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Contains sexual content that some readers may not approve of or will be able to understand.
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Hiccup nodded simply completely clueless to what else Astrid had in mind. "There's no harm at all, milady. Or at least none that I'm aware of." He teased remembering the first time Astrid had met Toothless. It hadn't started off well but in the end he had ended up with the girl of his dreams and he wasn't going to change anything about it if he could help it.
As he got onto Toothless's back he nodded simply waiting for her to take the lead this time knowing that earlier she had been trying to cheer him up but it was harder said then done. Especially with the memories in the back of his head bothering him constantly even during the night at times. Eventually though he hoped that would change soon enough.
Noticing that Hiccup wanted her to take the lead to the cove she took to the air with Stormfly squawking a small greeting to Toothless as they took to the air and started to head towards the direction of the cove. "You say that now, but how many times have you been wrong about that? Not very many times but enough to remember." She replied simply as finally the cove came into view and she landed Stormfly before giving her dragon a signal to go off and play a game of tug-of-war with Toothless.
Not seconds after Astrid and Stormfly had landed Hiccup and Toothless arrived shortly after, and the young chief and jumped off his dragons back before heading over to Astrid with a small smile showing on his face. Still completely unaware of what she had in mind in hopes of 'cheering' him up a little. "Ha-ha, very funny, Astrid." He said sarcastically before sitting down and gesturing for her to do the same. Even if he knew that he should have been headed back to the village by now he'd rather spend time with her any day.
"Just trying to get your mind off of things, Hiccup. That's all." Astrid replied with a small simple shrug as she eventually sat down beside him and took a gentle hold of his hand intertwining her fingers with his. She enjoyed the cove for how peaceful it was and also knowing that normally they were the only two Vikings that came here so they would most likely not be bothered anytime soon, or at least so she was hoping silently.
Hiccup couldn't help but smile the slightest bit at her words even if it was barely noticeable she would always be the one person that would be bale to change his mood no matter what as he loved her with all his heart. "Oh you are, are you?" He teased playfully as he squeezed her hand gently meeting her gaze and looking into her beautiful blue eyes that he would always get lost in.
"Well, I'm trying to. But I'm not sure if it's working or not." Astrid replied with a small smirk showing on her face also meeting his gaze and staring into his stunning forest green eyes.
Hiccup raised his eyebrows the slightest bit before hesitantly leant into her side. "You're lucky then. Because you're the one person I know aside from my dragon that can always cheer me up." He said after a moment watching as their dragons played a game of tog-of-war with a large branch on the other side of the cove. He hadn't yet caught onto what Astrid had in mind or was hinting on. But then again he didn't catch onto those sorts of things easily.
Astrid tensed the slightest bit when he leant into her but she quickly reminded herself if they were to ever get married or be together these sorts of things were going to happen and she couldn't help but smile gently. After all she was the one who wanted to experiment today by possibly having sex with him and also try and cheer up his spirits more or less.
"Just like you're the one person that I trust with my life, as well as love with all my heart." She added quietly resting her head gently on his shoulder. She wasn't going to ask him straight away the question she wanted to ask. She would wait until it was a better time to ask as she wanted to make that sort of moment special for the both of them as much as possible.
"You already know, Astrid how much I love you and how long I've loved you for. I'm not going to let that change. Whatever bonds we share with one another and whatever happens to us... I'll always love you." Hiccup replied quietly holding her gaze and giving her a slightly awkward smile. Of course he would always love her and the thoughts of one day quite possibly being married to her was a dream he desperately wanted to have come true one of these days. He wouldn't let her go that easily, especially when they had now been together for five years as boyfriend and girlfriend.
Astrid glanced away after a moment when she heard what he was saying, debating whether or not to ask now or save it for later and sighed the slightest bit. "I know you will. Just like you know that I'll always love you no matter what happens to both of us, I'll always be with you. Even if we aren't married to one another yet we have the rest of our lives ahead of us, and you're the one person in my life I'd spend my life with." She whispered in his ear glancing over to where she had left her saddlebag before meeting his gaze once again.
Hiccup smiled at her words after a moment and couldn't help but reach out with his other hand and gently kiss her on the lips even if it was just for a few seconds it was still what he enjoyed. Kissing the one person that he loved with all his heart. But once he pulled away he met her gaze and smiled softly at her. "And you're the one person I'd spend the rest of my life with too, Astrid." He agreed speaking gently.
"It's good to know that we're on the same page then. Because I've been thinking about a few things these past few days. . ." Astrid replied quietly taking the slower approach to the question she wanted to ask him. It would be better if she took the slower approach as then he would most likely not expect what she was planning on asking, but then again she also knew Hiccup was one not to easily catch onto silent questions.
"If you don't mind me asking, milady what exactly have you been thinking about then?" Hiccup asked obviously the slightest bit curious to know what she was thinking still completely clueless to what she had in mind. But his attention was quickly taken away when their dragon ran past them and he couldn't help but laugh the slightest bit. He knew that soon enough he would have to head back to the village as much as he hated it, he had new responsibilities to handle when he'd rather be spending his time with Astrid.
Astrid paused the slightest bit as she watched their dragons run past them in some sort of game that they normally played with one another before her attention went back to Hiccup. "Well, like I said I've been thinking about a few things right now. Such as if we were to get married one of these days how it would be like and what would happen. But then I've been thinking about ways of possibly trying to cheer you up as well because even though you try to hide it I can tell you've been feeling down lately."
Hiccup tilted his head the slightest bit at her words, still not catching on to what she was saying he squeezed her hand gently. "Being with you alone is enough to cheer me up any day. I couldn't ask for much better than being able to spend my spare time with you when I don't have to deal with problems in the village constantly."
Astrid resisted the urge to groan the slightest bit at his words even if they were gentle he still wasn't catching on and finally decided to get straight to the point of what she had been thinking over the past few days. "I know. But I've been wanting to ask you this for awhile, because it's something that I'd only really ever want to do with you, and you alone."
"And what exactly would that be, milady?" Hiccup asked quietly with a slightly confused tone edging his voice. Astrid wanting to do something with him? Gods, just alone being with her was enough to make his day even better.
"Well, I guess it's safe to say that we've been together for five years now and well I was thinking. I sort of want to try something out together you and I that involves a lot of love I guess. I want to make out with you, Hiccup." Astrid replied quietly holding his gaze but it was easy to tell that she was beyond being nervous about asking such a question.
Hiccup completely froze and moved away almost to quickly for his taste. Was she seriously asking him that, Astrid asking him to have sex with her? He gave her a confused look before speaking up. "Wait, what?" He asked with a shocked expression now showing on his face but confusion edging his voice as he spoke.
Astrid almost face palmed but kept herself from doing so. "You heard me perfectly clear, Hiccup. I want to have sex with you. Just to try what's it like, and you're the one person that I'd do it with because I love you more than anything else." She replied resisting the urge to look almost hurt when he moved away from her so quickly. She managed a week smile though she was still nervous about it.
"We don't have to if you don't want to as I can understand perfectly well -"
"No, I want to. . . I just wasn't expecting you to say that, Astrid. Gods, you really want to do this, with me?" Hiccup asked eventually gaining a bit of courage to move closer to her once again. "Because if we do it, there's so many other possibilities. What if you get pregnant? We're not even married let alone engaged to one another yet. . ." He added voicing his worries.
"I know, but we'll be careful. And if anything does happen well. . . we'll manage together just like anything else we've already overcome." Astrid added trying to reassure him as much as possible but at the same time not wanting to force him into anything. Typical Hiccup, always concerned about her and giving her a chance to back down but this was something that had been coming for a long time.
Hiccup swallowed as if he now had a lump in his throat weighing him down from speaking up. Oh Thor, she really did want to have sex with him. The girl of his dreams wanted to do it with him. He took her hands in his meeting her gaze with a concerned look showing on his face. "I don't want to hurt you though, Astrid. If you do get pregnant and we're going to have a kid. . . I don't want to end up being like my father was. I want to be there for you no matter what." He paused sighing the slightest bit. "You're sure you want to do this?"
"I'm positive. Besides it's only a small possibility that I might get pregnant. And if it's one thing I know you're not going to end up being like you're father, Hiccup." She whispered under her breath stroking his cheek gently before kissing him on the lips. But after a moment she did pull away as she glanced around the cove before setting her eyes on her saddle bag, knowing that she kept a few furs in it in case she did get lost in the winter or if there was a storm. She got up from where they were sitting scanning the cove walls before her eyes set on a small cave in the rock wall.
Hiccup got up as well, watching closely as she scanned the cove. He was nervous more than anything that they would get caught doing it, but typical for Astrid looking for a private place so they could try it out. "Yeah, I don't really know about that, Astrid. If we're not careful. . . I'm not sure if I really want to do this. What if we get caught?" He asked simply running his hand through his hair in a nervous way.
"Nothing's going to happen. We're not going to get caught if we're careful." Astrid replied picking up her saddle bag and giving him a look as if testing his patience on purpose. "We'll be fine, Hiccup. Besides if anything does happen we'll always be together." She said taking a hold of his hand and gazing into his eyes. Though she quickly headed off towards where the cave was and set down the saddle bag before taking out multiples furs and setting them down on the ground.
"Well. . . I guess we're doing this then." Hiccup muttered under his breath. He quickly followed after her, only stopping when he reached the cave and watched her set down the furs so that they wouldn't have to worry about the stony ground. But only then did he notice that he was already throbbing with want. The one person in his life that could only cause this to happen and who could really turn him on in a heartbeat.
Astrid was hesitant the slightest bit knowing that this would be her first time ever doing something like this, especially with someone that she loved with all her heart and could only hope that he hadn't done it yet either that they really were meant for one another. As she took off her boots and fur hood she glanced over at him with a slightly nervous look. "First time? Because it's definitely my first time doing something like this with anyone. . ." She asked simply taking his hands in hers for a moment.
Hiccup nodded weakly in a slightly nervous way. "Never even really thought about it, well I guess maybe on a few times I've thought about being able to do it with you. So no I've never had sex with anyone. I guess that's about to change for the both of us, huh?" He asked as he watched her take of some of her clothing articles. After a moment of just standing there and watching her he started to do the same starting with his chest leathers but all at the same time watching her.
"I guess it's a first time for everything then, Hiccup." Astrid replied watching as he removed his leathers as well as most of his clothing except for his pants. She was already nervous as it was as she took of her shirt and the only articles left on her body were her undergarments, which she'd give the honor to him for removing from her body.
"Well don't just stand there, are you going to help me get these things off or not?" She teased in a slightly playful way watching his face go red the slightest bit and she couldn't help but smirk.
"Sure, yeah sure I'll help." Hiccup whispered under his breath running his hand through his hair yet again in a slightly nervous way as he took Astrid's hands in his and met her gaze. "But you're sure you want to do this? Because once it happens there's no turning back." He added speaking another worry and trying to give her a chance to speak up once again.
Astrid nodded with a small uneasy smile on her face as she put one of her hands on his chest and traced her finger down to where his pants still were causing him to shiver at her touch. "I want to do this, Hiccup. But if you don't just say, I'm not going to get mad at you if you say no." She said pulling at the leather band holding up his pants.
"Well, okay then." Hiccup muttered under his breath as he sat down on the fur's. He took off his prosthetic knowing that would be the only way to get his pants off and started to go red in the face as he tossed the article aside. But knowing that Astrid had given him permission to remove her undergarments he slowly did so not wanting to mess anything up. As anything that he did touch when he was trying to be careful, always got messed up somehow.
This was more awkward than Astrid had expected here they were in a cave getting ready to make out with one another for the first time in their lives, she was still a virgin and from what she had heard it hurt the first time. But as she glanced over at him she eventually lay back and glanced up at the top of the cave with a small sigh. "Just try and be careful, but I know you will be." She whispered under her breath still holding his hand gently.
Hiccup nodded blushing to the roots of his hair as he finally took off his underwear, but when Astrid spoke he nodded once again glancing down at her and taking in the sight of her perfect body. The curve of her hips and small patch of blonde hair down between her legs. He swallowed as he noticed that he was throbbing with want and couldn't stop blushing. "I'll be careful, but if it hurts, Astrid please let me know. I don't want to hurt you." He said after a moment positioning himself overtop of her and kissing her forehead gently.
Astrid smiled gently running her hand through his hair and gazing into his eyes. "I will, but don't stop. I've heard it hurts for a few minutes but the pain goes away quickly." She whispered putting her hands on either side of his torso and kissing his forehead gently as well. "But always remember that I'll love you no matter what happens."
"And always remember that I'll love you too, Astrid." Hiccup whispered repeating what she had said. After a moment he positioned his member in front of her entrance and thrust forward getting a wave of pure joy and pleasure at this new sensation. This was the first time he'd ever done this but gods did it feel good. "Oh gods, Astrid. . ." He breathed in her air as he squeezed her hand tightly.
Astrid bit her tongue as tears formed in her eyes at this sudden new sensation but of course like she had heard it hurt like hell at first as her virgin walls broke as he penetrated her. She dug her nails into his back as she kissed him on the lips to keep herself from screaming. But this was what she had wanted to do and she wasn't going to let it end so easily either.
Hiccup instantly noticed the tears in her eyes and never in his entire life had he ever seen Astrid cry and paused the slightest bit even if he was still inside her he felt some regret knowing that he had hurt her some how. "Astrid?" He asked pulling away from their kiss to make sure that she was okay. There was a hint of worry in his voice as he spoke holding as still as possible and resisting the instinct to keep thrusting inside her.
"It's okay, I'm fine. Just keep going, Hiccup." Astrid replied trying to reassure him at the pain was soon replaced with pleasure. She nipped his ear lobe in a playful way and watched him shiver yet again. This was worth it, by the far the best thing they had ever done with one another at that.
Hiccup nodded his head with some hesitation before he gently started to thrust, making sure that he was careful and started off slow. He watched her face for any signs of pain but as the minutes started to fly by he picked up pace and soon found out that some places inside her caused her to moan out his name which drove him crazy in a good way.
Astrid couldn't believe that this was actually happening and oh gods did it god damn feel good as well. "Don't you dare stop, this feels way too good for any words that could ever describe. . . mmm, Hiccup. This is the best thing we've ever done." She whispered bringing her lips to his as his thrusts started to get faster and harder. But the more he stared thrusting the better it became and the more the pressure inside her built up. It was like an elastic was about to snap from within her very body.
"How could I ever stop? This is amazing, Astrid." He breathed in her ear before kissing her once again. It wasn't until he hit that one spot inside her that caused him to almost collapse in pure pleasure as the pressure started to build up like crazy. "Oh gods, Astrid. . . I don't think I can hold it in much longer." He said through heavy breaths as if he were panting. But it was easy to tell that beads of sweat were now showing up on his face.
Astrid nodded simply also breathing heavily as she felt herself coming to her climax. She couldn't take it much longer the feeling of pure pleasure and how much they were kissing as well as so close to one another she never would leave him. "Oh gods, Hiccup. . ." She breathed out loud as she climaxed finally screaming out his name as she came.
It didn't take much longer for Hiccup to come after her, letting go completely he climaxed himself and his hot seed went straight to her core leaving him breathless as he collapsed beside her. Only after he had kissed her forehead gently did he finally pull out and sigh the slightest bit. "Oh gods wow, Astrid." He managed to say still short of breath.
"Remind me again why we've never done that before? By far the best thing we've ever done." He added quietly squeezing her hand gently as he met her gaze smiling brightly at her. What had just happened was something he would never let go of, a memory that would always be there. But he now knew that Astrid loved him enough to let that happen, and gods did he badly want to marry her as soon as possible. He just had to wait for the perfect time.
Astrid was panting as she wiped the sweat off of her forehead the feeling of a certain sensation still within her very body running through her veins as the adrenaline of having sex started to wear off. She quickly put her underwear back on and made sure that her breath wraps were on properly as she glanced over at him. "We haven't done it before because we haven't asked one another until now." She managed to say as she tried to catch her breath. "But we should really head back before anyone gets suspicious about our whereabouts." She added quickly putting her shirt and pants on just as fast as she had taken them off earlier.
She jumped out of her skin when she heard their dragons calling out to them as if wondering where they had gone to and laughing the slightest bit in a nervous way as she cast a nervous glance over at her boyfriend who was staring at her in awe as well as amazement. "C'mon our dragons are even waiting for us." She teased but was obviously going to wait for him.
Hiccup nodded and as quickly as he could got changed back into his clothes and tried to act natural like none of this had just happened. He was still breathing heavily but he had a wild grin on his face. "I'm coming, just give me a second, Astrid." He said quickly as he glanced at the furs on the ground and decided to leave them there, following after his amazing girlfriend.
"I can't believe that just happened. Wow." Was all he could manage to say as he took Astrid's hand as they headed towards their dragons who were watching them with some interest. He raised his eyebrows the slightest bit and any worries he had had before were now at the very back of his thoughts, his only focus was on Astrid and only Astrid. The girl he had a crush on since he was younger and now they had just done something he had never expected to happen, especially with Astrid who never had shown any interest in him until five years ago.
Astrid nodded squeezing his hand gently. "Me either, but this has been by far one of the best days ever. Feel any better now?" She teased with a small smirk showing on her face as Stormfly nuzzled her gently in a worried way. "But what happened between you and me is only for our knowledge. We're not telling anyone else that this happened."
"I have no problem with that. I wasn't even planning on telling anyone. But Astrid, you're staying with me tonight. No questions asked. . . chiefs orders." Hiccup responded as he gently scratched Toothless under the chin making the Night Fury collapse in bliss. A smile still was showing on his face but now that this had happened he started to look at Astrid with a different kind of love he had never felt before in his life. He loved her more than anything and by far wasn't ever going to let anything happen to her if he could help it.
Astrid smiled gently at him as she stroked his cheek with her fingers. "It will be our little secret." She replied quietly as she got onto her dragons back and glanced up at the sky noting that it was now sometime a little past noon. But his words caught her by surprise, her staying at his place over night was something she wasn't sure how to react even if he was there alone. "Sure, I'll stay the night. And chief's order's huh? I like that and I can't possibly decline, now can I?" She teased as Stormfly squawked the slightest bit.
"Nope, you can't decline, milady. After all would you really decline an order from your chief who also happens to be your boyfriend?" He asked simply as he made sure that he was on Toothless's saddle properly and that the tail fin was working as well.
"Of course I wouldn't ever thinking of declining. Even if you weren't the chief, babe." Astrid replied as her dragon eventually took to the air. "I'll race you back to the village." She added not giving him a chance to reply as Stormfly took off at the mention of having a race which caused Astrid to laugh the slightest bit as the two of them took off.
Hiccup managed to grin at her words as he got Toothless to take to the air and chase after Astrid and Stormfly. Today was going to be a day that he would always remember for the rest of his life. And to know that Astrid loved him in such a way had brightened his spirits just like she had hoped to do so. But now in case his worry of getting her pregnant came true, he would stay by her side every step of the way.
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Well here's the next chapter. Please review if you would like me to continue this story as it is very much appreciated to get feedback and help me improve. This also won't be the last 'lemon' I write for this fanfic either. So I'm up for suggestions as well.