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Ding Dong...
Nigal went to answer the door...
"Well hello Ms. Manning, how are you doing?" "I am doing fine Nigal." "Now where are my manners. Please come in. What can I do for you?"
"I was wondering if Cole was home?"
"He sure is, I will go and get him for you." "Thank you Nigal."
With that, Nigal went upstair to get Cole. Starr walked into the living room and was looking at picture on the mantel. There were pictures of Mathew as a baby, some of him Nora and Bo. Baby picturs of Jess and Bree and right then, Starr relized that this is what she wants, she wants a family with Cole and this baby.
Knock knock...
"Nora, I really don't want to talk right now." "Sorry Cole, but it is me Nigal, may I come in?" "Sure Nigal, sorry I thought you were Nora." "No that is okay. Ms. Starr Manning is downstairs and would like to talk to you."
"Tell her Nigal that I have nothing to say to her and to go home."
"If that is what want." With that, Nigal walked out of the room.
Cole just layed there in his bed looking at the celling with and let a tear fall down his cheek.
"I would love to see her but we will never see eye to eye again and I don't want to upset her any more."
Nigal came back downstairs and found Starr looking at the family pictures.
"I am sorry Ms. Manning but Cole does not wish to see you." "I was afraid of that so this calls for drastic measures...where is his room Nigal?" "Upstairs, third room on the left." With that, Starr left and went upstairs.
Knock knock...
"Nigal, I told you I don't want to see her." With that, Starr walked into his room. "I don't care if you want to see me, you are going to talk to me."
"God, she looks so beautiful. Pregnancy really suits her." He thought to himself. "I miss this man so much and I am going to do what ever it takes to get him back." Starr thought to herself.
"Starr I really don't want to fight or see you right now so please just go!" "I don't want to fight either but you don't want to see me because I am as big as a house right?!"
With that, Cole shot up. "That is not at all!! You are so beautiful and glowing and all I want to do is hold you but I can't because you are taking away one of the most important people in my life and I can never forgive you for that!!"
With that, Starr pulled out the adoption papers and a lighter from her purse and lit the papers on fire and threw them in the fire place.
"What the hell was that Starr?!" "Those were the adoption papers that I never turned in. I have decided not to give up our child." "Before you say anything, just hear me out. Since you signed the papers, I have been having second thoughts. Plus I have missed you so much. There has been so much you have missed...the baby kicking, the sleepless nights where all I want to do is call you and lay in your arms, the ultrasounds, the sound of the heartbeat and finally relized that I do want a family and this baby with you." By now, Starr is histrically crying and Cole has gotten up and has embrassed her.
"Starr, I still love you, I have always love you, and will always love you and this baby. I need time to think about this and let everything sink in. Right now, I am so elated that you do not want to give up the baby and allow us to be a family but I am not sure I can get over the fact that you did want to give it away."
"I understand Cole and I will wait." Starr leaned in and gave Cole one of the most passionate kisses she has ever given him as a reminder of how much she still loves him.
As she is walking out the door, she turned and said..."I have a doctors appointment on Friday where I am going to find out if we are having a girl or boy...I would love for you to come."
With that Starr walked out of the room.
The next chapter...will Cole show up and can he ever forgive her...