Hi again!
So the second chapter is here.
I've been pacing back and forth of the room for a couple of hours. My heart's beating so loud, anticipating Stefans decision if he would let Damon stay with us.
When I can't take it anymore, I went out of the room and eavesdrop at them at the Salvatore study room.
"It's selfish! You are selfish Damon." Stefan shouted.
"you know I am. And you owe me this one. I didn't say a word for 8 months, I wouldn't say it now." Damon explained. 8 months? They haven't talked since my accident, so that's why I haven't seen him yet. I told myself. I can tell he's winning this fight. Stefan is a good hearted man and I know he can't let his brother go. "I just need closure. I need to see her and make sure I've done the right thing" my heart stop. He has someone, my heart broke a little like during my dreams.
He has someone elena. Wake up. I told myself.
It's insane right? Thinking about him when i know i'm getting married in four months. Am i that selfish?
The study door suddenly burst open and I get startled. I saw Damon and when he saw me, he look dead serious.
"are you eavesdropping?" he hissed. He grabbed my arm and he look so angry. "how long have you been here?"
"I., I., I... I'm not" I suddenly got scared. He's definitely mad and I'm in a hell of trouble.
"Stefan!" he called. Stefan came out of the room concerned rather than mad. He look at Damon and at me. When he finally process that I've been eavesdroppin, his eyes got scared. I just don't know why and what he is afraid of. "tell your little girlfriend to mind her own business." he angrily told stefan instead of me. Stefan nodded. He's not even looking at me anymore, he look disgusted and I feel shy. He turned to me and whispered to my ear "you don't want to know me. I'm wrong for you" my eyes got wild. Arrogant ass! How did he knew that I'm into him. I followed him with my eyes as he went to the room across ours until he shut the door loud.
"He's staying with us for a couple of weeks. He's my brother, he owned half this place so I can't tell him no" Stefan explained. I nod.
Im not sure if Im mad at Damon because of what he told me or because I just heard that he have someone special who isn't me.
Stefan went out the next day to attend a business meeting. It is at the town next to this and he'll be home late. He hates the fact that I will be home alone with Damon the whole day. He asked me to go with him but I said no. I still need to finish my summer catalog and send it to Caroline, my boss for further approval.
Luckily for me, Damon hasn't left his room since last night. I spend most of the day drawing and making sketches at the viranda. I love doing this, and I also love painting but Stefan told me I wouldn't achieve anything so I stopped.
"You still look amazing when you draw" Damon said from behind. His eyes full of pasion and desire, just like in my dreams. I eyed him, unable to remember when he saw me doing this.
"You saw me do this?" i asked. Still eyeing him curiously. Not removin my gaze to him. He look stunned by my question more on he looked like he regretted saying that to me.
"Yes. Back during your college years with Stefan" he looked away and fixed his gaze to the vineyard.
"We've met before?" I'm now eager to know more. Maybe my dreams are not just dreams but my subconscious telling me I need to know more.
"Yes." then he turned his back and left me at the viranda.
What is that about? Who is he? Who the hell is he in my past? I asked myself.
So there it is. I still need to make Elena fight her way to remember things. This time, Damon will be the one being pursued. Sorry if theres no romance yet. I need to do more build up for the storyline.
Love you guys.