The tears began to flow freely now. I hated being weak in front of him. I know I should hold it in but he suddenly wraps me in his warm embrace, and I melted like a Popsicle.

"Roza's what's wrong?" he looked so sad and I hate that I was causing him pain.

"Lissa saw us kissing in the gym the other day and is pissed I didn't tell her. I told her to shove it and that I was done putting her first and that I was just fu*king done!"

"Roza she's your best friend, you don't mean that."

"Of course I mean it! I always put her first and I can't take it anymore of this shit! My life is one big shit sandwich!"

"Roza I hate seeing you like this and you know I'm always here for you if you want to talk." He said as he wrapped me in his arms. The only thing is that I didn't want to talk. I just wanted to be with him, so I kissed him. I didn't care who saw I just wanted to be with him. He wrapped his hand in my hair with the other around my waist as both my arms wrapped around his neck. The kiss began to deepen when we heard someone pounding on the door. We broke the kiss and Dimitiri went to go see who it was while I tried to compose myself. It was Eddie. What the hell was he doing here?

"Um sorry to interrupt you Guardian Belikov but Headmistress Kivora told me to give this to you." Eddie said while handing Dimitri a piece of paper. Dimitri read it quickly then looked up at me.

"Alright Rose meet your new training partner" Dimitri said to me with his guardian mask on. "Eddie will be joining us because of the time he missed after Spokane; he'll be here with us for a few weeks."

"Ok Eddie shows me what you got!" Eddie and I spared until the end of the session. I had him pinned once again so when I got up off him I extended my hand to help Eddie up, when the sly bastard pulls me down with him onto the mat and we start laughing.

"Sessions over, you can leave now." Dimirtri tells us. I get up lightly punching Eddie in the arm and walked over into the locker room to change out of these nasty sweats. After I change I head back into the gym to get my gym bag when I see Dmitri and some girl talking inside, I'm about to go back in the gym when I hear the girl say "Dmitri kiss me" and then he did the one thing I never thought he would do. He kissed her.

What the hell! Why is he kissing some random chick! And it's not just some sweet kiss it's a full on make out session. It feels like my heart just shattered into a thousand tiny pieces. And they just keep on kissing, I know I shouldn't watch this but I can't pull myself away because this can't be real. There is no way Dmitri could do this to me. And now I can see the girl better she has jet black hair and when she tilts her head I finally see a scar on the side of her face. Oh hell no! There is no way in hell Dmitri is kissing Tasha Ozera. Those tiny pieces of my heart just got grounded up into dust. I turn away I can't look anymore.

I run to my dorm but can't get myself to go inside. So sit leaning against the outside building. I am pissed and heartbroken. How in the hell can my day get any worse? First Lissa my so-called best friend is mad at me for not telling her my love life where as I seem to always get sucked into hers. And then Eddie taking over my only alone time with Dmitri -but I can't really blame him for that. And now this! Is the universe trying to tell me something? Because to me it sounds like my life is supposed to be a living hell! I feel the darkness creep over me again and I know what ever I do next will be stupid and reckless but I don't care. If my life is going to be hell then it's about time this school heated up a bit. I see Eddie walk by on his way to his dorm no doubt, so I get up and run over to him.

"Hey Eddie!" I say

"Hey Rose, what's up?" he says clueless to what I'm feeling.

"Nothing but guess what we're going to do this weekend" I said with my man eater smile.

"What?" he asked excited.

"We're having a party," If Dimitri wants to have a little fun, then so can I.

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