Everyone got to the hospital in record time, bursting through the door Santana made a beeline to the receptionist desk at the ER.

"We're here to see Quinn Fabray!"

"They won't let you see her..." Judy said standing to the side of the desk at the small waiting area in the ER

Santana look to the her left and saw how broken down Quinn's Mom looked, her eyes red from crying and her shoulder slumped in defeat; rushing to her side Santana took Judy's hands in her own.

"Don't worry Mrs. Fabray, I'll talk to my parents, one of them has to be able to get us some information on her condition, what have they told you so far?"

Guiding Judy to the nearest chair in the waiting area, as the rest of the Gleeks start pouring in.

Santana notices that neither Brittney nor Rachel were with the other, she looks at Mercedes questioning their whereabouts; Mercedes' eyes glance to the entrance to the parking lot

Deciding to get whatever information she might get from Judy first before going to see what happened to her girlfriend.

"They told me that she was hit on driver's side while she was crossing an intersection, she's pretty beat up and they're operating on her apparently there's...some...internal bleeding (as she sobs)"

Santana looks to the other parents in the room looking for help with dealing with Judy

Ms. Pillsbury and Mrs. Hummel-Hudson move towards Mrs. Fabray as she breaks down letting all that she was holding in out as she is no longer alone in the waiting room.

Santana pulls out her cellphone as she approaches Mercedes

"I'm going to find out all I can about Quinn, maybe my dad is the attending..."

Mercedes and her exchange a worried look, they know that maybe things might never be same again with their best friend.

Outside

"Rachel we need to go in and see how Q is doing"

Brittney keeps holding Rachel that can't seem to get out of Santana's car

"I just can't lose her, I don't know why but I just can't..." Rachel looks up to Brittney with a desperate look in her red rimmed eyes

"Rach, maybe she meant more to you than you thought"

As Brittney says this Rachel look out at the hospital, her mind saying screaming at her to recognized what her heart has been screaming for years

"I just can't..." Brittney looks at Rachel not knowing what of two things she can't do, either loose Quinn or realize what had been obvious to Britt since sophomore year...or maybe it was both

Just as they finally manage to get Rachel on her feet, they both looked up to see a very angry Finn Hudson stomping his way towards them

"Don't do this now please..." softly leaving her lips, only Brittney and herself hearing this as Finn reached them looking ready to start a fight

"Where am I?"

Quinn looked around the white space that surrounded her

"Hello?"

Nothing answered her back...

She look at herself, gone was Rachel's bridesmaid dress and in its place was a white get up much like the one she wore the day the club sang to her "Keep holding on"

"What the last thing that happened...?"

Then in a flash every detail of the crash came rushing towards her, as if she was seeing all that happened from the outside

Seeing her car flip for the third time and then lading on its roof all that Quinn could process was...

"Am I dead?"

A/N: ok guys sorry for the delay, college is being a Bi***. I know you guys might want more faberry but some prep before it all is always good.

Comments, reviews, ideas are all welcome remember it's my first fic in ages.