*/Authors note: I dont own anything. This is a RusAme or AmeRus OPT Challenge for 30 day. Today is Day Two: Cuddling Somewhere, tomarrow is Day Three: Gaming/ Watching a movie, then next is Day Four: On a date, finally for now Day Five: Kissing. But for now lets get to day two. July 31 is a surprise and you will find out later~! 3 Nor Do I Own Music (Dont own music!)!
Day Two: Cuddling Somewhere
So today Russia or known as Ivan ,in anywhere but meetings, but anyways I was driving us home well more like a hotel but still home. As we drive I turned on the radio to hear Brave by Sara Bareilles which was beautiful. I was still on the highway until an idea hit me.
"You can be amazing, You can turn a pharse into a weapon or a drug.." Which I turned onto one of those highways to soon turn into a dirt road. I still drive down for a good mile or two which I noticed Russia looking a bit relaxed but confused. I snapped out and return to the road and saw another turn which lead into a grassy field. I smiled remembering this field.
"You can be the outcast, Or be the backlash of somebody's lack of love..." I quietly hummed the song until Russia sung to the song. His voice was low and again not to low but not to high either. It was perfect in my opioion as I still drove towards the field. I put the car into park which I noticed his stare. I smiled at him as he spoke. "So what now America?" I felt myself melt into his words. I gain enough to speak "I say we can dance and lay out until night comes?" which he nod at the idea and smile.
"Or you can start speaking up, Nothing's gonna hurt you the way that words do, And they settle 'neath your skin.." So we exited the black with green stripped mustange car to the cool breaze rushed onto our face, greeting us happily. We weren't to far from the car until I noticed it was still too low for either of us could hear. So I rushed back to the car and moved the nob to increase the volume from 19 to 39 which I hurriedly came back to Russia's side and we stood there in a gasp.
The feild was as beautiful as the day when England met me, took me in as a brother. When I betrayed him because of my people, the day of Civil war. The day when rain hit the blood stained dirt of thousand humans against humans. The wars, the pain, the hurt, the lost, the blank staires of nothing. Then a black hand came across my face. I didnt noticed my vision blurred as I stand there remembering the pain I caused because of my people. I nearly jumped from this, when a soft voice enter my thoughts. "Why so sad moy malen'kiy podsolnukh?*" I couldnt help but smile sadly at this.
"Kept on the inside, And no sunlight, Sometimes a shadow wins.." Days I've been down after that battle. That battle that showed more pain than anything else. Almost milions had suffered from this and yet they made it happened. When I try to talk to him it, makes my heart die without a beat. I know I dont need to suffer but I am a nation and nations do suffer more than people. We dealt with pain, loneliness, and several hings before but this was more of the pain I could handle. I didnt realized I was hugging Ivan as I cry on his chest. Dang I hate being small, I hate feeling this pain, I hate why we dealt with the pain. I hate it! Maybe thats the reason me and Russia are the same. We dealt with pain, we suffer from pain, we get called on because we might be stupid or scary from our personallity.
"But I wonder what would happen if you.." Why cant we burn it into the ground? Why cant we destory our memory? I hate thinking too much it hurts. Softly Russia put my toes onto his toes and we technically danced. Man did I mention Russia is amazing and awesome at dancing. I remember the time when we went into the 'Roller Zone'* or roller blading* in there and it was a dancing/roller skating dance. Which I remind you that was awesome! And there was guys dancing with guys and girls. Girls dancing with girls. So surprisingly enough we blend in with the crowd.
"SAY what you WANNA say! And let the words FALL out.." If only I could talk to him about my pain. If only I could talk about my brothers pain, my father's pain, and and... ugggg! I cant do this anymore I need to spill the beans on him. "Hey, ummm... sweetheart..." Wait was that my southern accent?! Dang it! Aruggggg... why must you be the first to talk? Just enjoy it for now, the silence the sweet music, the soft breeze... okay maybe not today how about anyother day? yeah another day not today. "Da*? Whats wrong America?" his soft smoothing voice again is melting me even more. I smile from his words "Did I ever mention your amazing an awesome at dancing like a pro?". I got off his feet and dance the same way he did which was... the walts? Maybe? No matter.
"Honestly I WANNA see YOU be BRAVE.." softly he smiled and giggled the most childish way he knew how to sort of speak. Soon he spoke "HeT* you have not." I let a low but a good laugh out which made me better that Russia knows how to make me laugh. "You know I would made this 20% more cooler, right? Oh yeah, I asked Kiku to hand me the new game when its done. I hope you like games, right?" While we were dancing I noticed someone in the bushes but I shruged it off. It could've been a deer or a rabbit. No matter again.
"With what you want to say! And let the words fall out.." Weirdly I was thristy but I didnt want to ruin our dance I could tell that Russia was thristy? Thats a little weird, no matter which bothered me a little more but I kept our eyes together. His bright beautiful purple like eyes. It reminds my of the feeling of flowers, the smell of flowers... wait why the smell of flowers? Oh right field, flowers, hay and grass. Hehe stupid me pfff... you are a little dizzy maybe a little rest wouldnt hurt you. "Hey Russia? Are you thirsty?" He seemed a little shocked until he nod his head. I smiled at him which we stop dancing, we were basically spinning around in circles, and head to the car. But with me being dizzy it wasnt going to happen. And of course I started to laugh as we both seemed to fall down.
"Honestly I WANNA see YOU be BRAVE.." It seemed there was a hill and we were on the tip of it which we both rolled down and I couldnt help but laugh at this. After a good minute we both looked into each others eyes and I noticed that I was on top of Russia which I couldnt help but laugh again. Which he laughed with me. I try to get off until I noticed Russia holding me down. "Hey Rus-" I was interrupted by a kiss. A very drug like kiss, man I could feel my spine shiver and shake to every bone I have. Which this feel good.
"Everbody's been there, Everybody's been stared down, By the enemy.." We stayed like that for a good two to three minutes. Man that kiss felt exciting. I swiftly noticed the sun going down in the horizion. It was a beautiful orange, red, and thousand other colors. Then finally we agreed to move to higher grounds to watch the sunset which is still beautiful but not as amazing as Russia by your side whispering somethings in russian. Which surprisingly he is a little over the top awesome. At least were not drunk or other wise I would've kick his ass in drinking contest. Hehehe I need to do that to him one day.
"Fallen for the fear, And done some disappearing, Bow down to the mighty.." As the sun dies we grab some items from the tunck and placed them there and watched the sun sink even lower as the moon rise. We smiled as the warm breeze blew across the grass. Soon fireflies started to appear as well as the stars. Soon I we were into each others arms and watching and pointing out stars. Basically star gazing which sets the mood to calm and loving. Which we layed for a good two hours until we start moving out of the area to our hotel. When we got in Russia gentally grabs my face and kissed me again.
~~~~~~The End...?~~~~~~
*moy malen'kiy podsolnukh? = my little sunflower? (Russian)
'Roller Zone' = Roller Skating pleace and also a dancing place
roller skating = where you wear these weird shoes and that have wheels on them. Dang you dont need a car just put some boost rockets on it and BAM! you have your car roller skating everywhere!
Da? = Yes?
HeT = No (mind to correct me if spelled or typed wrongly)
Authors note: Sorry for this being late T^T and if you can pull out some things that speak to you then tell me. Because I will tell you if your right~ :D I pulled a few things on here like songs, videos, and stuff :D
