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Bella's eyes narrowed. "Terms? What do you mean, terms?"
"I mean, if we're going to do this, I want to do it right. I'm not going to cram everything into one night, Bella. No way. Alice is sleeping right down the hall—what if she wakes up and goes looking for you? Not to mention, it's already two thirty in the morning. I'm not going to give you a quick fuck for your first time."
"So what do you propose?" Bella looked skeptical.
"Look, I'm home all week. Let's do this over a couple of days. I'll work out the where and the when. This is fucked up enough, Bella. I won't do some wham-bam-thank-you-ma'am for your first time. Let me take care of you and show you what it should be like when you find someone you want to be with."
An undefinable emotion flickered across her face. I was determined to to make this into a pleasurable, memorable experience for Bella, instead of the somewhat seedy thing that it probably was, if for no other reason than to assuage my own guilt. It was like I had an angel on one shoulder urging me to do the right thing and refuse Bella, and a much more vocal devil on the other shoulder telling me that this was something she wanted, and hadn't I been teased to the point of combustion by this girl?
With an eye-roll and a sigh Bella acquiesced. "So what, are we going to round a different base each night? I want you, Edward, and I know you want me, too. You're not going to over-think this and back out, are you?"
For a virgin, she was one sassy little cock-tease.
I leaned in close, smelling the light, fruity scent of her shampoo. "Oh, I want you, Bella. You've given me blue-balls on more than one occasion, but not this time. I promise you that by the end of the week, we'll both be feeling satisfied. And your virginity will just be a memory."
As I'd hoped, that little speech left Bella wide-eyed and open-mouthed.
"So..." I stood, wanting to get out of there before I lost my resolve and crawled in next to the warm, soft, beautiful girl in my bed. "This should actually be pretty simple to, um, organize. My parents are gone all week, and Jasper will be here tomorrow, so Alice will be preoccupied. You're here more often that not anyway, so she won't be suspicious if you stay over a couple of nights. You can even tell her you're going to, uh, hang with me so she and Jas can be alone. Once they're busy doing things I don't want to think about my sister doing, come to my room and we'll...get started." God, that sounded sleazy. I made myself want to take a shower.
As I moved towards the door, Bella called me back.
"Edward? Can't you just kiss me, tonight?"
Christ, this girl. "Um, okay."
Once again I sat on the edge of the bed. Bella's big, brown eyes stared into mine. Her milky skin was covered in goosebumps, and she was trembling a little.
"Hey. We don't have to do anything." I ran my index finger down along her jawline, and her eyes fluttered closed.
"No, I—I want to, Edward. It just that I've wanted this—you—for so long, and now I'm finally going to have you."
She seemed truly excited at the prospect of 'having me'. Who was I to deny her?
Cupping my hand around the back of her neck, I pulled her closer as I moved towards her, licking my lips. She copied me, and a second later our mouths met. I took her top lip gently between mine, prompting her to make the sexiest sound in her throat. I flicked my tongue against her lips and she moaned, opening enough for me to slip it inside. Her hands flew to my hair as she continued making the hottest little mewling noises.Judging by the way she followed my lead I was pretty sure I was her first kiss, and the thought made me fucking crazy. Imagine all the other firsts...
Panting loudly I came to my senses and backed away, running a hand through my hair. "Okay, I think that's enough for tonight. I'm going to sleep downstairs. You can stay here."
After pressing a kiss to her forehead I turned to go. "Oh—do you have something else to wear? You'll have a hard time explaining that—ˮ I gestured to the dead fucking sexy black lace getup she had on—"to Alice."
Nodding, Bella pointed to a small pile of clothing in the corner. Had I rendered her speechless?
"Okay. Well, good-night, Bella."
"Good-night, Edward. And thank you."
As much as I felt like I should be fist-pumping the whole situation, hearing her thank me for what we were about to embark on only served to make me feel shitty. Exactly what had I been thinking when I agreed to this?
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I wasn't sure whether I should thank my parents or curse them for asking me to come home for spring break. Dad was taking mom on a cruise for their twenty-fifth anniversary, and since the high school had their spring break the same week as mine, he'd asked if I would mind spending it at home with Alice. It made them feel better knowing that Alice wouldn't be alone. Not that she would have been, anyway. She and Jasper had been dating for a year; he'd be back in Forks tomorrow and he and Alice would undoubtedly be holed up in her room for a good part of the week. Which would leave Bella and me lots of free time to do...whatever it was we were doing. The guilt that I kept trying to push away kept me from examining it too closely.
If all went as planned, Bella and I would have our first...meeting? rendezvous? tryst?...tomorrow night. I wanted her to feel comfortable and to trust that I had the situation under control and would take care of her. I did something I'd never really bothered doing before for a girl and cleaned my room, washing the sheets and making the bed. I bought condoms, even though I didn't anticipate needing them just yet, and a small bottle of lube, just in case.
I wanted to get to know Bella as more than my sister's best friend and the girl who'd been chasing after me for years. I figured I'd order takeout and we could watch a movie until Alice and Jasper went up to her room. When Bella was ready, I'd take her upstairs and we'd see where things went. I would lead, but I wasn't going to push.
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Alice and Jasper were all over each other the minute we got back from the bus station. I smirked, amazed at how easy it would be to get Bella alone in my room. We likely wouldn't even have to pretend to be 'hanging out'; from the looks of things, Alice and Jasper would be busy for the rest of the day and night.
The four of us ordered takeout later in the evening. I saw Bella with new eyes as she talked and laughed with my sister and Jasper. She was sweet and funny, not the pesty, annoyingly flirty girl who shadowed me with determination that I'd come to know.
Sure enough, Alice and Jasper disappeared quickly after dinner, not even bothering to make excuses. Jasper winked, laughed and said, "Have fun, kids."
We all knew what they were going to be doing. They had no idea what Bella and I would be up to, though.
We waited for about half an hour before heading upstairs. Once inside my room, I locked the door and turned to see Bella looking around with a small smile. She'd noticed my efforts. In addition to cleaning and making the bed I'd placed one of my mother's pillar candles on the night table and brought up a couple bottles of water.
I stepped up beside her and gently massaged her shoulders. "Hi."
Her voice was low and breathy. "Hi."
"I want you to promise me, Bella, that if you want to stop at any time or don't like something we do, you'll tell me immediately. I won't be upset. In fact, if you decide you want to call the whole thing off that's okay, too. I need you to be honest with me."
Of course, I would fucking hate it if Bella called things off now, or God forbid, at some point further down the line. But I wasn't the type who would ever pressure a girl into doing things. I wanted my women eager and willing, and Bella had certainly presented herself as such, even if she seemed a little nervous now.
"Okay, Edward. I promise."
"Good. Thank you." I kissed her nose, and then a horrible, ball-shriveling thought popped into my head.
"Where does Charlie think you are tonight, Bella?" Bella's dad was the Chief of Police, and as such he often worked long hours, including nights. He knew and trusted my parents and was glad that Bella had a safe place to stay when he wasn't around.
She smiled and shyly ran her finger along my hairline and down my sideburn. "His deputy's wife had a baby, so he's working some extra hours to cover for him. He's working the overnight tonight, and probably a few other nights this week and next. He knows I'm here."
Okay, this was good. As long as we got Bella downstairs and on the couch, where she would ostensibly be sleeping, before Alice was up, we were fine. No one would be the wiser. Normally Bella slept in Alice's room, but with Jasper here...yeah. The couch it was.
I blew out a breath, relieved. "Okay, I think we're covered. I'm going to set the alarm on my phone in case we fall asleep. You need to be downstairs when Alice and Jasper emerge from their love bubble."
Bella giggled. "Okay." Her face turned serious. "As long as I get to spend most of the night with you."
I smiled, oddly touched by her open eagerness to be with me. "Okay, well. We should get comfortable, I guess. Um, do you want to go into the bathroom to change, or...?"
"No, it's okay. I can change here." She gestured to her small overnight bag.
I shrugged. "Okay."
As I unbuttoned my shirt I glanced at Bella. She stood there, blushing and watching me, then turned her back and lifted her sweater over her head. Seeing that she was a little uncomfortable I turned, too, and undressed down to my grey boxer briefs. I walked over to my dresser and fiddled with the loose change and miscellaneous crap that littered the top of it to give her a little more time, then lit the pillar candle.
When I finally turned around she was just pulling a pretty pale aqua tank over her head. The matching boy-shorts stopped just short of the curve of her ass and were trimmed in lace. I walked towards her, expecting her to turn, but she didn't. I reached out and ran my hands up and down her arms, moving down to her hands and entwining our fingers after a few passes. I could feel her body slowly relax from its stiff posture.
"You're so beautiful, Bella." I wasn't just feeding her some lame line, because I meant it. She really was beautiful.
"Thank you."
I moved my hand up to brush her long, chestnut hair off her shoulder. Leaning down, I whispered, "Can I kiss you?"
She turned in my arms then, looking up into my eyes. "Yes. Please, Edward."
I could feel myself hardening, and I groaned inwardly. Please don't say please every time I ask permission to touch you. There was something so hot about a woman pleading to be kissed, touched, fucked...if Bella kept that up it was going to be really goddamned hard to go slow. And going slow was the plan.
"Come here." I led her to my bed and gently eased us both down until we were lying on our sides, facing one another. Brushing her hair back off her face I leaned in and pressed light, teasing kisses all over her mouth. Bella moaned quietly and when she got fed up with my teasing she tentatively opened her mouth and ran her tongue along my upper lip. I immediately opened up to her, letting her explore and figure out what felt good. It didn't take long for kissing to turn into a full-on make-out session, with Bella's body pressed up against mine. She jerked back for a moment when she felt my hard-on, but quickly moved back and hooked her leg over my hip, gasping when she rolled her hips against me.
"That's it, baby. Does that feel good?" I took her moan as a yes.
Slowly I let my hand drift towards her breast. Using the tip of my finger I traced around and around it, only moving in towards the nipple when Bella pushed her chest into my hand.
"Bella, can I kiss you here?" I squeezed her breast for clarification.
She broke our kiss to nod her head. I pushed her gently on to her back, positioning myself alongside her. "You okay?"
"Yeah."
I tickled her belly lightly, making her giggle breathlessly, then slid my fingers under the hem of her tank and began pushing it up. When I reached the underside of her breast I paused, then slowly revealed her perfect, round little tits. Groaning, I lowered my head and sucked one of her deep pink nipples into my mouth.
Bella's hands were buried in my hair, holding me in place. Not that I was going anywhere. I was perfectly happy right where I was, in tit heaven.
Bella's leg brushed against my cock and I sucked air through my teeth. I was desperate to be touched, to come, but it was too soon. Reluctantly I left Bella's chest and flopped onto my back beside her. When she looked at me with concern, I grinned. "Sorry. I have to cool down a little or it's going to be all over. For me, at least."
She nodded and timidly put her hand on my chest, as if she were afraid I would stop her. She dragged her fingers through the hair there, then slowly made her way down my abdomen. I covered her hand with mine when she got to the waistband of my boxers.
"Not that I don't want you to touch me, but let's just catch our breath for a minute, yeah?"
As we lay there my mind was replaying the scenario that had gotten us here in the first place. "Bella, the other night, when I came home and you were in my bed—that took balls. The way you were dressed, your confidence...what made you do it? How did you know I wouldn't kick you out of my room or call Alice to come and get you?"
She blushed. I loved the way the color infused her cheeks, then her neck and chest.
She spoke so quietly I had to pull her closer to hear. Yep, that's it. She was practically on top of me because I was having trouble hearing her.
"I'd been crushing on you for so long, Edward. The last couple years, it was more than just thinking you were cute, it was more of a total attraction. I know I made a pest of myself, but I felt like I had to do something to get your attention, like I ached for you to notice me. I guess I made a fool out of myself, but I didn't care. I wanted you to see me as more than your little sister's best friend.
"Alice told me you were coming home this week, and I knew Charlie would be working a lot, so...it just seemed like the perfect time. It kind of came together at the last minute. When you went out on Friday night, I got the idea to wait for you. And—ˮ she looked at me with trepidation—"I had some help. With getting ready, and, um, moral support, I guess."
Okay, now I was confused. "What do you mean, help?"
Looking into my eyes, Bella whispered, "Alice knows what we're doing, Edward. She, uh, encouraged me to 'go after what I wanted', in her words."
Fuck.
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