A/N: Hey!!! I'm back!! I know it's been a while since I've updated but I've had constant school work. When I do have time to update I'm just not inspired to do anything. I go to a special high school which means I get about a third more homework every night than a lot of the high schools around the country or at least in Jersey (as I talk in my jersey accent). So ya being bogged down with homework and practicing a guitar and keeping up my relationships with friends and family mixed in with the occasional high school drama and projects and Christmas I've been kinda out of my mind. Still now I'm forcing myself to update!!! And as a side note I have midterms that I could be studying for but I prefer this instead. Still,I know I really don't have any excuses but its really hard for me so please just bare with it. Now its time for shout outs!!!
THANKYOU TO ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE REVIEWED MY STORY: BulletGirl2647, kitty, MoshPit, Foxie Roxie, ilovehp15, Jazzy, and sexc carebear YOU ALL ARE AWESOME AND I THANK YOU FOR LIKING MY STUFF!!! Everyone who reviews a chapter before I post the next one gets a shout out (one of my own authors rules) cause that means to me that you love me or that you love my stuff and I just have to spread the love :P, right?
Alright enough of that… so here it is!! HOPE YOU LIKE IT!!!
Disclaimers: Again I don't own Panic! At the Disco's awesome lyrics or songs and I don't own the CSI: Miami characters…but tee hee if I just happened to have Ryan Wolfe/Jonathan Togo tied to bed… heh heh drool hmmm…
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Calliegh was lucky that Horatio was such a gentleman and that he liked his bullet girl so much because she would never want to see Horatio madder than he was today.
Flashback: Earlier That Afternoon
Eric and Calliegh stole glances at each other as they sat on opposite sides of the room. Eric felt confident, convinced that he just stole the best woman around from Ryan. What did Ryan care? He'd get over it. He's too young for Calliegh anyway. Himself and Calliegh: now that's a perfect pair and after his little exploration of the fruits of his labors he couldn't agree with himself more.
Calliegh giggled to herself as she watched his eyes rake up and down her body with a satisfied glint that immediately changed to a ravenously hungry glare and then back again. (chills)
But everything in the room got deadly serious and thunderously silent as Horatio slammed his door shut. When he sat down behind his desk Calliegh's stomach fell as the most ashamed look was pointed in her direction and then at Eric's.
"I'm ashamed and terrified of the display you two put on this afternoon in the precinct parking lot. Did it never occur to the two of you who could be watching? Like one of the judges, for example, our lab just barely regained its reputation and the two of you could've damaged it permanently.
"Horatio, I---" Calliegh tried to say something as she could see the anger similar to that of her father when he was drunk boiled behind Horatio's eyes. The most threatening part was that Horatio was completely steady and calm as he talked to the both of them. Tears began to sting her eyes threaten to swell over.
"I'm not finished." Horatio raised his voice only slightly. He turned over to Eric whose jaw was working overdrive as he ground his teeth trying to maintain his pride and solidness. "I would never expect that of you Eric, especially because IAB has been after you since Speed's death. One mistake and they could fire you and I wouldn't be able to save you or your reputation. Still I think that you've learned from your mistakes today. So I will let you continue working seeing as how we will be one man short. You can go." 'One man short', Calliegh thought, who was it that left? They both got up to leave but Horatio made Calliegh sit back down with a nod of his head considering that her eyes almost never left his gaze. She waited patiently for him to speak but she was ready to scream inside.
"Calliegh what is going on with you? I knew you and Ryan were together and I thought you were happy. What's going on?" He said genuinely concerned as he sat on the front of desk inches from her.
Tears that she had been trying to hide spilled over as her jaw quivered in relief and Horatio gave her a tissue and she calmed herself down. "I don't know it just happened. The car today was the first time and I didn't want it to happen but somehow it just... happened. I--- I--- I can't explain it." She shook her head as she struggled to find her words but she couldn't. "But I can tell you that at this moment now that I have my head back together I regret every minute of it. It's like a bad dream." The tears began to spill over again.
"It's okay. Just calm down but I'm not going to pretend that I'm on your side. I can't imagine what this is doing to Ryan. Take the day off to sort things out, or at least try to. But before you do, go see Alexx about the body you found in the glades." Horatio said to Calliegh as he watched Calliegh leave his office. He hoped and prayed that things in this office would get back to normal soon.
"Yes, Horatio." Calliegh all of a sudden turned around. "I'm really sorry."
"Don't apologize to me, everyone makes mistakes and I'm not the one you should be apologizing to." He said as she watched her walk away only to run into Delko.
Calliegh came inches from bumping into Eric as she almost didn't know where she was walking. Still Horatio was right she needed to talk to Alexx. "Eric I don't have time for this." Calliegh said very firmly to Eric. She was tired and what she really needed was a few rounds in the firing bullpen and then some sleep in her apartment. She was almost tapped her foot in impatience as Delko was trying to tell something important.
"Calliegh, listen, after all of that in Horatio's office, I don't think that we should take this any further. He's right its not good for this office or our working relationship." He sighed as he felt a weight was going to be lifted. He was so wrong. Calliegh was starting to get hysterical.
"YA think? Maybe it was the fact that, oh I don't know, we were COMPLETELY EMBARRASSED!! Or maybe it was the fact that I ALREADY HAVE A BOYFRIEND AND THAT THIS PERFECTLY GOOD CAREER AND MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY BOYFRIEND COULD BE COMPLETELY RUINED!!! Ya Eric I think this is way over!" Calliegh stormed off towards the ME's office leaving a very pink and very shocked Eric behind her. He never thought she could get quite that angry. He cleared his throat and walked toward his office as people began to poke their heads out into the hallway.
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Calliegh was in her hummer driving home and she had regained some of her energy that was lost from earlier in the day. She would never forget however the looks of shame and disappointment on both Horatio's and Alexx's faces. She also couldn't look herself in the mirror as the shame in her own eyes kept on staring her reflection down. She was losing ground and fast. She didn't like where this was going.
Her guard was up as she entered her apartment. She felt like someone had been inside it as she dropped her bags and took off her shoes. She didn't get an easy feeling as she saw a blood red rose petal path edged with tea light candles lead towards her bedroom. Her bedroom was surrounded by candles and the soft glow almost made her cry but the romance was poisoned by the color of the petals and the fact that she still didn't know who hat done all of this.
She began to zone out as she heard her stereo turn on and begin to play a CD. It read Panic! At the Disco, one of her favorites even not a lot of people liked it. Then as she felt a pair of bare muscular familiar arms envelope her and tilt her head up she heard Lying Is More Fun For A Girl Than Taking Her Clothes Off playing in the background.
She gasped and sighed his name as Ryan shirtless and in a pair of jeans with all of the angst and passion he had bottled up inside of him poured out into their passion play as he whispered the lyrics to the song into her ear.
"Is
it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in
bed?
When the lights are dimming and your hands are shaking as
you're sliding off your dress?" Their actions seemed to mimic
the lyrics of the song as Ryan guided Calliegh's hands to take off
her clothes. She whimpered with hot anticipation. She never knew the
passion that was behind Ryan's love for her until now. She didn't
know he could be so erotic and sexy. He forcibly turned her around.
She was expecting him to be crying but all she got was cold hard
slate. He brought his face to hers so that they were millimeters
apart. So that she could feel his breath and almost taste his
emotions.
"Well think of what you did, and how I hope to
God he was worth it
When the lights are dimming and your heart is
racing as your fingers touch your skin." He shoved her on the
bed and sneered as he crawled on top of her sealing his anger and
disgust in her with a kiss and he grazed his hands up her bare body
gently touching her breasts. She jumped into his rock hard body and
shouted "Ooh" as he slowed down again laying gently on top her
and continued his assault on every sense he had. This time he forced
her to look into his eyes and with ease took off his pants. Now it
was just skin against skin.
"I've got more wit, a better
kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever
meet, sweetie, you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a
better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger
seat
No no no, you know it will always just be me" The
chorus was forgotten by the two as Ryan continued to ravage Calliegh.
He kissed her and touched her proving to her what he had already
said. That he was better than any boy she'd ever meet. That he was
definitely better than Delko.
Let's get these teen
hearts beating faster, faster! Their pulses increased as Ryan let
his fingers slide into her core. She grabbed his hair and pulled in
sexual excitement as she got a moan to escape his lips. She was
already hot and moist from just hearing him whisper to her and
everything he had done to her body, so it didn't take much for her
to orgasm the first time as she then clawed at Ryan's muscular
back.
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you
dance to this beat and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys
and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat and hold a lover
close?
So I guess we're back to us, so camera man swing the
focus!
In case I lost my train of thought where was it that we
last left off?
Let's pick up pick up Oh but he wasn't
finished yet. He pulled her up off of the bed and threw her into the
chair at the other end of the room. He kneeled in front of her. He
could see that this was beginning to get a little much for her so he
took it down a notch. Besides, he had a lot more to tell her. He
began once again to whisper in her ear.
"Oh now I do recall,
we just were getting to the part
Where the shock sets in and the
stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick" Ryan ran his
hands along her throat as he saw her gulp and he made sure she didn't
get sick by kissing it away and stifling her sobs by easing his
tongue into her mouth and making her sigh with his kiss. But it was
his turn to get some satisfaction out of this. He stood up and made
her kneel in front of him and continued.
"I hope you
didn't expect to get all of the attention
Let's not get selfish,
did you really think I'd let you kill this chorus?" He growled
as he took a fistful of her angelic blonde hair and she gladly took
his length in her mouth. Once again the chorus was forgotten.
Let's
get these teen hearts beating faster, faster! She always knew how
to get his blood to escape from everything up top and make it all
head towards where she was working him over. The things she could do
with her tongue on his length were amazing. He was coming when she
began to squeeze his balls with the pulse of his member.
So
testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat
and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin
girls
Will you dance to this beat and hold a lover close? He
looked down to see her looking up at him with a satisfied grin. A
grin she would regret. It only added to his ambition to further his
mission: to leave her with something that she will remember for the
rest of her life because neither of them will love like this or be in
love again.
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance
to this beat He then guided her back to the bed and they crawled
towards the pillows and crawled under the sheets with Ryan on top.
They began to kiss as the fire between each other began to renew.
Ryan's hardness returned and Calliegh could feel a heat grow in her
belly. But just as she felt Ryan at the edge of her womanhood about
to enter her and fulfill the desire that she wanted to be filled
since this began Ryan stopped, he just stopped.
Let's get
these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster!
Let's get these teen
hearts beating faster He leaned to the side and found her ear and
nibbled on her neck and ear lobe before he continued his whispering
ecstasies.
"I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter
touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie, you
had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving
of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat
No no no you
know it will always just be me"
Let's get these teen
hearts beating. Faster faster!
So testosterone boys and harlequin
girls
Will you dance to this beat and hold a lover close?
So
testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat
and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin
girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin
girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close After he
had finished whispering to her. He sealed everything that he felt and
everything that this song held for their situation and entered her.
They were both so turned on that they knew each other's rhythm
right away and moved in and out of each other fluidly. They deepened
their thrusts until they were both screaming and sweating. They both
were brought to a violent climax and cried as they felt their souls
reach a connection most people never feel in a lifetime. Ryan emptied
his seed into her and when he was finished he got up from the bed and
put his clothes back on. Calliegh was sobbing as the climax racked
her body. All she wanted was Ryan next to her to hold her. She
reached for him but he wasn't there. She looked to see that he was
already leaving her for good.
Let's get these teen hearts
beating. Faster, faster!
Let's get these teen hearts beating
faster
"Ryan WAIT!!!" She screamed and sobbed to him at the same time. He looked back as he pulled on his jacket. Her hair was tossed and all sexed up and the candlelight that shone on it and her skin made her look other worldly but she, he assumed, was no longer his. He also felt that he had permanently won her heart.
"Sweetie, you had me." He said to her with his back towards her as he walked away with his eyes downcast so that she couldn't see him cry. He could hear her sobs as he closed the door to her apartment and left. Even though he loved her he prayed it was for good because the pain that he felt was more that he could ever bare again.
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A/N: orgasm ok that's it Ryan fantasy out of my system. But damn did he look fine to me. What did ya'll think? Let me know, I'll just hang out here and scream in excitement over him. Heh .