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Chapter 2 – Berserk
Bella POV
I woke up to the light flittering through my bedroom window. I couldn't help but smile as I remembered the beach yesterday. I hadn't had that much fun in who knows how long. My smile grew larger as I thought of Sam. God, if he wasn't the epitome of the 'David' statue, then I didn't know who was. Although from the hard on I could see through his shorts yesterday, his package was much more impressive; he would've made Michelangelo blush!
I hopped up out of my bed and I grabbed my IPod touch and made my way to the bathroom to get ready. I had promised Leah yesterday I would come back over today. Kim was convinced Sam and I were going to be together forever, but Leah and I knew better. Feelings like that took a while to grow, although the idea of developing feelings for someone again wasn't as unappealing as it used to be. I was finally over Edward. I put my IPod on the dock and put my new favorite song on, 'Miss Movin' On' by Fifth Harmony. I stripped and got in the hot spray. I lathered my hair in my new favorite smell, cherry blossom. I sang along with the lyrics and couldn't help but see the parallel.
[Camila]
I'm breakin' down
Gonna start from scratch
Shake it off like an etch-a-sketch
My lips are saying goodbye
My eyes are finally dry
[Lauren]
I'm not the way that I used to be
I took the record off repeat
It killed me but I survived
And now I'm coming alive
I was alive now, no more losing myself to bullshit relationships and guys that sparkle. I couldn't help but giggle a little at what Bram Stoker would think of what vampires were actually like; he would roll over in his grave if he knew they sparkled! I shaved my legs, under arms, tummy, and groomed my curls; I wasn't twelve, no need to be completely bare.
[Camila]
I'll never be that girl again
No oh oh [x2]
And I knew no matter what, I wouldn't get that way ever again, no matter who broke my heart. I was a stronger, smarter, and more confident woman this time around; I wasn't some scared, dependent, little girl.
[Lauren]
My innocence is wearin' thin
But my heart is growing strong
So call me, call me, call me
Oh how I hoped Sam called me. I needed to be sure to give him my number. I would be all over him like white on rice. If I thought Edward made me sizzle, Sam set me on fire.
[All]
Miss movin' on
Oh oh oh [x2]
I broke the glass surrounding me (surrounding me)
I ain't the way you remember me (remember me)
I was such a good girl
So fragile but no more
[Dinah]
I jumped the fence to the other side (the other side)
My whole world was electrified (electrified)
Now I'm no longer afraid
It's Independence Day (Independence Day)
[Camila]
I'll never be that girl again
No oh oh [x2]
[Lauren]
My innocence is wearin' thin
But my heart is growing strong
So call me, call me, call me
[All]
Miss movin' on
Everything is changing and I never wanna go back to the way it was (to the way it was)
I'm finding who I am and who I am from here and now is gonna be enough (is gonna be enough)
Is gonna be enough
I'll never be that girl again
No oh oh
I'll never be that girl again
Oh oh oh
My innocence is wearin' thin
But my heart is growing strong
So call me, call me, call me
Miss movin' on
Oh oh oh [x4]
Yeah, I'm movin' on
I stepped out of the shower and dried myself off. I walked in my room and put on a pair of red cheeky lace undies and a matching red, comfy 'Body by Victoria' bra on. I put on a pair of Hollister short shorts, a blue tank with lace at the top, and a three-quarter sleeved multi colored tribal patterned shirt that had two buttons that I left undone. I added a thick, dark brown, woven belt and some brown, leather, flip-flops with cute designs and gold beads on them.
For everyone thinking Leah was such a tomboy, she had excellent taste in clothing, make up, and jewelry. I added a leather band and some colorful gold, red, and blue bracelets to my wrist, some cute gemstone rings, and a pair of dark gold earrings that hung down in waves. I knew all this effort wasn't needed for La Push but whom was I kidding, I wanted to impress Sam! I packed my red bikini in my bag again, a change of clothes for when it got cold, and a brush. I put on some light blush, some sparkly brown eye shadow, and a line of black liner, mascara, and clear gloss. I looked in the mirror and smiled, all that was left was my hair. I dried my hair and put in thick loose curls, with this new iron I got it only took about fifteen minutes. I got back in room, grabbed my phone and headed downstairs to start breakfast. I checked my clock and it was only 9:30 am, I had gotten ready fast!
I prepared a breakfast casserole and a chicken sopa casserole for dinner while I was at it. Charlie came downstairs and stopped dead in his tracks when he saw me.
"You look stunning Bells!" I smirked at his comment.
"You're hanging around Paul to much too, you've inherited his smirk!" Charlie laughed at me and came and kissed my head and poured himself a cup of coffee. I laughed at him and called Angela while the casseroles were cooking. I wanted to do something and the La Push gang didn't get up for a few hours and Leah had patrol until noon.
"Hey Ang, want to hang for a few hours? I know we're going to La Push later but they're all being lazy besides Leah and whoever else is on patrol!" I asked her. I heard her giggle.
"Of course Bella, what did you have in mind?" She asked.
"How about we get manicures and pedicures? I could use a little relaxation!"
"I'm sure after the looks you and Sam were giving each other yesterday I could use something to get my mind off of it too!" She laughed at me through the phone.
"Oh hardy har har Captain funny pants, I'll pick you up in thirty!" I smiled.
"See you then Little Red!" She hung up before I could come back at her. Little Red was Sam's nickname for me apparently. My red bikini must've done something to him yesterday. Although I was determined to show him just how big of a woman I was not little.
I called Charlie to the table and we chatted about his work and I brought up the idea of him dating someone. He blushed and it only confirmed my suspicions. We finished our dishes and Charlie cleaned up. I pulled the chicken sopa out and put in in the fridge for later, it would go great with some salad and rice!
I grabbed my bag, phone, wallet, iPod, and kissed Charlie as I headed out. I hopped in my truck and headed over to Angela's. I pondered getting a new vehicle. I loved my truck but it was about to kick the bucket and there were only so many times Jacob could fix it. I had that college fund the Cullen's put in my name. I had enough saved on my own for college so I figure I might as well use the money for something I'd enjoy and would benefit me the most. I went over cars/SUV's in my head as I drove. I liked the 2014 4-Runner from Toyota, 2014 Fusion from Ford, 2014 Audi S4, 2013 Range Rover (which was just gaudy but so cool), 2014 Jeep Cherokee, 2014 BMW X5, and 2014 Mazda 6. They were all so different but I had all the time in the world to decide what I wanted.
I honked as I pulled up to Angela's.
"Hey little red!" She winked as she got in the car.
"Why little? I'm not a child!" I pouted.
"You're the shortest of us duh!" I laughed as she just smiled. I pulled up to the only nail place in all of Forks and we were immediately helped as soon as we picked our polish.
I got a French manicure on my toes with a flower on my big toes. My nails were painted black and white checkerboard with red hearts on my ring fingers. Nails were so intricate these days; I could barely draw a straight line let alone paint on a little nail! Angela got champagne colored nails with pink flowers instead of hearts like I did. Her toes were painted in a cute black, pink, mint, and white zig zag pattern.
We let our nails dry and headed to pay. I paid for both and left a generous tip. I had plenty of savings but I needed a job. Pretty sure I fucked my chances at Newton's when I stopped showing up once I got sick.
"You know of any jobs Ang? I know school starts in the fall but I'm going to be bored all summer if I don't do something." I told her.
"Well Quil manages the books at his parent's grocery store. Embry and Jake started a small garage out of Jake's garage at his house, but they're thinking of upgrading to an actual building pretty soon here! I'm like their receptionist; I talk to the customers and handle the billing. Sam, Jared, Paul and Brady handle Sam's construction/architecture company. Leah handles the customer's, bids, and payments. Rachel runs a bakery out of her house and Kim runs a small photography business!" Angela explained as we hopped in the truck and headed back to my house to get the casserole.
"Wow, I should pay more attention, they all have their own little business's set up. I feel lame!" I laughed.
"I hear Old Quil is looking for someone to help him in his small field and veggie gardens. I know it sounds like a man's job, but he wants someone tender enough to pick his plants, herbs, and veggies with care. You'll work in the sun all day so you'll get a nice tan and it's an excuse to be on the Rez and see Sam everyday!" She winked at me.
"You all act like Sam and I are going to get married, as of right now, I'm in a good place for the first time ever really. I'm a whole new me and quite frankly I want to lick whip cream off Sam more than I want to date him right now!" I laughed at Angela's face.
"Oh my! I'm no prude but Bella I've never heard you talk that way before!" She blushed.
"Well this is part of the new me. I'm going for what I want! I'm a hot- blooded legal female who has the summer off before going to community college. I want to let loose!" I told her.
"So basically you have a fire burning and you want Sam to put it out?" She smirked at me and I giggled at her words. Seems as though Angela isn't so innocent as she claims!
"Psh, I have a fire going and Sam's going to be my kerosene! Burn baby burn!" We both laughed as we walked into my house. This no more zombie shit was pretty great. I hadn't felt this happy ever in my life, not even with Edward and his family.
I grabbed the chicken sopa and some tortillas. We then headed to Angela's to get the rice and beans she prepared and made our way to La Push. We stopped off at Rachel's house to drop the food off and hang out with the girls.
"Hello lovelies!" Rachel greeted us as we walked in.
"Ooo, what is that glorious smell?" I asked.
"This is my newest recipe I'm trying. It's called 'Hummingbird Cake'." She smiled.
"Well I think it should be called makes Bella's panties drop cake!" I giggled.
"So I told Bella about Old Quil's search for a high end gardener." Ang said.
"Oh Bella that would be the perfect job for you! Old Quil is so particular and you can most definitely cook, so he knows you'll take good care of his gardens and flowers! Not to mention the boys are currently working building a fence around his farm fields so the animals can't come in and take things anymore!" She jumped up and down.
"Sooo?" I asked.
"Bella, picture it like this; you're standing in a tank and a plaid shirt, with some daisy dukes, boots, and a hat. You stand up from tending the gardens and take a sip of water from your bottle only when you took up; Sam is there under the water pump shirtless, washing his head off with cold water. He stands up, shakes his head as water droplets pour down his chest. You run up to him in frenzy because you just can't stand it! He takes you the barn behind the house and –" Rachel states.
"Whoa!" I yell.
"That was the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard in my life. Soo cheesy and lame Rachel!" I laughed.
"You should be writing erotic novels to give with your cupcakes!" I added.
"Oh mercy no. I can only imagine. Poor Mrs. Redfeather that picks up cupcakes for her grandkids every week. Oh by the way, here's my newest addition with you cupcakes; just to make you cream in your pants instead of your mouth!" She put on a fake smile.
"I don't care what anyone else says, girls are far more perverted than guys!" Paul said as the guys followed him in the house. He kissed Rachel's baking powder covered cheek.
We all laughed out loud at that. Poor Paul had been subjected to so much girl talk, he would even go and get tampons from the store he was so sweet.
"Put you should really talk to Old Quill, his land is amazing, it just needs a little TLC." Paul suggested.
"Well I guess it wouldn't hurt to check it out." I mumbled. Seems my broken resolve made the girls laugh.
Rachel set the cake in the over and brought over a tray of fruit mimosas.
"I made us some drinks earlier ladies, now let's go outside and get the dirty details of Sam hitting on Bella yesterday!" Rachel sang to us.
"Paul rolled his eyes are started making sandwiches for the guys that were about to come over for lunch while we all headed outside.
"So what happened yesterday Bella?" Rachel pressed.
"You all were there to witness it! What do you mean 'what happened'?" I asked.
"Don't play coy with us missy! Sam came up to your towel and talked to you while we were all goofing off. So what did he say? Do you have your children's names picked out? Is he a Trojan or Durex kind of man? Ooo, better yet, chocolate or caramel lover?" She asked. I couldn't resist the urge to roll my eyes.
"First off, you're an idiot. No we didn't talk about kids you big weirdo. I don't use condoms; I take birth control for that, and neither. Obviously I would use whip cream because both of those are too messy. Jeez, it's like you don't even know me at all!" I winked.
"Bella you're such a, a, . . . a, cock tease but for stories! You're a story tease!" She cried out. I belted out a laugh at that one.
"Alright, ya big nagger, it went something like this. . ." I trailed off rehearsing yesterday's events.
I was lying on my towel attempting to dry off when a shadow came across my line of sight. I looked up to see the Grecian God above me.
"Hello Bella, my name is Sam, would you mind if I sat down next to you?" He flashed his smile. I wouldn't mind if he sat next to me for the rest of my life, bloody hell he was beautiful.
"Sure, go ahead." I smiled back.
He stuck out his hand. "It's nice to finally meet the infamous one Paul calls 'Little Red'." I blushed at that.
"I'd say the same for you, but Paul doesn't talk about you much!" I laughed as he playfully glared at me.
"Ah a funny one looks like I'll have to watch my back around you Red." He smirked.
"You'll have to see me in order to do that Commander." She bit her lip at that one.
"Commander?" He asked.
"You do run a pack of wild animals and you are their commander." I laughed.
"Well then, I'll be sure to be around more often at the command of Miss Swan then." I blushed beet red at that; I hadn't meant to order him around!
"It was a pleasure to meet you Bella, I'll see you soon." He whispered in my ear. His lips brushed past the pulse point on my neck beneath my ear as he stood up and walked away.
I heard a chorus of "byes" as he left and I was rooted to my spot. Hot damn I think I just wet myself.
Leah whistling slowly and long brought me out of reverie.
"Damn Swan, you do have it bad."
"Well you did to at one point Clearwater, so eat my shorts!" I huffed and crossed my arms. All that was brought on was her laughter.
"Well the wolves are incredible lovers, aren't they girls?" Rachel asked as she looked at Leah, Kim, and Angela. The only one who bothers to having any decency to blush instead of smirk was Angela.
"Well thanks for that little tid bit Kim, it's not like I'm an eighteen year old virgin ready and willing to ride Sam like I was breaking in a wild stallion or anything?!" I threw my hands up in the air.
Being a virgin isn't a bad thing, but I was starting to get some major blue balls. I had the mind of a fifteen-year old boy; all I want to do is hump something like a common dog. I had to chuckle at myself for that reference. I was shaken from my silent laughter as the screen door shut closed. I turned to find Sam and Paul holding another round of fresh mimosas for us.
"Well fuck me." I muttered as I laid my head down on the table. The girls were laughing so hard I thought an earthquake was hitting the small town of La Push.
Sam and Paul sauntered over with Sam smiling like the cat who got the crème and I was officially the color of the red Teletubbie.
"So Bella, excited about graduation next week?" Leah slapped her knee she thought she was so hilarious.
"Chris fucking Rock everybody, get your autographs while you can." I glared at her.
"Fine then, let's go back to you wanting milk Sam like a common dairy cow!" She smirked.
"Leah!" The girls laughed even harder if possible.
"Fuck you bitches!" I got up from the table and stalked inside. I didn't think it was possible to get anymore embarrassed but nope, Leah always manages to find a way.
I stomped my way into the kitchen and grabbed a container of cherry garcia ice cream that I know Paul and Rachel always kept for me. I shoved a spoon full in my mouth and muttered to myself.
"Stupid Leah, spilling my damn secrets. Kick her ass. . . pay pack bitch!"
"You should really pay better attention to your surroundings Red." I felt hot breath on my neck.
"Mother effer!" I jumped at least two inches off of the ground. There was Sam standing behind me, shirtless as always, and looking finer than Zeus himself. I swallowed my ice cream.
"Wear a bell Sam!" I stuttered. He had me up in knots from my roots to toes.
"Missed a spot." And with that I felt his hot tongue swipe my lips and steal a drop of ice cream I had missed. Oh god, I think I died and went to heaven, it's official, I am daydreaming and this is all some kind of cruel joke.
My breath came in short pants as Sam said, "Mmm, I should've called cherries, red does seem to be your favorite color after all." He all but whispered hovering about my lips.
"Why don't you find out what else tastes like cherries Sam?" I asked. Shit, did that just really come out of my mouth?
"Oh I plan to Red. I plan to find out exactly how sweet you taste on the tip of my tongue." And with that I came unglued. If it weren't for Sam trapping me in the corner of the counter, I would've melted into a pile of goo.
"But I'm gonna take my time with you Red; find out exactly how that tongue battles for dominance, those pert little nipples respond to my bites, that toned little stomach flexes to my hot breath as it washes across it, and that sweet tight little bundles of nerves feels as it clenches and my mouth is flooded with your sweet ambrosia. Then I'm going to venture to how well that throat of yours takes to dick sliding down the back of it, and your deliciously tight pussy feels against my throbbing cock as I push into to for the first time." I simply started wide-eyed and panting as this beautiful creature had a sinful smile on his face.
"Only if you let me see if that glistening body tastes as good as it looks firsts." I whisper back. I looked down to see I had dropped the tub of ice cream and spoon. I slipped around Sam and bent over to pick it up without bending my knees.
Sam hissed as my ass pressed into his fully erect crotch.
"I'd love for you to teach my how to make you yell my name Sam, but you don't win a prize with your googly eyes, I'm not a cracker jack, you can't go inside unless you Jack." I wink.
"But I'm having a graduation party next Saturday at 2pm after the ceremony. I'd love to see you at both." I smile as I hear his growl as I walk away.
I stepped out the back door with some renewed vigor. Sam wanted to take me, all of me, like the wild animal he is, and honestly, I couldn't fucking wait. I would worry about feelings later if they ever came, this here, was about carnal pleasure, and I am so ready for Sam to devour me.
"Well look who it is." Snickered the girls.
"You all can blow me." I picked up my mimosa, slid down my glasses, and smiled as I saw Sam come out of the with food in hand carrying it to the table boys as it was their lunch time.
I could feel his gaze on me and I couldn't help but lick my lips as I thought of the upcoming events of the next few weeks.
"Well you look like the bird who got the fattest, juiciest worm ever, spit it out!" Rachel asked.
"Na, I'm good." I smiled wide.
"What!" She belted. I smirked and got up from the table. Leah and I were going shopping today in PA for my graduation dress and I suddenly had a little more vigor.
"Don't you walk away from me Isabella Swan, I will find out eventually!" She continued to yell.
Leah got up and followed me through the house and we climbed in Brady's truck and started heading towards PA, laughing the entire way.
"What did you do to that poor man Bella? He looked like he was the Sahara desert and you were the most thirst quenching rain storm ever." She asked me.
"I'm not Rachel, I don't spill my secrets." I smiled as she rolled her eyes.
"Don't forget I'm a wolf Little Red, I can spell those pheromones pouring off the both of you like the humidity in the air in the middle of July."
"Good, then you can also smell my middle finger next to you telling you to mind your own damn beeswax!" I giggled as she flipped me off as well.
"Well where to now Swan?"
"Let's go to that super cute dress boutique in the heart of PA. They're a little more expensive than the mall, but I don't think I mind this time."
"I like the way you play Little Red." She smirked and we set off down the road.
AN: Holy cow I can't believe it's been so long since I've updated. I feel terrible. Although, this year my fiancé and I broke up, I moved home, my cancer returned, I beat it again (hopefully), and I'm still in Nursing school chugging along. What a crazy freakin year man. I apologize for the long wait, that's ridiculous and I truly am sorry. I have come back and I'm going to slowly update, well, I would say quickly but we never know with me! Lol. Also, concerning my other stories if you read them, I'm stuck on my Bella/Jake story. I have most of the chapter finished, but let me all know what you would like to see. Also, this chapter is un-Beta-ed, so I apologize for all mistakes; I just wanted to get it out here. Thank you all so much!