Chapter 2
A/N: I don't own any of the characters. This plot is coming right from my head so if it sucks just tell me.
"Liv, I can't do this. G-ma just died. How do I tell Ken that his great grandmother died? How do I tell him that I am gay? How will he ever accept me? What am I going to do cause of the fact I like John? What am I going to do? I need a knife and I need to just end it all."
Olivia held Fin close to her. "You're not going to do anything of the sort Oda." He just looked at her. "We are going to call Ken and have him come to my place so that we can tell him that G-ma passed away. Then we are going to have a long talk and tell him everything Oda. I mean everything from your being gay to whatever you want to get off your chest. Also, tomorrow I think you need to talk to John."
"I don't think John and I have much to talk about Liv. At least not much outside of work stuff." Olivia laughed at Fin. "What has got you laughing now?"
"It's not my place to say but I think you should tell John about your feelings for him." They left to go to Olivia's place and John was asleep on her couch like he had been waiting for her to get home. "Quiet Fin. John's asleep on the couch. He must have been waiting for me to get home from you so he could make sure you are ok." John stirred at her voice.
"Sorry Livs, I was waiting here for you to get back to make sure everything was ok." John put his glasses on and saw Odafin Tutuola standing there in his jeans and tee shirt looking like hell had hit him. "Fin, are you ok?" Fin shook his head. "Care to talk to his old fart about what's going on?" Fin sat down on the couch and looked at John. He could tell that Johns concern was sincere. He started bawling tears again. "Fin what's going on?" Liv had moved into the kitchen to get drinks for them all hoping that everything would play out right. Fin just cried for what seemed forever. John finally grabbed him around the shoulders and gave him a hug that he had wanted to give him for ages.
"John my grandmother, G-ma, passed away tonight. Then on top of that I want to tell this person I have feeling's for that I like said person but I don't know how said person would react and I haven't even told my son something that I should have told him years ago." Fin cried on Johns shoulder. Liv gave them both drinks and looked at John.
"Want to trade spots John?" Liv asked honestly. She didn't want either man to feel awkward.
"I don't want to sound offensive Liv but I don't ever want to leave the spot I am in right now." John told her. Fin looked up at John. "Damn I didn't want to tell you this way Fin not with all this bad shit going on in your life right now. However I have wanted to take and hold you and be with you for a long while. I just never had the guts to tell you cause I know your straight." For the first time in hours Fin smiled and laughed. "Now I am funny cause I tell you this major secret that I have never told anyone and Liv only found out tonight."
"Oh John I am not laughing at what you told me." Fin said laughing still knowing that life would be a little easier. "John I have wanted to tell you for a while now that I have wanted you. I want to be with you. I want to make a life with you. I have never thought I would find someone like you. A smart ass sarcastic bastard that has a heart. You have won over my heart and didn't even know it. I just didn't know that you wanted a relationship with me too." Fin and John both smiled. Olivia was laughing from her chair that was across from the couch. "Well it's good to know that we can make Liv laugh."
"I am just laughing at how two men as smart as you both are can be so blind sometimes." Olivia told them. "Now who wants something to eat since we got interrupted in our meal before John?" John and Fin shook their heads.
"Always the mother hen and the hostess Olivia." Fin told her with a smile on his face. "Where is everything and I will get it ready?" Olivia went to get up and show him around but John got up first.
"I will show him Liv. You sit and rest. I know where everything is already is this little tiny apartment."
"Will you stop picking on my apartment. It's perfect for me since I am barely home between work, the gym and everything else I am a part of." Liv told them. Her cell phone rang. "Damn its Cragen and I was supposed to have the night off." She complained before answering her phone. "Benson."
"Liv we have a situation."