I finally got to the cherished building ...
But damn, I did not think how I could get to her window. I was so blinded by the strange feeling and desire to see Nagisa, that I did not think at all about anything.
Well, I'll have to climb the emergency ladder, I hope it is on the side that its window.
I remembered that we were sitting on it so that no one would know anything when her mother punished her for bad grades. It seems to me, if I then understood my feelings to her, I would be very embarrassed by my thoughtless act, and why did I do it then? Exactly, we were discussing the movie that came out on our common favorite comics.
I would give everything to see her interested look again, to hear her delighted, delicate voice, which describes in every detail, emotionally and colorfully almost every movement of the hero.
I think I could not resist and would have kissed her.
So, the ladder is lowered, it's a little thing: the main thing is that she has an open window, well, or, at least, not locked.
Fuh, it's open, euphoria overwhelms me, it seems that the heart is about to burst from the emotions that seized it. I have to be as quiet as possible. Each of my movements should be thought through to the last detail, so as not to make a single sound, because I'm sure that such a charming snake just awfully sensitive sleep. Hell, the sill creaks like the aching knee of my grandfather, I'm afraid he might fall through under my weight.
How pleasant it smells.
In her room there is such a stupefying smell ... Nagisa's smell is mixed with her favorite perfume.
Hah
She is sleeping with a night-light. A cute pink night-light in the shape of a dolphin was plugged into a socket. He radiated a dull pinkish white light, which so calmed me, so I wanted to sleep.
The room of Nagisa was some particularly girly: A white bed with snow-white linens, a pink carpet on the floor, lying on top of a white floor covering, three walls were pink, and the last, near her bed, was the same snow-white. Two walls were hung with posters with characters from that film, famous actors and posters with anime. At the end of the room stood a large white wardrobe, which, for sure, was filled with a bunch of dresses, skirts, blouses and any other girl's clothes, no doubt pink, like everything in her room.
In jeans or shorts, I have never seen her, maybe they just do not have it? Although now this is not what I should care about.
The desk was beige, Kayano would probably say that it's some ivory color, and I'm just an ignoramus who does not even have the slightest idea of colors.
On the table stood, to my sincere surprise, a black computer, on the charge lay, again, a white phone, pasted with iridescent stickers. The keyboard was either white, or gently pink in color: in the dark I could not recognize it. Wow, what a big bookcase, and more than half of it is filled with a variety of books. How does Nagisa find so much time for so many interests? She is an amazing person ...
And here is Nagisa herself. How sweet she snores in a dream. Her snow-white skin almost merges with bed linen. I could see the girl only thanks to her blue hair, like the sea. Damn, these tangled scraps of hair were so neatly laid on her face and pillow that seemed she spent a lot of time preparing to meet me. A light glow burned on her cheeks, as if Okajima again told some obscene joke. One leg came out from under the blanket, as if it was not hers at all.
But what is this? Nagisa is crying.
Why are you, the most beautiful creature on earth, crying in a dream? Do you have a nightmare? Have you been harassed by nasty monsters interrupting your sweet dream? What can I do to help you get some sleep? You're so cute in bed,trying to escape from the dreamed up of your imagination monsters, but I have to save you from them ...
And what if ...
A terrible, but burning my heart thought flashed through my head ... What if I lie with you, hug, protecting from night monsters? Maybe because of this I had insomnia, maybe the owl warned me about it, and the soul was so sore? Everything in the world told me that I came to you, helped you cope with nightmares, and I was so blind or ... stupid that I did not notice such obvious things ...
And now I'm lying in your bed, Nagisa. I sense your scent so close, so clearly that the euphoria that burned me before became stronger, began to spread all over the body.
Lord, your body is so warm, the hair is so soft, they tickle my nose, no matter how I laugh at this tender feeling. Even there is not this vulgar desire to touch your breasts, although she is now in such an accessibility for me, I only have enough sense of your warmth.
How can you, my dear snake, do not feel that you are hugging, lying in your own bed, how can you be so careless? From fear, your heart pounded like after a kilometer run ... But do not be afraid, my beloved, I'm with you, I'll protect you from any nightmares and monsters, I'll become your prince and hero.
I want to protect you forever. Be your support, support you, not only in a dream, but also in reality, but I understand that this will not work, because you, most likely, are afraid of me as a fire. Well, let it be one moment, one single time, but I will protect you.
Suddenly, for myself, a phrase came out of my mouth, it was only a whisper, but it seemed to me that the whole world heard it.
I love you.
Damn, if only you did not wake up. But that's what I really did not expect, it's what you hug and pull me to yourself in a dream. You did not wake up, no, I would have felt, if it were, you were still sleeping ...
All this time I was insanely reveling in your smell. He's driving me crazy. Nothing more pleasant I did not feel. Your soft and warm skin in the light of the moon seemed completely transparent. You look like a defenseless porcelain doll.
Nagisa, what are you doing with me, after tonight I can not normally look at you. I will remember what I feel now.
After a while you started to calm down. The nightmare passed. I stopped fidgeting and squeezing my T-shirt. Your heartbeat was normal again. My work here is complete, and I can go home with peace of mind, knowing that insomnia has been left, and I will finally be able to sleep again.
But here there was one more problem: you squeeze me in embraces, from which I am destined to get out just waking you up. And suddenly my attention was attracted by a big bear lying next to the bed. And how did I not notice it? Carefully, so that you do not wake up, I lifted your hand, grabbed this bear with your free hand. With indescribable speed, I picked it up, jumped off the bed right on my knees, damn it, it hurt, and put it in your arms.
Nagisa again can safely sleep, knowing that it is guarded by a personal knight. I need to get home as soon as possible, because the clock was showing four in the morning, and I still need to get home before sunrise. I gently kissed you on the cheek, thus an air kiss, about which that man spoke ... Damn, he is much more beautiful than all those kisses that I had before you. What an extraordinary you are. I want to change for you, Nagisa.
-Good-bye, Nagisa, - I said, and climbed down the stairs.
I will always guard your dream ...
At the same time, on behalf of Nagisa
Karma? Wh-What is he d-doing in my room? Wh-Why did he kiss me? Why was he lying in my bed and hugging me? Why did I hug him in return? I was so scared that I did not even dare open my eyes and continued to pretend that I was dreaming. I hope he does not tell anyone about this. He said he loved me ... Why did not he say this before?
Is he afraid to say this?
Karma is afraid of something? But he never shows emotions, except for his smile, of course, did not think that he could be afraid of anything. I hope that someday he will confess his feelings ...
