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She didn't feel any remorse for leaving Tan. Her life, her happiness was more important than anybody. What is the point in giving someone happiness when you're full of sadness?
She once loved Kim Tan fiercely. But now the spark was gone. You can't lit a fire without its spark. You just can't. And she couldn't pretend anymore to be happy, when she truly wasn't.
Eun Sang only wished that he won't make things difficult for her, by looking for her, and begging her return. She'd never return there. What prisoner wishes to go back to prison, to hell?
Kim Tan was almost never at home, his father hated her with all of his might and his mother mostly ignored her. She wasn't welcomed in that house and she knew it. Eun Sang knew from the beginning that moving into Tan's house would be hard and painful. But she did it anyway. She did it for him.
Now the time has come for her to do something for herself.
And the first thing she wanted to do to make herself happy, was to see the man she craved after, for almost 2 years.
Eun Sang and Kim Tan have been together for three years. Even thought she regretted slightly the decision of choosing Tan, she tried to love him more, to wish him more.
It's been like that for a year. For a year, everything was perfect, and they were the happiest people. After a year, the distance between them grew more and they would fight whenever he would return home.
At that time she heard from Lee Bo Na that Choi Young Do had found his mother. She felt really happy for him. At least one good thing had happened to him. He suffered so much, with a missing mother, a lost friend and an abusive father. And then she rejected his feelings.
He must've been through so much, and he was all by himself. With no one to encourage him, with no one to offer him a warm hug.
Since then, she would find herself thinking about him more and more. She would ask Bo Na or Myung Soo about his well-being. She felt really sad hearing that he never asked about her.
It was to be expected since he was the one who asked her to forget about his existence.
It's weird, you know? The way she detested him at the beginning, and wished him nothing but to be hurt and suffer… and now… when the night came and she will pray to God for her and her mother's happiness, she would also ask God to take care of Young Do, to keep him out of troubles… and maybe, just maybe, one day to accept her feelings.
What if they would've met first? Would things be different? Would he be different? How about her?
What if he would've admitted his feeling for her sooner and she would've had more time to consider him? Would she look past his bad side and into his soul, where the real him was?
Strange questions ran through her mind at a high-speed.
But what if his love for her is long gone? Will she be able to make him fall in love with her again? Would she be able to make him look into her direction again?
She wasn't going to wait anymore and think about all those 'what ifs'. One thing was for sure. She wanted to be part of his life more than ever. Even though she hasn't seen him for three years, her heart raced at an incredible speed whenever his name popped up in her mind.
She stepped out of her car and looked up and down at the immense building in front of her. Zeus Hotel.
She was here now, there was no turning back. It was now or never. If today he will ignore her or tell her to go away, then that's what she's going to do.
Don't you think this is the correct thing to do? To go away when one asks you?
No.
She'll be damned if she'll just turn around and leave at his command.
She'll stay right there in front of him and only leave hands in hands with him.
With confident steps, Cha Eun Sang entered the building. The people inside weren't looking at her the way they did three years ago when Young Do had forced her to come. She wasn't dressed in cheap and ugly clothes. She was a woman now. A beautiful and confident woman.
Even though she sometimes wishes to go back to the times when she felt the most confident in her cheap clothes, she can't turn back the time. That's impossible, unfortunately.
She knew Young Do's suite number from Myung Soo. He was more than happy to give it to her.
When she arrived she stopped and stared at the wooden door. This is it. The greatest moment.
Raising one hand she knocked on the door and looked straight ahead, ready to face whatever was going to happen.
The door swung open sooner than she expected and in front of her stood the most beautiful man she had ever seen. He was handsome, tall, and what she ever wished.
He changed so much. Choi Young Do she remembered was far from the man in front of her. This person was not the silly bad boy she used to know.
This person was a smoking hot badass whom she could see herself running away from the police with.
Without a second though she said "Young Do, do you want to do bad stuff together?"