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Arya!

Sakura H.

I'm Sakura Haruno, and in my house it's a little, well…

Every now and then everyone gets mad and fights can happen... The first few years of my life I couldn't remember anything like what's happening now; no fighting no yelling. But about a year or so after I started school to become a ninja, the fighting started. It just began one day really, and would happen about only once a year. But year after year it got worse; the first time my dad put a hole in the wall. A year after that he actually broke a light; my mother got glass in her eye.

Three years later it would happen about every 7-9 months. When I became a Genin it was alright; I was able to stay away from home every now and then. When I became a Chuunin, it was amazing. Sure things where just starting to hint at the tragedy and horror to come, but I was happy. I was with my crush, I had friends like Naruto, Tenten, and Ino, and best of all; I was spending less time at home.

The only bad thing now is it happens almost every month. I'm almost always in Konoha as a medic now…

"Some one please, help me get away."

"Sakura you go next!"

"No thank you Ino!" I replied acidy.

"Come on Sakura! It'll be fun! Big-sis Temari promises!" The drunken Sand Kunochi said waving one of her arms.

"Fine, fine," I gave in pulling up a random song.

"I brushed against the freckles that I hated so

but life goes on and I heave a little sigh for you.

It's heavy, the love that I would share with you,

then it dissolves like it was just a sugar cube."

I started to get into the song and cured myself for caving to my girlfriends.

"Now the little pain sittin' in my heart

has shrunk in a bit, but it really doesn't hurt me now.

Those silly horoscope signs,

Geuss I can't trust them after all,"

"If we could get farther away,"

"(Oohh...oh...oohh...oh...oooh)"

Ino, Tenten and Temari got into the chorus while Hinata sat watching us, but she was having just as much fun as we were. Its good, both Tenten and I knew we all needed this.

"I wonder what it would be like.

Yay!

I'd be so happy,

inside my heart!

All the memories I have are beautiful in my mind,

But they don't feed the hunger deep inside my soul.

And tonight I thought I'd be just sitting in my sorrow,

And now I must wonder why

'What did it really mean to you?'

I just can't see it anymore

I just can't see it anymore...

Oh, oh oh ooh, oh oh, oooh!"

I finished but Ino and Temari suckered me into another song. Did I tell you how much I hated these two?

"I found you broken on the ground

From your mouth a bitter sound

That became sweeter as I approached

You in your deepest agony"

Great the new radio hit 'Fallen Angel.' As if I hadn't heard it enough; I really needed to stop thinking of Sasuke.

"I put you up and raised you well

And more than stories ever tell

I fell in love with you those days

And hoped that you would too"

I felt the tears the song always brought and memories of Sasuke tearing up the back of my mind.

"You've been a fallen angel

Ripped out of the sky

But as your wings grew strong enough

You left me - behind to die"

"We built up our own world together

For our future I assumed

I believed in what you said that day

But was already doomed"

"The more you've learned and grown

The less you cared for me

But I was too blinded by my feelings

To see the dawning agony"

"You've been a fallen angel

Ripped out of the sky

But as your wings grew strong enough

You left me - behind to die

You've been a fallen angel

Ripped out of the sky

But as your wings grew strong enough

You left me - behind to die"

"I love you more than I can say

And we will never part

You told me nearly every day

But still you broke my heart"

I felt one lone tear fall, which I quickly executed with extreme prejudges.

"As soon as you could fly again

Into the open sky

You left me without any reason

Back on this world to die"

I took my chance then made a show of the time, and ran home. I felt so broken. I felt like I did every other I day I thought of him.

I fell onto my bed with a loud thump, and clicked on the radio.

I felt tired, and broken. Hurt, and betrayed. It was painful and hard to breath. I hated Sasuke for what this was doing to me, but I hated myself, more. I hated myself for being weak, for letting Sasuke have so much power over me. But more then anything, I hated myself for loving him.

"I probably shouldn't say this, but at times I get so scared, when I think about the previous, Relationship we shared." I started singing with the radio, but I mostly failed at it due to my crying.

"It was awesome, but we lost it, It's not possible for me, not to care," I took a deep shaky breath. "And now we're standing in the rain, But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear. The 7 things I hate about you."

My crying picked up with the pace of the song, and I could hear my parents arguing downstairs. I could hear my name shouted a few times. "The 7 things I hate about you, oh you, You're vain, your games, you're insecure, You love me, you like her, You make me laugh, you make me cry," I pulled a pillow over my face in the vain hope of drowning out both my parents and my tears, it worked at first.

"I don't know which side to buy, Your friends, they're jerks, When you act like them, just know it hurts, I wanna be with the one I know,"

The pillow stopped working; they where yelling now. I stated crying harder thinking of Sasuke… Everything felt like it would kill me. "And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do, you make me love you."

I almost wished it would. Dying couldn't hurt much more then this. I cried, and cried, and cried.

Then I passed out, completely exhausted.

Putting in the lyrics almost feels like cheating. . . Oh well!

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