Chapter 2: Lonely Slytherin
Alice's pov
The classes are very different from the ones I went to when I was smaller. Remus looked to be having fun as we sat together in every class we had. The ones I didn't have with him I was alone. The other first years Slytherins was scared of me, but being alone is something I'm use to. I don't mind it at all. At lunch time I walked into the great hall. All the Slytherins looked at me. I looked right back at them. Most of them got up and left with out looking me in the eye.
I sat at the end of the table. If they leave this spot open I wont move up the table. I might want to kill them all but I can't do it here. So they have to eat like the rest of the school. "Look at them. Its like they are scared of the first year girl." said a older student from a different house. "I know its hasn't been a day and they are scared of her. I wonder what she did to make them scared?" said his friend. "Or who her family is." the first one said back. "I never heard of a wizarding family with Wilson for a surename." the second one said.
"Maybe her mother is a witch and her father is a muggle born or muggle?" the first one said again. "If that is true then wonder who her mother is?" said the second one. "Or maybe she's a orphen and she don't know?" said a new voice. I rolled my eyes at my food before I finished eating and headed for the next class. I really want to hit them so badly right now. "What's wrong Alice?" Remus said next to me. I turned to see Remus sitting down next to me. "Nothing." I sighed softly. "If you need someone to talk to Alice. I'm here for you." Remus said to me with a smile shy smile.
I blushed and smiled back. "Thanks Remus, but its nothing really. Just wish people would stop talking about me." I said cause since I can't fight. Its really pissing me off. "What are they saying?" he said but by the look on his face he knows what they are saying. "You already know. My mother is a witch and my father is a muggle I guess you could say." I said softly. "What do you mean your father is a muggle but you guess?" Remus said softly to me.
I put my head down on the desk before I spoke. "My father isn't a wizard but he's not your normal muggle. He can do stuff that not most muggle can do. He is really powerful." I said and he looked at me with shock. "How can that be?" Remus said in a very low voice. "Lets just say there is another world that not a lot of people know of. We keep it to our selfs, but there are some that want the muggles to know and fear them." I said and he had his mouth open.
"Are they just like your father?" Remus asked but before I could say anything the class started. I pulled out my quil and ink and parchment. I really don't like using this stuff. I rather have a pen and paper. My hand writing with this just sucks cock. I sighed again as I took my aweful notes. Remus kept looking at me when I sighed. I don't like school no matter which kind. Sitting in rooms all day and taking notes, listening to the teathers talk all day sucks even more.
The day went by so fucken slow. After my last class I went to the library to start and the mounds of homework they gave us on the first day. I sat down and started on them. "Alice how do you like your first day of school?" came a soft male voice. I looked up to see the headmaster standing there. I didn't know what to say. "Its school and nothing more." I said and he looked at me with confused eyes. "What do you mean?" he asked me. "Its like any other school I been to. That's why I dropped out of school and started to be like my father." I said and I saw his eyes grew wide with worry.
"Why would you want to be a killer for?" he said to me. "Cause I'm good at it. I can save the ones I love like that. This school is like any other one. You listen to the teachers, take notes, and then take tests. That all you do, then they give you tons of homework that has to be done soon." I said as I went back to work. "So your not happy here then?" he said to me. "It really doesn't matter if I'm happy or not." I said as I reread the chapter. "Yes it does matter if your happy or not." he said.
I really wanted to roll my eyes at him, but I didn't. "I'm think of this as a job." I said to him. "Why do you think of this a job for?" he asked me. "Cause if I don't think of it as a job then I might just drop out of this school." I said and I heard him take a deep breath in. "Alice you should try to have fun here. If you did that then you wouldn't see your friend Remus again." he said.
I stopped what I was doing cause I didn't think about that. If I did leave then I wouldn't see Remus again. "You got me there. I stay but I dont think I will have fun. School is never fun." I said as I start to work again. "Will I hope you will try to have fun." he said before he left me.
Its been a week and I'm still not having fun. Remus got sick so he's going to be out for a while. Without him I'm starting to feel lonely. I looked forward to our classes that we had together. I miss talking to him. He is really smart and funny too. Remus makes me laugh a lot. I can't remember when the last time I laughed like that. He is still hidding something from me but I don't care. At first he is really shy but after a while he opened up to me.
I didn't think I could click with someone my own age. Maybe school wont be so bad after all. Having Remus in my life will make this better. I know I scared every one in my house but now I kinda wish I didn't. Maybe they aren't all bad. . .but still I didn't want to be their bitch that they could push around. I heard what the other house say about the Slytherin house.
So the looks their give me I understand now. But I still don't like it not one damn bit. I might be in house of evil but doesn't mean I'm anything like them. . .I might be a lot more not evil but badass I guess you could say. I would kill with out thinking twice about it. But I pick who is worth killing and who is worth saving. I listen to no one but my self. I call no one master and I don't bow to anyone.
It was after classes and the sun is out. I went out side to sit by the lake. I never sat at a lake and just looked out. Is this what it is to be normal? Most of us don't get the chance to be normal. . .will we are not normal but to act it feels nice. It would be better if Remus was here. I been thinking a lot about him and it makes me very sad when we are apart. What a lonely Slytherin I am.