "Alec, I'm sorry, I never meant any of what I said, I should have thought of what I was going to say before I let it go, please, forgive me." he choked out holding the hand of his parabati.
He left, giving Izzy some room to speak, "I wish I could say I hate you, but I don't I just wish you had chosen life, losing Max was bad enough, but Alec, you were supposed to be there for me." she sobbed stroking the messy black hair that Alec had never been able to tame.
One by one, they stepped forward to respect the fallen Shadowhunter. And the last up was Magnus, "I will see you soon Love." and with that left.
He watched from afar as the flames built and encompassed the boy, the orange flames burning brightly. He pulled one of Alec's daggers from his belt and looked at the boy again. His face was smiling as the flames licked his cheeks and finally overtook him completely. Without looking down, Magnus sliced the dagger across his wrists severing skin, muscle and vein. The cold feeling overtook him, and as Alec burned, Magnus froze.