Deception

It started with me deceiving Edward, I had to hurt him like he hurt me when he left I wasn't sure if I could do it. It was Rosalie's idea her words exactly were "It's a way to get back at him and Emmett."

"Remember you just go up to him, say what we wrote down, make sure someone hear you. Don't say anything else I know you're going to want to stop and tell him it's not real but you can't. He will forgive you so just do that and we won't be forced to do it for you and we won't be as gentle as you." Alice told me as we got out of the car. I just nodded my head.

I saw him just as I was getting out of Alice's porche. He walked over to me "Bella I really am sorry." I looked back to where Alice and Rosalie were and I couldn't find them, I made a snap decision.

"Look Edward you can't tell Alice or Rosalie I told you this I love you so much and know that this isn't real ok just go along with it." I closed my eyes thinking of the words I had to tell him.

"Bella please just tell me what you were planning on telling me."

I took a deep breath "I can't do this anymore Edward." Before I had been speaking in a whisper now I was talking loud enough so I wasn't yelling but loud enough so that people just getting to school could hear. "I can't keep pretending that I love you. I realized that I want some things that you can't or won't give me."

"Bella what are you talking about." Hurt was written on his face that hurt, hurt me. I couldn't keep doing this I had to make it quick Alice promised me that he would forgive me that he would understand.

"Edward I realized that I want a family, children. I know that you can't or won't have kids with me. Besides I've noticed that I'm in love with someone else."

"Who, Bella tell me who." Instead I walked over to where Jasper and Emmett were standing thinking of Edward all the good times we had and the love I had for him. I then tried to feel my voice with the love I felt for him.

"Hi Emmett." Dropping my picture of Edward I turned to Jasper. "Hi Jasper." I then turned around and walked toward my next class. But I still managed to her Jasper say "Dude she was filled with love and lust when she said hi to you. Edward is going to kill you." Smiling I sat down and pulled out the small pink blackberry Alice got me and sent her a message.

To: Alice

From: Bella

Phase Fake Break-Up Complete