chapter 2…

Love? No im a Slut.

'where am I?...am I..dead?' Kid thought as he started to open his eyes. He was in his bedroom, laying in his king sized bed with his velvet covers over him. He turned and saw Soul and Maka sleeping on a chair besides his bed. Then it all came back to him.

"OH MY GOD!" Kid yelled thrashing in his bed. Maka and Soul jumped up realizing Kid had woken up.

"shh Kid it's ok, your safe now." Maka said soothingly walking over to him trying to embrace him in a comforting hug. Kid screamed once again.

"No get out! I- I'm supposed to be dead!" he yelled sitting up.
"OOWWWW!" He shouted falling back down feeling the pain in his butt.

"Is Kid alright? Should we do something?" Tsubaki said peeking her head through the door.

"um no it's alright but just come and comfort him." Maka said. Soul watched as his friend thrashed in the bed protesting their help. He started to feel sick. He was one of the guys who raped him.. He was one if the reasons why he was like this..

"shh it'll be alright.." Maka said as she finally embraced him. Kids eyes were wide with tears coming down. He let Maka hug him and sooth him.
He started sobbing trying his best to hold it in.

"I'll be out there ok?" Soul said getting up. Kid pushed Maka away softly and looked at Soul. Kid coughed and was tying to be serious again.

"if you don't mind...I want to speak to Soul...alone.." Kid said looking down closing his eyes. Maka and Tsubaki got up and left, but not before Maka gave him a don't-hurt-him-or-I'll-kill-you look. Soul sighed and leaned against the wall. He waited for Kid to say something...

"Well?" Soul said impatiently , but really just nervous.
Kid had been looking down the whole time too.

"What happened? Why am I..alive?"

"well after we got you we brought you home, cleaned you up, put your boxers on and left you to sleep." Soul said

"You and Blackstar all did this?"

"...yes."
After that it became silent again and it was starting to get weird..

"Can you get me to my bathroom? I have to use it." Kid said never looking up.
Soul studied him and went over to him lifting him up.
Kids face scrunched up in pain. He was still very sore. As Soul helped him inside he seemed to be able to stand now.

"Umm do you need me too..."
"No...I can do it." Kid said stepping inside closing the door. As kid stood inside the bathroom alone he caught himself in his mirror. He turned more to look at his body. He was pathetic. He had bruises and cuts everywhere. And they were not symmetrical. He cried again but silently and looked through his bathroom cabnit.

"this is the whole reason I'm like this... Because I was not symmetrical." Kid said to himself. He found a razor and removed The blades. He looked in the mirror again. He started to cut himself making his body symmetrical to the other cuts. He yelled a bit when he cut his stomach, causing Soul to hear.

"You alright in there?" he asked

You deserve this...finish it! He mentally yelled to himself cutting his wrist on the main vein. He cried out and dropped the blade. He then proceded to grab the towel hanger on the wall breaking it off and beating himself with it making his bruises now symmetrical.

"Kid? What is that? What's going on in there?" when he did not hear an answer he broke the door down seeing kid leaning against the wall bloody.

"What did you do?" Soul said loud and grabbed a towel wetting it a bit wipping the blood off. Kid cried.

" I..I wasn't symmetrical."
Soul continued to clean him till he thought he looked better.

"Your crazy..." Soul said looking at him.
Kid looked back and sniffeled a bit.

"why are you hurting your self? Don't you understand you have a loving father who loves you and is worried about you? All you friends are here for you! " soul screamed and grabbed Kid.
Kid cried harder.

"Everyone hates me...just let me die already!" Kid yelled between sobs.

"Dont you understand we love you! Don't you understand I love you!" Soul said and hugged Kid. He was actully tearing up too. Kids eyes were wide once again... Did he just say...

"please stop...do you know how painful it was to do that to you? I don't want you to hurt kid.." Soul sad letting his emotions out as he hugged tighter.

"is everything alright? We heard yelling?" Maka said as she walked in with Tsubaki. Soul stopped hugging Kid and looked at Maka.

"whoa...what's with all the blood on the towel and sink?" Tsubaki questioned.

"Its nothing, everythings fine now." Soul said getting out of the now crowded bathroom. Kid stood still, still a little dazed.

"umm okay..Kid you should get dressed, if you can. We need to go see your father..if you want." Tsubaki said nervously. Maka grabbed Kids hand.

"Cmon let's get you ready."
Kid sniffeled but continued to let Maka lead him out. Soul was not in his room anymore..and he knotcied he hadn't seen Blackstar.

"Tsubaki...where's Blackstar?" Kid asked

"Oh he's um...he running around the city till he punishes himself..haha yeah.." Tsubaki said scratching the back if her head. Maka handed Kid a loose black shirt and some black pants. She didn't want anything to tight on him.. As Kid changed the girls went out of his room.
He sighed.
Did Soul really mean that? Did he like him that way...?
He finished and walked out to see Maka and Tsubaki waiting to leave.

"Soul already headed out, he also went to go get Blackstar first." Maka said.
Kid nodded and they headed out. Maka looked at Kid..he looked bad. There were cuts and bruises on his arms.. Maybe she should of gave him a ling sleeve..

As they walked to the school, passing through the halls they heard snickering.

"did you hear? He's the one that was missing."

" I thought he was dead."

"I wonder what happened?"

"look at his arms!"

"I knew he was emo.."

They all heard. Kid mentally cursed himself. I need to get my cool-emo look back he thought. As walking into his fathers main room he saw Stein, Blackstar, Soul, Spirit, and his father..

"Kid are you ok? Do you feel better? Are healed? Do you want to leave?" His father asked towering over him. Kid looked around.

"-cough- I'm fine father, this punishment was obviously needed for me too get back on track, I'm greatful for your kindne-"

"ARE YOU CRAZY? WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT YOU WERE RAPED!" Death and Spirit yelled. Hold it in Kid.. Don't break down.. Kid thought.
Soul just looked away and Blackstar was looking down letting his hair fall to cover his face, he was still ashamed of himself for what he did to Kid. Kid just looked at his father hands behind his back.

"kid... I would NEVER wish that punishment on you." that's it kid lost it, he let tears stream down his face but still had a straight face, he was shaking a bit though.

"I'm so sorry Kid!" Blackstar yelled running to Kid hugging him tight.
Kid stood quite. Death sighed.

"well talk about this later Kid for now, we must track down Asura. He's the one who sent the men after you." Death said.
Kid nodded wiping his tears away and pushed Blackstar away. As kid walked out from his fathers main room, the kids followed.

" I'm guessing they were going to look for Kid and rape him, but it looks like he came to them." Spirit said.

"those killings were not even by Asura.. He just happened to be there..meaning those killers are still out." Death spoke.

"I wish to be alone." Kid stated as he walked away. Maka and Tsubaki frowned. Then all of assudden.

"Maka...is-is kid going. To be alright?" Chrona whispered in Makas ear, scared. Maka jumped.

"Dammit Chrona! You scared me!" Maka yelled. Chrona then began to cry.
"dam.." Maka cursed to herself. Tsubaki just watched kid walked away.
Then Blackstar came out.

"Wheres Kid?" he asked.

"he just left down the hall." then Blackstar ran down the hall looking for kid.
"wait but he said he wanted to be al- oh forget it.." Tsubaki said.
"Chrona I'm sorry please stop crying?" Maka said.
"okay.." he said wipping his tears.

"hey where's Kid?" Soul said comming out of the room.

"oh he went down that hall but he said he wants to be alone." Tsubaki said smiling.
Soul walked down the hall she had said. Tsubaki frowned, does anyone listen?

Kid was in the boys bathroom and he lifted his sleeve. He saw the cut in his wrist he had made this morning, it was starting to heal.

"So you did that to yourself?" Blackstar said. Kid jumped and turned to see his friend.

"yeah but I just wanted to make my other half symmetrical.." Kid said grinning. Blackstar walked closer to him. Kid backed up till his butt hit the sink.

"Kid...I think I like you..a lot.." Blackstar said being serious. Oh my gosh this guy was being serious! Kid just stared wide eyed at him. Then Blackstar moved in and kissed him softly on the lips. Kid stood still shocked. Then Soul walked in. He stood there too shocked. His best friend was kissing the guy HE liked! Soul stomped over there and ripped Blackstar off, holding the erge to punch him. Kid stood there blushing. He was a bit mad too.. He was just raped and he kissed him..

"umm Soul?" Blackstar said
". Him." was all Soul said in a deadly voice. Were his best friends just arguing overing him? Kid shut his eyes tight and ran out.
"Kid wait!" Blackstar said heading for the door but was yanked by Soul.

"Soul?" Blackstar asked

They were just using him! No one would ever love him! Kid thought running to a cleaning closet. He cried remebering the rape.. He was a slut..he let those people touch him and his friend kiss him.. Just like that..He kept crying and summond a sword with his reaper powers. He brought his arm up and began cutting both his wrist, of course making it symmetrical first. But then he had another idea..

"your a slut.." he said to himself and began carving that into both wrisit. He groaned in pain as blood poured out of the small wounds. He stood still now.

"okay...it's obvious you like Kid too, that's so not cool cuz I said I liked him first." Soul growled.
"I don't care, maybe he likes me instead of you. Who wouldn't?" Blackstar yelled

"forget it..let's go find Kid.." Soul said as the both raced out the door.

Kids eyes widened at what he just did. Idiot your wearing a shirt now people can see! It would confirm your emo! Wait.. I'm NOT emo.. He looked around searching for something to cover his arms. He took some toilet paper and began wrapping his arms. Hopefully the blood would not seep through. Kid opened the door and walked back to his house... He needed a nap right now..

"ok...forget it! I'm going to Death!" Blackstar said tired. They had been running around the whole school looking for Kid, after a while they got tired.

"why ya going to death, huh?" Soul panted.

"Gonna tell him I LIKE kid!" Blackstar said running away.

"oh no you don't!" Soul yelled running after him.

"DEATH!¡!" Blackstar yelled as he got inside the room.

"hmm?" Death hummed looking at the boy.

"I...like...your..-

"DEATH DONT LISTEN TO HIM! HE'S A MORON PERSON!" Soul said as he made it. Blackstar glared at him.

"what is this all about guys?" Death asked

"I LOVE YOUR SON!" they Both yelled.

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