Here's Chapter 2 :D it's not really interesting till now but it'll get a lot better, it's just not easy to make the beginning of a story really interesting... anyways, keep telling me where my english's not good! Tell me what you think! 2 reviews for next :D

Love always, Niley4evaa (aka Malin) 3

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"I know this isn't what I wanted, i'd never thought it'd come this far, just thinking back to where we started and how we lost all that we are" I tried so hard to fight the tears away which immediately stung in the corners of my eyes, but it just didn't work. He had only sung a few verses and i was already crying. The tears ran down my face as there was no tomorrow. His voice, the melody, the lyrics, everything made me feel the pain again. The pain we both lived through. For 2 months I was non-stop crying. I didn't wanna eat, talk or even sleep. I had awful nightmares, so that i wished, i wouldn't need to sleep. Nick had been my everything and when he was gone, it was like he took "me" with him and just left my restless body. Thinking of all those memories made me cry even worse. Nick stopped, insecure taking my hand. Apparently he didn't expect me to cry that hard. "Miley... i'm sorry... i probably shouldn't...", he whispered. "Nick...", i sobbed. "I never wanted it to come this far Miley... I never wanted to hurt you...", he was still whispering looking down. "I...know...", i was still hysterically crying. We sat on the couch, only inches from each other. I was so upset that I just snuggled into his side. He was warm and i smelled the familiar scent: Polo black. My favourite. It was so peaceful to be so close to him, although i was scared of how he'd react. First he seemed a little bit surprised but then he finally put his arm around me and pulled closer.
"I...am...so sorry...your shirt...is...so wet...now...", i tried to tell him but I don't think he understood what I had said. The sobbing pretty much covered my talking.
"Miles...it's okay...", he whispered in my ear. I snuggled my face into his chest and he began to stroke my hear. Nick sung the song again from the beginning and it was about the most beautiful thing i've ever heard. When he came to the "knowing that it's really over" part, i looked up at him and stared into his beautiful brown eyes.
"Really?", i whispered weakly. I don't even know why. I shouldn't think so. I have a boyfriend. And his name wasn't Nick. But it's just that I feel way more comfortable in Nick's arms than in Justin's. In Nick's arms I always have the feeling that he would be there with me forever and even after the break-up that feeling was still there. He wiped a tear off (?) my cheek. "So... wanna do it as the duet?"
"I'd love to...", I smiled widely. "The song is just so... wow..."
"Now stop crying...There's no reason for you to cry. It's the past. Just... let it be the past and focus on your future."
If he would've said "focus on the present" it would've fit a lot better. Here with Nick it seemed a lot brighter than my future with Justin. Only the thought of going back home was frustrating. I slowly stood up and thought about what had happened in that recording studio. Everything was stil how it had been when i arrived. My body was going crazy. The crazy pounding in my ears, the weak knees and the sweaty hands. I knew what that means. It means you're completly in love. And no, definatly not with Justin!
What if I would dump Justin get back together with Nick? I mean, that's it what my heart tells me... My mum always says i need to listen to my heart. But my head on the other side tells me, that if it would end badly, i wouldn't be the smiley miley again. Once heart broken was enough for me and i knew my heart would not survive a second time. I shook my head, just as i wanted to shake the thoughts off. That won't happen again. I'd rather be with Justin for the rest of my life than being so broken hearted ever again!
I walked over to the mirror to look at myself and as I saw how i looked i went back a little. My mascara and eyeliner were all over my face. Apparently, they weren't water proof... okay, it's not like i expected to cry today. "I look awful!", i sighed and tried to get rid of it. But unfortunately, it only got worse. Nick walked over to me, stood right behind me and watched at me through the mirror.
"That's not true and you know that Miley! Even with, kind of messy make-up you look beautiful. I told you that sooo mandy times and you're still so insecure??"
"You didn't just say that cause you were my boyfriend?", i asked surprised.
"Of course not! I meant every single word and i still do."
I stood up and looked him directly in the eyes. "Really?", i asked weakly. "Really...", he looked me in the eyes and smiled. And then i collapsed right into his arms. So uncool, i know. Millions of people admire me for being to "cool". Here's the proof, that i'm not: My ex-boyfriend smiles at me and i break down... But i was just overwhelmed by the fact that we were here together and he just told me that he thinks i look pretty, although i had my mascara all over my face. For over a year we hadn't had any contact, till now.
I'd never thought i'd missed him so much. His touches, his hugs, his beautiful voice telling me that he loves me. i'd give anything for that to happen again...

I felt him carrying me to the couch and laying me down on it.
"Hey guys! What's been going on-...oh...", Kevin walked in and stopped talking as he saw me laying on the couch, Nick next to me, holding my hand. "Is Miley alright?",Kevin asked worried as he slowly walked over to us.
"Yeah, Miley was just feeling a little bit dizzy", Nick explained quickly and let go of my hand. Actually I was very disappointed that he wasn't holding my hand anymore. It really made me feel better.
"ehmm... it's alright again... i feel a lot better already", I gave Kevin a smile.
"So... will you do the duet with Nick?", he looked over to Nick, then back to me. "Yup", i said, acting casually. "That's good! Nick was so nervous about that! He thought-OUCH!", Kevin stopped when Nick kicked him with his foot. "I mean, he was so nervous about playing that song, cause... cause it's really... you know... hard to play..." Nick looked down but I still saw him blushing. Kevin is just a HORRIBLE liar!
"So... where's Joe?", I asked.
"Should be here any second", and right then Joe rushed into the room, his hair messy and he looked upset. I was wondering what had happened to him.
"Joe!", I blurted out, happy to see him, upset about the way he looked. We had become really good friends on was always very funny and you can't stay mad a him for too long.
"Hi Miles", he tried to sound happy, but I could tell that wasn't what he really felt. But i also knew this mood couldn't be about me. Something else must've happened. Something very serious. "What happened to you?", I asked him.
"Long story..."
"It's not like i'm in hurry or something...", I said. At least i wanted to try to be there for him. After Nick and I broke up he had often called and talking to him really had made me feel better. I'd never thought that a boy could help you to get over a break-up, but Joe really did. "Later...", he paused and looked down, "So what've you guys been up to?"
"Nothing much...", Kevin said. And then there was a moment of awkward silence before Nick asked, "What do yall think of Frozen Yoghurt or ice cream at Pinkberry?"
"Awesome!", Kevin said and stood up. Joe and I just nodded in agreement.