I looked at him and said, ''You know, yesterday you were just telling me not to allow guys enter my room as they want and here you are, in my room." He turned to me.
His expression remained emotionless and he said, "Are you dumb? I told you that cause you were distracting them and who would want to touch a little girl like you?"
Frustrated, I shouted ,"I'm not a little girl!" and threw my pillow at him but he caught it with less effort.
He said, "Don't make me repeat. Get. Up." and exited my room with my pillow still in his arm.
I got so annoyed and shouted, "Go die, Mikaze Ai!" before slamming my door.
I got ready and after that, I went to the practice room where the others were already gathered. Otoya-kun asked me why was I shouting earlier.
"Cause someone entered my room when he told me not to let anyone enter as they please. And worse, he called me small girl!"
Syo laughed when he heard I was called a small girl. I smirked at him and say I don't want to hear that from a shortie like him. And, of course, Syo's fuse blew when he heard that, well, not that I care.
But now, I grew accustomed to his way of waking me up that it became a routine every morning. And yes, he didn't return my pillow. God knows where it went. I didn't want to ask about it and went to buy a new one instead.
"You're staring into god-knows where again." he said this time with an annoyed tone.
I snapped out of my thought and stammered, "G-gomen..Ai-senpai. What was it again?" He turned away and told me to forget about it.
I gaped at him and exclaimed, "Now you say nothing? You got to be kidding. Say it! I'll listen this time. Really!"
He sighed and said, "I asked you what do you think about my new song."
He wants my opinion on his song?.. I was shocked because..seriously? My senpai is asking for my opinion. My opinion!
I asked him whether he wants the honest or the not honest one. He looked at me with that annoyed look. I laughed and said I was joking.
I closed my eyes and remembered his song. I told him, "It's like I was in a place full of snow and it was very cold. But, when I listened to your song, it gave me a warm feeling in my heart.'' and placed a hand on my heart. In a whisper, I continued, ''It just like that time.."
He looked at me and asked, "That time?" I said its nothing and quickly changed the topic.
"Senpai, you're the one who composed this song and wrote the lyrics, right? It's like you're trying to reach to someone with your song. I'm sure...it's..a..message. Is it a girl? Is she an idol? She's must be a very beautiful person, aren't she? Wow, she's really lucky to have senpai composing and singing a song specially for her."
He turned away and said sternly, "Don't joke around. You know an idol is forbidden from falling in love."
Yes, I know that of course. It's one of the rules and the seniors strongly follow it.
I said, "But, what if when you fall in love, you get inspired and you're able to do things that you can never do when you're not in love?" and smiled at him when he turned to me.
I crossed my fingers, hoping that I could change his way of thinking...
