***Hey again, this is chapter 2, enjoy! Please review if you want me to upload the next chapter, I've written most of it but I'll upload only if people want it, again all belongs to steph meyer***
I woke up that next morning with the stained dry tears on my cheeks from last night. Everyone was going through a hard time right now, and I can't help but think the reason behind my dad's death was my fault. I was already selfish enough yesterday to run away like that, but from now on I'm going to be helpful, I'll think about Seth and Mum, I'll put on a brave face and smile, even though this is killing me inside.
Everyone was still sleeping, so I head downstairs and the least I can do for mum is to make some breakfast, I got out some eggs and started making an omelette when I heard a knock on the door. I wasn't up to seeing anyone so I tried to ignore it but whoever it was sure was persistent. I open the door and see him standing there.
"Oh, hey Jacob" I smiled, I'm still going to try my whole brave act, I can not be weak.
"Hey Leah, how you doing?" The way he was speaking to me, he was acting very cautious, like if he says something I could break down – not going to happen! Not in front of him!
"Yeah, I'm actually a lot better, thanks, why'd you come by?" Crap, Crap, I could totally see he was not buying it, oh well, I'm not doing this for him, so why should I care.
"Oh just thought I'd come and see how you're going, I mean you must be going through a pretty hard time right now, I guess I'm just trying to say is that I'm hear for you" Okay, he defiantly didn't buy it.
"Well, like I said before, I'm better, I'm dealing with it, I'm fine!" This seemed to have kept him quiet for a minute, enough time for me to politely kick his ass out of here.
"Anyways, I've got omelette cooking so if you'll excuse me"
"Leah-"I closed the door before he could say anything else. I couldn't do it, I couldn't talk to anyone, I'm Leah fucking Clearwater, I don't talk about my feelings. Oh crap- the omelette it was probably burning. I run over to the stove, yep I ruined it, I killed it, I killed the omelette, just like I killed my dad. Oh crap I was not dealing with this, damn it Leah what's wrong with you! I ran down to the beach, I always felt calm there, the wind on my skin. But this beach, where I was standing, it brought back to many memories, the day dad died…
"Leah, I will not repeat myself, you WILL go to college and get a degree, I will not have you sit around all day doing nothing with your life, now I understand thing's have been hard lately with Sam and Emily but-"
How dare he bring that up! How did he know how I was feeling, he didn't!
"Dad, just SHUT UP! Shut up! Okay, you don't know anything, fine you want me to go to college, I will, I'll move to another State, so I can get as far away from you, from EVERYONE, I hate it here! I know I was going overboard, but everyone kept telling me to get over it, then I will!
"Leah, Honey-" I cut him off, I'm to angry to hear his apologise.
"No dad, no, you keep telling me to get over him, fine I'll go to Miami or something and go get laid, get pregnant, that will surely get me to get over him right?" He had no answer, just sympathy in his eyes, I couldn't take it. I walked away.
"Lee, come back" He started following after me.
"No dad, just go on you're stupid fishing trip, this is the last time you'll see me, I'm leaving today!" That definitely stopped him, I took the chance to run back home before he could stop me!
That was it, all the memories from that day, which was only yesterday just crashed on me. I couldn't handle it, it was my fault, everything happened and it was just all my fault. I suddenly burst into tears, I couldn't, I just…
"Leah…?" Oh crap, crap, crap, of all people he comes! I abruptly wipe away all my tears, although I'm sure he heard me. I turn around, with attudude,
"What do you want Sam?" He looked shocked, I think he was expecting me to be a bit softer, considering he just saw me crying like a baby.
"Are you okay Lee-Lee?" 'Lee-Lee'? If I wasn't angry before, I sure as hell was now!
"Did you just call me Lee-Lee, are you serious? You seriously called me Lee-Lee, Sam, you completely lost the right to call me that when-" I couldn't say it, I had never said those words aloud yet, that he left me. I just couldn't.
"Whatever, Sam, I'm going, tell anyone what you saw, and you're dead!" Then, I ran off!
***poor leahh ay lol, im interested to see where this goes, so if you want to read more, then review please! thank u ***