Author's Notes: Today's chapter is going to have some rated M type mentions and descriptions, as well as lyrics from I Don't Want to Live Forever by Zayne and Taylor Swift, as well as lyrics from Dress by Taylor Swift! Don't hate me! I'm sorry it's been so long… I promise it's not abandoned!
She stood on the grassy cliff of the island, looking out at the stormy water. A single tear ran down her cheek as a blue blade erupted from her lightsaber handle due to the will of the force. She missed him. She needed him. She hadn't seen him since that day in her shower, when he surprised her like he said he would. She could still imagine his hands running over her body, stripping the clothing from her as he placed gentle kisses down her neck, shoulders, her back, and the curve of her ass.
Been sittin' eyes wide open behind these four walls, hopin' you'll call
It's just a cruel existence like it's no point hopin' at all
Baby, baby, I feel crazy
Up all night, all night and every day
Give me somethin', but you say nothin'
What is happenin' to me?
She had been taken slowly, confidently against the shower wall, his hot breath against her skin as he slid in and out of her. She remembered gripping his hair tightly as he made her cum after a long, intense build up. She had to hold onto something, otherwise she would have fallen due to the trembling that coursed through her body. She could remember that sensation of him cumming shortly after her like it was yesterday, when really it had been a month and a half.
I don't wanna live forever
'Cause I know I'll be livin' in vain
And I don't wanna fit wherever
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin' your name
Until you come back home
General Leia wanted her to, FINALLY, go get Luke Skywalker after she had given them the final piece of the map (which she did months ago) and Ben had been caught up in the war from his side, Sith Lord Snoke demanding his training go on for days and days. They hadn't seen each other in a month and a half and she needed him. She could feel he needed her too. The mental caresses he sent her through their force bond assured her of that.
Poe watched as his secret lover talked to Leia, a soft smile on his face. His worry for his friend was evident on his face, his cute nose scrunched up in concentration as he tried to focus on the reassurances that Rey was fine. Leia patted him on the shoulder and sent him back to Poe with a knowing smirk. Poe wouldn't put it past her that she knew about them, and that she knew about Rey and her son. Leia knew everything.
Oh yes, he and Finn had discovered Rey's secret not too long ago, before she took off to find Luke. Poe was certain only him and Finn knew, but Poe was also certain that Leia just knew.
Poe sighed as he turned back to the wide window as Finn came up to him. He couldn't stop thinking about Finn's attempts to push him away only a month and a half ago. Once Poe realized that Finn was just trying to protect him and their relationship, Poe found himself falling more and more in love with Finn every day.
I'm sittin' eyes wide open and I got one thing stuck in my mind
Wondering if I dodged a bullet or just lost the love of my life
Baby baby I feel crazy
Up all night, all night and every day
I gave you something, but you gave me nothing
What is happening to me?
Finn's hand reached out slowly and took Poe's in his, their first sign of affection in the open. Poe figured that it was because everyone was too busy trying to find a suitable planet to make their new home base to notice that they gripped each other tightly. Poe gripped Finn's hand in a manner that he knew Finn would understand: "Come find me in my room"
Poe turned and left the room with a murmur that he was going to go get sleep and to not disturb him unless it was an absolute emergency. He knew Finn would follow him ten minutes later.
All of this silence and patience, pining and anticipation
My hands are shaking from holding back from you
Ha, ah, ah
All of this silence and patience, pining and desperately waiting
My hands are shaking from all this
Ah, ha, ha, ha-ah
"You're in love with him" Rey took pride in not jumping at Luke's voice when he spoke. In fact, the force (Thank the force) had alerted her that he was walking up behind her. Not only that, she was not surprised to know that he could tell…
"I wouldn't say that… and I know as a Jedi I cannot have these,,, feelings.." She muttered as she looked at her lightsaber. Luke's metallic, robotic hand touched her shoulder.
"In the old days, if we were still to follow the old ways, I would say yes. You would have been kicked from the Jedi order." He paused.
"I sense a however, Master Luke." He nodded, looking out over the horizon thoughtfully. He wondered how his sister was doing, how she was handling the death of Han.
"However, this isn't the old days and we aren't going to follow the old ways." She smirked.
"I want you to learn how to block others from reading your mind. Young one, I don't want to know about how he fucked you against a shower wall as people like my sister wandered around the ship." She shook her head at the sudden vulgarity from him. She turned to look at him shock as he said
"I also want you to pack. Let's go see my sister." He turned to wink at her before slowly walking up the hill to his hut. She turned back to the water and sent out a mental caress to Ben through the force. He returned it and she finally went to do as she was told. She could feel the promises of nights to come once she returned the ship. She could also sense his fear of Snoke and his fear of returning home after the horrors he committed. She moved quickly to get her things so she could take Master Luke home, back to his sister, so she could see her love again…
Flashback when you met me
Your buzzcut and my hair bleached
Even in my worst times, you could see the best of me
Flashback to my mistakes
My rebounds, my earthquakes
Even in my worst lies, you saw the truth in me
And I woke up just in time
Now I wake up by your side
My one and only, my lifeline
I woke up just in time
Now I wake up by your side
My hands shake, I can't explain this
Ah, ha, ha, ha-ah
A dark body withered sensually underneath a very tan, very toned body. Sweat pooled between the two men as sharp thrusts drew secret whimpers of lust from the parted lips. Hands gripped hips, pulling Finn up onto his knees so Poe could have better access to Finn's neck. They moved together in whispered silence and promises, as people moved about in the busy corridor outside of Poe's room. This was their reality, their perfectly secret world. Only one person (that they knew of) knew what they were doing and she distracted everyone that was looking for them, especially the sweet Rose that crushed on Finn tragically.
They didn't know of the distractions, because they moved together as one, in a dance of hot bodies and swift thrusts.