Disclaimer: i don't own anything! why do we have to post these? we all know STEPHENIE MEYER owns this,

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Chapter 2

Edward's POV

"Hey Edward," Bella said and I was too scared to say hi, I immediately hung up.

"Was that Bella?" Alice asked coming in.

"Yeah," I said my voice still shaky.

"What did she say?" Alice asked holding onto my arm.

"Nothing, Alice, she's out of our lives, things went horribly wrong between us. She never loved me, she used me to make Mason jeaoulus," I said knowing how true it was.

"No, Edward, she loved you. I could tell," Alice said and went back into her room.

"Edward, what are you doing down here, love?" my mom asked and I smiled.

"Oh, looking around, so great to be home, mum," I said and she smiled and ruffled my hair.

"I'm glad," she said and went back upstairs. The truth was I didn't want to come home; I wanted to hold Bella in my arms and kiss her. My mum and dad didn't even know about Bella. All they knew was that I stayed with the swans.

"Hello," I looked up and saw Tanya come in.

"Hey Tanya," I said and grabbed a cup and began to pour some water in it.

"I missed you! I had no one to torment!" she said and I laughed.

"Torment how?" I asked and she smiled.

"Beating you at games," she said and I laughed again.

"You never beat me at anything," I said and wrapped my arm around her and gave her a hug.

"Yeah right," she said and returned the hug, "how was America?"

"Great," I said and looked at the water and saw Bella's face. I quickly put it down and smiled.

"Who is she?" Tanya asked and I shook my head.

"What are you talking about?"

"You know what I'm talking about, you met someone in America didn't you?"

"Perhaps," I said and she smiled and poked my stomach.

"Who?"

"A girl," I said and she rolled her eyes.

"Really? I didn't realize that," she said and I went and sat on the couch.

"Yep, um… she has hair, she has brown eyes, her laugh is angelic, and it's like a bell. Her singing… Ah… she's an amazing singer, she's my singer," I said and started to imagine Bella's face.

"You loved her?" Tanya asked her expression fell a little.

"Yes, I did, but things went wrong," I said and she grabbed my hand.

"What happened?" she asked and I didn't want to talk about but she was trying to be a good friend.

"She had a boyfriend named Mason, well they broke up and we started dating but after a singing contest they were kissing," I said remembering that day.

"I'm sorry Edward," she said and started stroking my arm, "but if she would do that to you then she doesn't even deserve you," a pause, "I would never do that to you," she said and kissed my cheek.

Bella's POV

OUCH! That stung.

"A promise is a promise," I said my voice shaking. I walked out and sat down in the car seat.

"Bella, if you don't want to go, we don't have to," Emmett said opening the door and staring at me.

"No, I promised I would go if Rose called Edward, she did so I'll go eat some pizza," I said and felt hot water sting my eyes.

"Bella, I'm sorry," Rose said and I shook my head not trusting my voice on speaking.

"Bella, we aren't going," Emmett said pulling me out.

"Whatever," I said and ran up to my room and buried my head in my pillows and cried tears for me and for Edward because he believed a lie. I had to get to Britain.

A/N: How was it? Oh can anyone guess what the secret is that Edward doesn't want Bella to know yet? I was going to have it where Edward had a daughter but I didn't want to do that. So yeah new idea!!! Anyone guess? Oh any songs ya'll can of think of that could fit with this story then please tell me. I'm going to start putting songs on the beginning of each chapter this one is the chorus from What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts… Amazing song! Sorry for the long A/N, anyway r