Can you ever forget?
Can you really forgive?
Even after
all of this,
When it's still so hard to live?
I can't
just stand by,
Knowing that still in your mind,
Lingers the
memory,
Of when we nearly died.
Even if I beg,
Even
if I apologize,
I can still see,
Pain in your eyes.
We were foolish,
We thought we knew.
We couldn't live without her,
It couldn't have been just me and you.
I made that mistake.
With false hopes my mind was filled.
But soon I'd learn.
As those wishes were distilled.
You don't want to remember,
And neither do I.
But the thought keeps replaying-
I keep
watching you die.