WARNING: This story is rated M because it contains mature content that is not appropriate for minor viewers
"Bella." He said; his beautiful voice wavering. "I'm not sure…"
I cut him off. "I am. I trust you."
He looked at me.. worry lining his face. "It will hurt." He said in a weak attempt to sway me.
"It's supposed to." I replied, trying to suppress the quiver in my voice. He frowned.
"What if I–"
"You won't."
"You don't know that Bella." He argued. "You don't understand how easily I could hurt you!"
"Edward, I love you... I trust you... you won't hurt me. Make love to me. Make me yours. Show me… you love me too." I pled, my doubts clinging to my words.
"Oh Bella. You know I love you." He whispered, face buried in my hair. "That is the reason I'm so…"
"Please Edward…? Please?" I begged. He sighed.
He gently pressed his lips to mine once, twice, then a third time.
And then he crushed them to mine, fusing them together. His hands explored my body again, and his fingers found their way back, slowly pumping into me. I turned away from his kiss, gasping for breath. He continued kissing my neck and I moved to shed his pants & boxers. He didn't stop me this time and I suddenly noticed my underwear was gone as well. I flushed, but before I could think much more of it his fingers left me and I moaned my disapproval.
"Patience love." He murmured in my ear. He reached behind me and undid the clasp of my bra. Then, slowly, he moved the straps down my arms, pulling the garment off. He gasped as the fabric left my skin. I blushed furiously as he stared.
"Perfection." He whispered in awe, lightly trailing his fingers down my body.
Then he kissed me hard. I felt him then, pressing lightly to my entrance. He pulled away from the kiss to look at me again.
"Are you sure?" I nodded. He nodded slightly and then his lips were at my ear again. He kissed just below it as I felt him slowly start to enter me. I gasped at the intrusion and he paused. Impatiently, I moved my hands to try, fruitlessly of course, to pull him into me. Getting the hint he slowly continued. Then again he stopped.
"I'm sorry love." He whispered. "This is going to hurt... are you ready?" again I nodded. He leaned in and kissed me and at the same time gently thrust into me.
I broke away from his lips in shock. "AH!" I cried aloud. "Oh Edward! Oh!"
"Shhh, love shh." He cooed, placing gentle kisses over my face.
"It hurts Edward!" I moaned.
"I know, my Bella, I know." He whispered. His voice was full of concern and pain at my discomfort as he kissed anywhere his lips could reach. "Would you like to stop?"
"N..no!"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes."
After a few minutes of holding perfectly still, he sighed. "Bella sweetheart, do you feel ok enough for me to start to…. move? I want you to be out of pain quickly." I contemplated for a moment. I felt that I was accustomed to the intrusion though the stinging was still prevalent. But I nodded.
He looked in my eyes for a moment, probably to make sure I really meant it."Tell me if you need me to stop." He murmured.
I gasped as he slowly began to move inside me. It was uncomfortable at first.
"It will be better soon love." He whispered soothingly. "I promise."
He continued to move at a slow pace, and soon he was right. The discomfort was replaced by pure pleasure.
"Mmm.. Edward…" I moaned. He froze.
"No... no don't stop! Please don't!.. it feels… good." I panted. He relaxed instantly and started again, still with slow strokes. But I needed more.
After a few more minutes of the lazy pace, I couldn't take it anymore.
"Edward… please.." I pled.
"Yes my… love..?" He grunted between thrusts.
"Please… faster… harder… Edward, something, please.." I begged.
" I... I can't Bella…" he groaned.
"Please.. Edward… please…" I continued to plead with him… need dripping from every word.
With a moan he began to pick up his pace and I gasped and moaned in pleasure. I took my hands and moved them to his lower back, pushing myself further on him with each thrust. He groaned.
"Nuh.. oh Bella." His pace kept picking up, thrusts growing in power. I was sure I wasn't going to last much longer.
"Oh Edward. Yes. Harder." I moaned. And he obliged, rocking into to me, moving us both with the force. "Yes!"
"uh.. love.. you.." He panted. At those words, I was over the edge. My body shook and I buried my face in his shoulder moaning loudly. He kept going. His thrusts still generating waves of ecstasy. I felt myself climbing again as he moved quicker, his fingers moving down to massage me as he went. "Edward!' I almost yelled. "I'm.. I'm… OH!" and I hit again, pleasure over taking me once more. I was on cloud nine as his thrusts started to lose rhythm, coming harder, and his moaning grew louder. He grabbed the mattress and I heard his fingers break through it as he hid his face in my neck.
"Oh.. Ah… I'm going to… ah… I.. I'm going to cum.." He grunted in my ear.
"Edward!!' I screamed as I hit again. Clamping around him once more, I clung to him.
He inhaled sharply. "Uh... AHH!" He cried out, as he came.
He continued to thrust hard into me to ride out our climaxes. Then, both spent, we collapsed on each other, Edward rolling to lay me on top of him, panting hard.
"I … Love.. you." He murmured, kissing me gently.
"I love you too." I breathed.
We lay there in silence for a while, basking in the afterglow. I listened to his harsh breathing as it started to calm, overwhelmed with my love for him.
When he finally regained his unneeded breath, he began to hum my lullaby softly, his fingers running delicately up and down my spine. Exhausted, and ridiculously elated, I drifted to sleep, the sound of him echoing in my dreams.
