Author note: Thank you people so much for leaving such nice and helpful reviews. Now as regarding this chapter it won't be the most technically sound chapter but that's because I've been working really hard on planning out and writing chapter three. I'm shooting to have chapter three up by Sunday but if not it'll be up on Monday. For now just sit back and enjoy chapter two.
Nick' Pov
I snap my fingers in their face as the two love bunnies are obviously star stuck by my awesomeness. "Earth to bunnies, I asked what flavor you two got" I take another bite out of my slow melting ice cream.
Judy shakes her head snapping out of her funk "We got uhh Carrot, would you like to try some" she holds her cold dessert out to Nick. Her hand trembling from being scared and nervous about what was about to happen.
" Oh really sure, I'd love too" I say as I set down my blueberry ice cream and grab the carrot flavored one out of Judy's hand. I take long look at it including the two straws inside, I give the two of them a reassuring smile. The two of them give me some pretty pathetic smiles. Nodding slowly my smiles goes away to an eventually emotionless face. I take their ice cream shake and I throw it against the wall, suddenly the ice cream shop goes silent when everyone hears the glass shattering. I think to myself..." What to do, what to do. I can either go off on them or just walk away." I sigh loudly and as I'm about to speak Judy interrupts me
"Nick I know this looks really bad, but it's not what it looks like. We were just having some ice cream, no need to lose your muzzle over this" she gasps as she puts her hands over her months realizing what she bad just said
At that moment the thought of me just walking away was gone. She knew it was coming so I might as well let it out.
"Muzzled" I say at first calmly..."Muzzled! You tell me about that and here you are sitting in some rabbits lap eating fucking ice cream" I say now completely enraged at Judy's rude and spiteful comments. I then notice Judy start to lightly sob into Zach's chest as he holds her in his arms.
Judy looks up and wipes her eyes ridding her face of her tears. "Nick you're my best friend and you and I had something special but you're a fox and I'm a rabbit. I want kids...I want a family." she says sure of herself. "It's not biologically possible for us to have kids. But with Zach I can have all those things in my life, like kids and grandkids."
"There you go about biology again, you know how much bullshit comes out of your mouth. Guess what I know we can't have kids but guess what we can adopt and have a family with kids who we'll love just as much as any other kid." I say poring my heart out forgetting about trying to let them get to me. "Judy I love you, I really do but now I guess it's the best if I'm not your partner anymore...ever"
"Nick just because..." She tries to win me back but I cut her off
"Save the bullshit Judy" I say decisively, I'm still not used to saying her first name like this. I start to pace back and forth in front of them as I think about a decision that could change my life forever. I take off my badge and hold it in my hand in front of Judy and Zach
"Judy let Chief know that I won't be at work tomorrow" I turn around while the two of them are in complete shock at what I had just said. Right before I leave the store I look down and see the now almost completely melted Carrot flavored ice cream and I drop my badge in it. With that I walk out of the store and a part of my life is left on there to melt like the ice cream that's in it.
Thinking about what to do next I decide to walk to my apartment. After about a five minute walk I get to my house and I open my door to see my relatively clean apartment. I sigh as in turn on the lights and I look over and see several pictures of Judy and I together. "Such good memories" I say as I walk to my closet and grab my baseball bat and walk back over to the picture shelf... I swing my bat at the shelf with all my anger and might. After a few minutes of destroying my past I back up and see what used to be my ZPD memories now lies in ruins.
"That feels so much better" I say as I take a good long look at my handy work. I walk into the kitchen and open my fridge to see a bottle of carrot juice that Judy had left there. "Oh no she left her carrot juice in my fridge how will she love without it." I take the bottle and smash it against the fridge with glass going everywhere. I take a look at my hand when I feel a small but sudden jolt of pain in my hand. I managed to get a piece of glass stuck in there.
"You're not even here but yet you still hurt me." I pull the shard of glass out of my hand, a little blood comes out but I wrap it up with some goz that I got from the ZPD medical sector. Once I fixed up my hand I made my way to the couch and plopped right on it. "Ok...ok, I know Judy will try to come to my apartment to talk me out of quitting the force. I wish I could just leave this life behind and be free from all of this. If only I could fake my death." At that very moment a little light bulb went above my head as I had the perfect idea.
"You know what Judy Hopps, if you wanna break my heart. I'll just break yours worse, but I won't be giving my life to someone else. I'm going to pretend to take my own." With that I grabbed one of my backpacks and put some supplies including money and food. I left out my credit cards so they won't get traced to me (Author Note: I know phones can be traced but there is a reason later on in the story of why he has it.) I take some lighter fuel from my work closet and I just pour it everywhere in my apartment. Before I light this place up I make sure to cover my trace. I walked outside and take out the street camera and I take out the Apartments cameras so I'm not discovered. With those precautionary measures taken I decide to finish out my plan to fake my death and I grab a match out of a dresser door.
"Oh how silly of me I forgot to leave you my special goodbye note" I then walk put to my car and set my note inside the window so in doesn't burn up in the fire. The note read...
Dear Judy
I've been wanting to let you know that I'm sorry, sorry that I was so stupid to think that this relationship wouldn't work. I was completely blind, but hey you shouldn't worry about babies because now you have a wonderful rabbit that after one day you can fuck him and have the biggest family possible. Don't worry though, I'll be fine. If you don't see this note in your mail before you watch the news or hear from anybody. I just want you to know that there's nowhere else that I want to be with or nobody else that I want to share my life with than you...What am I saying this bullcrap for, I'm going to kill myself in a blaze of glory. Have fun thinking about me while having babies...YOU FUCKING CUNT.
Sincerely, Nick Wilde
P.S. The carrot flavored ice cream tasted like ass
I put the letter in the mail and had it sent to her apartment. With that I took the lighter and tossed it onto the lighter fuel in what will be my old, burnt up apartment. I walked out of the Burning apartment and put on my earbuds playing This Is The Time by: Nothing More (If you haven't heard of this hand check them out. They're amazing) I start walking down the road as I now know that I'm leaving Zootopia all together. Now with a plan on leaving Zootopia I walk off into the night with the glimmer of the now burning apartment slowing fading the further along I go.
"Goodbye Judy"
Author Note: I know some of you want a long chapter but I've been working on chapter 3 for about 4 days now and it's a long one. So with that said please leave a review and tell me what you want to see in the story and what you liked and disliked about this chapter. With that I will see you guys and gals in the next chapter.
