It has been what has felt like months that Dan has done absolutely nothing. But Phil, on the other hand, would make weekly vlogs, but we have yet to see the person who pulled Dan and Phil away from each other. Phil would still do his live shows but Dan hasn't been on the internet for so long who knows what he is up to. To make sure he is fine we get updates from other people who know Dan.
Someone asked Phil during one of his live shows, what made him want another friend besides Dan. and he said "Because all Dan did was sit in the flat on his laptop or editing a video. Of course eating, but I just felt bad every time I left or wanted to do something because he would never want to to out. So, I was stuck home, going mad. So I wanted a friend in london that I could hang out with when Dan didn't. But I may have been a good idea that I used a dating website to find a friend because I found someone more than a friend!" I almost wanted to choke him! Just because he decided to use a dating website he has almost split up the whole Phandom. And what makes it worse is I could imagine Dan watching and hearing that and cry because he never realized that. I can see Dan every vlog Phil did would make him cry wondering where he went wrong. I wonder if Phil even consider that Dan would be heartbroken.
6 months after Phil had left Dan made a video stating how he was doing. "It was hard at first but I think I have slowly warmed up to it. He must have had a good reason not to tell me anything. Cause I kept secrets from him. I would understand" all of it seemed like a lie. He didn't see any part warmed up to not having Phil with him, he sounded like he had no secrets from Phil, and he still doesn't understand. "I wonder if he is watching? Phil if you are watching, hello." his face showed sadness even though his words seem to say he was fine. It had a cut scene. I wonder if he broke down but didn't want to show it on camera. "Phil, also I want to meet your," he swallowed and cut to him saying "wife. She seems nice. And I hope every one of you have as a wonderful as a day as I have been having! Ad see you!" that whole video was to tell us he was fine but showed he was hurt.
And what makes it worse is that I think Phil isn't on the internet that much anymore, just to upload videos. So he probably will never see Dan's video. With weekly vlogs and Dan slowly returning to the internet it became a year after Dan's last video. Phil posted a video called We have a surprise! And the video was him announcing that him and his wife had a baby girl. Guess this is a serious relationship. Dan tweeted Phil " AmazingPhil congratulations of the new addition to the family. You will make a wonderful dad!" but I could almost hear the sadness in his voice, even though it was just text. But Phil never noticed it, at all. I wonder if Phil knew what he was doing. Again, Dan wasn't online for a while after that. "I will never leave you, nothing is going to make me leave you, ever." Phil sayed in the video. I wanted to comfort him. It has been a year but Dan and Phil were together for 20 years and Phil left without saying goodbye. Since Ph is never on the internet now he must have never seen how many times Dan has tweeted him, emailed him, messaged him, or tagged him or any other times Dan has tried to get into touch with Phil. I Wonder if Phil meant to or if he "just so happens" that he never sees the notifications. I wonder if Phil means to hurt Dan, cause if so, he is tearing him to shreds. With everything Dan tweeted it was easy to see that Dan was not happy in the slightest, and was breaking every time Phil never noticed him.
Dan's live shows began to become 20 minutes long, if there was any. Someone asked how long has it been since he talked to Phil. Dan laughed almost like it was a joke and ended the show. We knew that he was hurting, but failed to hide it. We all tried to tell Phil to talk to Dan, but the only reason he is ever on the internet is to post a video, it was almost impossible. I wish we knew why he never talks to Dan anymore.
One video Phil posted stated why he left, but more in depth. "Dan got boring! Imagine a cat, but makes money and is in electronics all the time. He was also dark, like he walked into the room and the sun ran away. His sunshine wanted another sun to hang out with, so I found one. Why should I be miserable for someone who probably didn't even noticed you left because he didn't look up from the screen?" guess who hasn't been watching Dan's videos. "the night and dark should never meet again!" and with that it ended.
Dan made one last video. "thank you all. You made me who I am today. Without you I would be a sad lawyer right now and using memes as evidence." he laughed a sad laugh. "I am going to be away for awhile. Uhm, I just, uhm, there is a lot of things, uhm, going on, so I am going to take a step back till I can figure, uhm, some things. So, uhm, yay. Hope to see you soon."
Something happened after about a month, Phil was doing videos with Dan. Yes he was still married to the wife but they still made videos. It did seem like Dan was holding something back during the videos, it being tears or something else who knows. But things got back to normal mostly. Yes, things changed but it seemed to maybe something better, but who really knows?