There was no way that Blaine would tell Kurt. There was no way that he confess again. And there was no way he'd face Kurt's teary eyes again. That's what hurt the most and Blaine does not want to see it ever again. Ever. It was like fate was giving him a second chance at this relationship. He had to be sure not to mess it up.

Blaine sat in the hospital waiting room. Finn and Rachel were waiting with him but they were on either side of them. They hadn't spoken to each other all and refused to sit next to each other.

"I'm going to check on Kurt" Blaine said, standing up. The doctor said Kurt had to sign a few papers and then they could all go.

Blaine got up and walked into the room where Kurt was.

"Hey Blaine!" Kurt smiled when he saw him.

"Hey. Are you okay?" Blaine asked. He walked over and gently touch Kurt's head where he had been holding the icepack.

Kurt winced. "I'm fine."

"Good" Blaine kissed his cheek. "Are you ready to go?"

"Not yet. I have to call my Dad. He'll flip when he hears I'm in the hospital."

"Alright" Blaine said. He knew Kurt was mentally preparing himself for this phone call.

Kurt pulled out his cell phone from his pocket. "Um, Blaine?"

"Yes?"

"Can you tell me why I'm here? I know I tripped and stuff; the doctor told me that. But why was I out and what happened since you came?" Kurt asked. "That last thing I remember is your cute face behind my door and a large bouquet of roses which I hope I put in water."

Blaine tried to give a smile. Here was his chance to cover up his mistake. "Umm... First off, yes, you did put the roses in water. Then we all went to some bar. Me, you, Finn and Rachel. Rachel sang a song with Brody and then I sang 'Teenage Dream' to you."

"Awww! You did? Aw, I wish I remember that! That's our song! Oh, Blaine!" Kurt blushed and smiled.

Blaine chuckled.

"Promise me you'll sing it again for me?" Kurt asked, his gorgeous blue eyes wide and hopeful.

Blaine nodded. "I will. Then after that we all went back to your place. You said you wanted to go for a walk but I was tired so you went by yourself. That's when you tripped."

Kurt nodded, squinting his eyes as if he was trying to remember that.

Blaine knew he had lied but he knew it was for the better. Kurt seemed to have believed it anyway. Plus, if he was afraid to mention the walk in the park in case it jogged Kurt's memory.

"Anything else?" Kurt asked, dialing the phone.

"Ummm... Oh yes, there is one more thing" Blaine said. "I love you."

Kurt smiled at him. "Anything else that would be of some interest to my father?"

"Oh, Finn and Rachel are in a fight so don't mention anything to them about their relationship" Blaine said.

Kurt sighed and held he phone to his ear. "Brody?"

"I think so."

"Hi Dad!" Kurt said into the phone. "Um, you see, well, I'm in the hospital. No I'm okay. I tripped and hit my head. I'm fine though..."

Blaine left the room. He had one last thing to do before they left.

Blaine hurried to the waiting room. Finn and Rachel were both on their phones and were silently frowning.

"Guys, can we talk?" Blaine asked. He stood in front of them.

They both looked up at him.

"Kurt doesn't remember anything from tonight. He doesn't remember...what I told him."

It seemed that Finn had told Rachel because she seemed to understand what he meant.

"And..?" she prompted.

"And I need to guys to not say anything to him" Blaine said. "Please."

"You are going to tell him, right?" Finn asked in a warning tone.

Blaine felt tears in his eyes. "This is my chance to do it right."

"I don't like the idea of you lying to him" Rachel stated.

"I don't want to lose him."

"He's gonna find out eventually" Finn said.

"Maybe he won't. Look, I'm asking you to please, please, please not say anything. This is my problem. I love Kurt and I messed up. Just...please promise me?" Blaine was crying now. He was convincing Kurt's brother and best friend to lie and go against Kurt. That's how desperate and sorry he was.

Rachel was the first to speak. "Fine. I won't say anything. But if he finds out and breaks up with you, don't expect any sympathy from me, Blaine Warbler."

Blaine nodded. "Thank you."

"Me too" Finn said finally.

Blaine gave a half smile. "Thank you. I hope you know how much Kurt means to me, though."

"We do. That's why we agreed" Rachel said.

Blaine wiped his eyes on his sleeve just as Kurt came out of the room.

"I am ready to go home!" he announced.

"What did your dad say?" Blaine asked.

"Well, he freaked out at first. Then he asked me a billion questions. There's a fifty percent chance he's getting on the next flight out. Kidding. He said he'll be calling tomorrow to make sure I'm fine."

"Good. So are you all set? I call a taxi and it'll be here soon" Rachel said.

Kurt nodded.


"I've missed you" Kurt said. "I may have told you that today but I don't remember."

"You did. And I've missed you too" Blaine said. They were lying in Kurt's bed. Kurt was lying on Blaine practically and Blaine had his arms wrapped around Kurt. The night was going great. Much better than it probably should have been if Kurt hadn't hit his head.

"I apologize if I ask you something that I already did" Kurt said.

"That's alright" Blaine laughed. This was how the night should be. This is how they should be.

"Do you like New York?" Kurt asked.

"Yea! You can't hate New York" Blaine laughed. "That's like hating rainbows. Or bowties."

Kurt laughed. "So you're still gonna come here next year?"

"If that where you'll be" Blaine said. "I'll be wherever you are, I hope you know that."

Kurt smiled. "I'll be here."

"Than so will I" Blaine said.

"You're here tomorrow, right? When do you leave?" Kurt asked.

"The day after" Blaine said.

"Great. Tomorrow we'll have a New York day. I'll take you to the coolest places and you can meet Isabelle. She'll love you."

Blaine nodded. "Can't wait."


Blaine didn't get much sleep that night. After talking for a bit, Kurt feel asleep in his arms. But Blaine was still up. He felt guilty. And he had no idea what to do.

I love Kurt. I really do. He means the world to me and I can't believe I almost ruined this. Why did I cheat? Twenty four hours ago I was with Eli. I didn't even know him that well and I was doing something that I'm only supposed to do with Kurt. And what's worse is that he didn't even help me. I still felt alone and unloved afterwards. But I was also pissed off at myself. I did something so awful and I hated myself. That one bad decision changed it all. If Kurt knew, we may not even be together. He'd never be able to trust me again. He's the love of my life and I ruined it. I ruined it. Sure, Kurt had his fault in this too. If he had just paid me some attention maybe this wouldn't have happened. But I can't blame him. The fact that he was having fun in New York and doing his job is no reason for me to cheat. But what's done is done. I made a mistake and I was lucky enough to get a bit more time. Kurt's mine for now. But how long with this last? What if he gets his memory back? What if Finn or Rachel accidentally tells him? What if someone from Ohio tells him? It'll be so much worse if he hears from someone else. I don't want to tell him again. I don't want to see his eyes tear up and his smile fade. I don't want to watch his heart break again. I can't do that to him. I can't do that to me.

I must, though. I must tell him. I must hurt Kurt once again. It's for the better. He deserves to know. And maybe it won't be as bad this time around.

Hopefully.


"Morning sleepyhead!" Kurt said, gently shaking Blaine awake.

Blaine slowly woke up. He opened his eyes and blinked. Sunlight was pouring in the window. Kurt was already dressed and ready for the day.

Kurt pressed kisses on Blaine's face.

"Morning" Blaine said with a smile.

"How was your first sleep in the big city?" Kurt asked. His smile fell a bit. "You have dark circles under your eyes...did you not sleep well?"

Blaine yawned. He had been up for hours thinking. And even when he had drifted off, it was a restless sleep and he had woke up suddenly a few times, only to he comforted by the sight of Kurt peacefully sleeping right in his arms.

"I woke up a few times" Blaine told him. It wasn't a lie because he actually did.

Kurt pouted. "Aw... Well I hope you're still up for the grand New York tour."

"Of course. Um, don't you have work today though?" Blaine asked.

"I did but I called Isabelle and she gave me the day off!"

Blaine smiled. "Great."

Blaine stood up and they walked into the kitchen area. Finn was sitting at the table looking at some girly magazine. He was obviously bored.

"Where's Rachel?" Blaine asked.

Finn shrugged but answered. "School."

"Oh. And what are you doing?" Kurt asked.

"Leaving. I'm going home. I was just waiting for you guys."

"Home to Lima?" Kurt asked.

Finn nodded. "Nothing for me here. Anyways..." he stood up and hugged Kurt. "Hope to see you again soon."

"Yeah. Come back here whenever. Even if you and Rachel are...not okay, you're still my step-brother and I'd like to see you" Kurt said.

Finn nodded. Then he went over to Blaine and hugged him.

"Thanks again" Blaine whispered so Finn could hear but Kurt couldn't.

"Don't do something you'll regret" Finn whispered back.

Blaine gulped and watched Finn grab his small single suitcase and leave.

"And then there were two" Kurt sighed when Finn had gone.

Blaine chuckled.

Now that Finn and Rachel were out of the picture, he just had to work up the courage to tell Kurt. Courage; that thing he always told Kurt to have yet he seems to lack it himself.

Oh, irony.


A/N

OMG. I am sooooooo sorry. I know I said I'd update this a week ago. But I have a legit excuse. My ipod speaker broke and last friday my dad took it to get fixed. I just got it back an hour ago and all my stories and stuff were on it so I'm so sorry. On the plus side, I have the last part almost done so you'll prolly be seeing that Monday night. :)

So I hope you forgive me and I really hope you like this chapter. Thanks for all of your positive feedback. :) LUV YA.