BPOV

As I walked to Biology, my first period after lunch, I could help but feel deja vu. Perhaps it was meeting Edward again in the cafeteria, or maybe it was the fact I had biology right after lunch. Either way, I couldn't shake it off. I could only hope that Edward wasn't in this class. Listening to that song had not soothed me like I had intended, it had angered me. I walked in to the class, ignoring the smug smile on that bronze haired vampire that was sitting at the back of the room next to the single available chair. Silently, I walked forward and took it.

"Bella, how are you?" He asked me.

"I was better before I saw you." I said coldly.

"Really? Because I think that meeting you was the most pleasant part of mine."

"Please! It was you who broke up with me, remember?" I said loudly. Many heads turned in my direction.

"Because I didn't want to hurt you!"

"Yeah right!"

"Children-" Our idiot teacher said.

"Shut up!" me and Edward said at the same time.

"When can't you believe me?"

"Because your a lying freak!"

"Please-" the teacher tried again.

"Didn't your parents teach you manners?" I shot at him. "It seems like they didn't. Rule number one - don't interrupt people when they're talking." He was looking at my breasts. "Rule number two - My face is here," I pointed to my face, "not here." I pointed to my chest.

"Miss Swan! Mr Cullen! Detention this afternoon!"

"Rule number three - don't be mean. Now, I don't think a detention is in order, considering the fact that it's your fault you assigned my seat beside his! If you were to simply move me or him then i would be perfectly content and would not shout." I was using the seductive tone of voice that always made men like this do exactly what you want. (AN: I don't want you tinking bad of me. I DON'T flirt. I was just writing what my friend's sister does.)

He looked dazed, "Of c-course, Miss Swan. H-h-here." He give me a desk at the very front of the room, right beside his desk. Excuse me but EW! He made Edward go at the very back of the room.

The class was a total nightmare because Edward was in it. But as soon as the bell rang my 'lesbian' partner Elle put her arms around my waist and took me to the next class. The look on Edward's face was something like undescribable fury. I wonder what about - after all he didn't want me.

The next class was even more of a nightmare. If you call the fact i was assigned to do a project with Edward Cullen himself exciting, you must be incredibly mental. I was not excited in the least. I mean, I was trying to move myself on from him, something I knew was never going to happen but still! He didn't have any right to come back into my life! Did God have no mercy?

"Bella," He greeted me coldly.

I didn't speak. "Bella, I know I probably hurt you a bit but I only did that because I wanted you to be happy-"

"Happy! You thought that if I- Let's go outside to finish this. And this will be the last conversation we ever have!" Both of us asked to go to the toilet before going outside. I wasn't happy about this but I figured I mught as well have a conversation with him so he'll stop harassing me.

"What do you want?" I snapped.

"Bella. Please let me speak for a moment, and please don't interrupt. There's something I want to tell you. I am in love with you. I was when I ended things and I still am now. When I said I didn't love you, it didn't expect you to believe me, I thought I would have to stand there for hours trying to tell you that I didn't love you. Did you have no faith in me? But I'm telling you that I love you now, that I always have and that I want to be in a relationship with you."

"You idiot! Do you actually think I would believe this! You little story! Did you spend our last couple of classes thinking that up or are you such a great liar you thought it up on the spot! Thought you could trick clumsy human Bella again? News flash! I'm not weak or human! And I will not stop myself from punching or hurting you in any other way if it comes to that. So Edward, I take it you were scared when you saw me and thought up that cover story? Or have all the other girls seen how mean you really are? Did you honestly think I would get back together with you! Now, would you like to leave with your life? If you do, I'd advise you to leave now because sometimes my fists have this habit of moving and just happening to land on the other persons face, so what will it be?"

"Bella-"

"You have ten seconds till I punch."

"I-"

"10-"

"Really-"

"9-"

"Do-"

"8-"

"love you!" He said quickly.

"1!" He moved out of the way so my fist struck only air but I walked gracefully with my head up high to my car, where I turned on my ipod.

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

Yeah, how about that Edward? Would you like that? I thought to myself.

you look so dumb right now
Standing outside ma house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

He was standing right outside my window, tapping it lightly with his fist. His face looked pained, I saw from the rear-view mirror as he realised I wasn't going to talk to him, but he never looked ugly. I felt a strange wave of sadness as he walked away, and got into his car. That was enough! I did not like him! He broke my heart! Left our children father-less! Now I just felt anger. And hate, a lot of hate.


Dont tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby when I know your only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now its time to go
Curtains finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But its over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

And he definately wasn't sorry. The pained look on his face was probably just sad he didn't have another vulnerable girl he could show off. God, how could I have been so stupid. I mean, I could understand any girl falling for him, but as bad as me? Unable to get over him in 17 years? That was just pathetic, but what could I do? I had told myself to get over him and stop dry sobbing over year book photos of him.

Grab yo clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin bout, girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like the re-run
Please, what else is on

He hadn't taken his clothes. I had visited the Cullen mansion just after I got changed, just for a couple of days. All of his clothes were still neatly folded in drawers, and hung up in wardrobes. I wondered whether anything had changed since then, I thought of, maybe, going to Forks, just to see what everyone was doing. No one thought I was dead, just missing. I knew there had never been a funeral. Everyone thought I had just left Forks after I had the children, most people had thought I'd do that when Charlie and Renee disowned me. What none of them had counted on, though, was how helpful Angela was, and how she would always lend a room to a friend in need. She was the one who had witnessed the twins birth, the only one apart from the doctor.

And dont tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby wen I know you're only sorry you got caught
But u put on quite a show
really had me going
But now it's time 2 go
Curtain's finally closing
that was quite a show
Very entertaining
But its over now (But its over now)
Go on n' take a bow

He really wasn't sorry. Maybe, I should go to Forks. I probably wouldn't show myself to anyone but Angela and Ben. I would tell them that I didn't want to talk to anyone, that I was just checking up on people. That was true, just not the whole truth.

and the award for the best liar goes to you
4 making me believe that u could be
Faithful 2 me
lets hear yo speech ohhh

Edward should get that award!

How bout a round of applause
A standing ovation

yeah! Lets applaud to the guy for his excellant lying skills! I wonder how many hours he spent in front of the mirror getting them just right so girls like me would fall for him and then he would crush them.

But u put on quite a show
really had me going
But now its time 2 go
Curtains finally closing
that was quite a show
Very entertaining
But its over now (But its over now)
Go on n' take a bow

And I had been a gullable twit that believed him.

But it's over now

And it was over! I was going back! It would just be a repeat of events. Quickly, I pulled out my cell phone and rang the airport. I was going to Forks.

EPOV

Waiting here
For you to call me
For you to tell me
That everything's
a big mistake

I pulled out my mobile phone and hoped she would call. My number hadn't changed, perhaps she would? Or get out of her car and tell me that she did love me after all? That I wasn't 17 years too late? Would she ever take me back? After what I'd done to her, probably not. After 17 years with no phone call, letter, email, visit or anything actually, I suppose I had to understand.

Waiting here
In this rainfall
Feeling so small
This dream was not
suppose to break

But I had regretted it so much. Each day was like hell, unable to run my hands through Bella's soft, mahogany hair, to look into her chocolate brown eyes.

I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

I hadn't thought it would cause her any pain, or if it did, she would get over it. I wondered why she hung out with two humans. I suppose on of them was her lesbian partner, but the other one? I didn't understand Bella, I probably never would. As a human, she had been complicated, but now, as a vampire it seemed to have convinced a million times. She wouldn't talk to me without it becoming an argument and she firmly believed I didn't want her, that I was just using her.

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

It really was as if someone had just removed my heart. It felt like there was a gaping in my body.

In this cold
I'm walking aimless
Feeling helpless
Without a shelter
from the storm

And what could I do? I mean, Bella was the most stubborn person I had ever met and it took continual effort on my part and my family to make her trust us, but personally, I didn't think it was likely she'd ever get together with me, after all, she is a lesbian.

In my heart
I miss you so much
Missing your touch
And the bed that used
to be so warm

II wondered who had changed her. Part of me was beyound anger at who had done it and another part was actually grateful. Angry because they had put Bella through so much pain but glad because if they hadn't I would never have seen her. I sighed. I was so selfish, how could I think that when my poor Bella had been in pain?

I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

Had I caused her pain?

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

I had messed up big time. She wouldn't want me now, would probably never forgive me.

My, My baby
I'm sorry
Oooh

I wondered what had happened to her? I knew Forks would be a place to start, of course Charlie would know. My curiousity was ebbing away at me. I would have to go soon, perhaps now? I wanted to be able to understand Bella better, why she was so angry at me. People like Angela who were close to her would remember what she had been like

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

Quickly, I pulled out my phone and rang the airport before texting Alice telling her where I was going and why.

I was on my way to Forks.

AN: By the way, thank you guys SO much for the reviews. Anyway so please do now again! I love them SO much! I even decided to update earlier than I was going to. Anway! I just want to let you guys know that I don't mean any offence to lesbians or gay people, I just think it would be sort of funny to have a mother and daughter pretend to be one, you know put in some comedy to this serious drama because sometimes I really hate in books when everythings all serious, so I just burst out laughing at completely random stuff. So, anway, enough of my weirdness. Lets see who reads these - when you review, and PLEASE review, write your favourite riddle as well as what you thought of this! And I'll try to answer what it is. I know! I'm having a weird day today and I'm super bored so I'm just saying random stuff. I'll stop now so feel free to click the nice purple bottom, it won't bite you know. lol.