Disclaimer: AgainI don't own LWD or the song.
A/N: So this is a second chapter thing. This song is Make You Love Me by Kaci Brown. If you guys like I might keep adding chapters so let me know.
Can't walk down the street
Can't sit in my room
Can't close my eyes
Without thinking of you
Can't smell a rose
Can't look at the moon
Can't take a breath
Without missing you
Derek stared up at the ceiling of his room. He listened to Casey move around her room. Ever since he heard Casey say Derek was only her friend he felt……
But that's just it he felt pain, hurt, confusion? It didn't make sense its CASEY!! Sighing he rolled over and stared at the wall separating their rooms.
What was going on? He had been in a fog for days now. He couldn't be feeling things for Casey. Yet ever since that night life just was empty.
Derek didn't enjoy anything he used to. Playing his guitar, teasing Casey, even playing with Marti wasn't enjoyable. How could CASEY do all that to HIM?
It's such a beautiful thing
But it doesn't make sense
Without you babe
If I could I would make you love me
If I could I would leave this place
I'm the one who could make you happy
I try so hard but I can't walk away
Derek listened closely to the noise coming out of Casey's room. Tears. Great.
She was probably crying about one of her stupid boyfriends. They all were stupid even Sam. But Max was the worst. Ugh why am I complaining about her boyfriends??
Derek punched his pillow and turned away from the wall. If he could change everything he would. Right now he wouldn't be awake having his heart wrenched out by two different girls.
Kendra. What was he going to do? He felt serious about Kendra yet she just ended it. He hurt but Casey understood and didn't even try to say he would be ok. She just got it.
Was that why he??? Nah, Casey was a weirdo. I mean look at how she's been acting for the past few days. Klutzilla and Spacey had returned. Ugh he should talk to her. Shouldn't he?
Why can't you be here
Why did you leave
Is it my fault
You don't love me
Why do I cry
Why don't you call
Why does it seem
You don't care at all
The Next Morning
Derek was up early for the weekend. Casey was just sitting on the couch watching TV.
"So…." Derek said sitting down in his chair. Casey glanced at him and shrugged. Annoyed that he didn't even matter that much Derek picked a fight.
"Remote." Casey looked at him.
"What?" she asked incredulously.
"You heard me remote." Derek said waiting for her to hand it over. But really hoping for a fight.
"Uh, I don't think so." Casey scoffed.
"Casey…" Growled Derek. She just rolled her eyes. What was with her a perfectly good opportunity for a fight and she passes it up.
"Alright what is with you?" Derek snapped getting up and turning the TV off.
"What?" Casey stared at him. He just paced in front of her.
"God Casey what's going on you have been acting……..not you-ish!" yelled Derek.
"Umm not you-ish isn't a word. And I have been acting like me." She yelled back before storming up to her room.
Good job Derek, he told himself sarcastically.
You don't feel a thing
I don't understand
Why I need you babe
I'm the one who could make you happy
I try so hard but I can't walk away
That Night
Derek and Casey had avoided each other all day. It was all her fault, she just gets me so…..so confused. I mean any guy would feel the same. After all she had been sending mixed signals.
Wait, did I just? I am reading into Casey's actions way too much. But what was with the acting sort of nice-ish to me and maybe even getting more than brotherly affection. Then just saying oh he's my brother. Was she trying to play with me.
Derek closed his eyes. He maybe might have almost admitted he had more than sibling feelings for Casey. AHHHHHH! What is going on?
And how can after sending all those sign just bat her eyelashes and say there's nothing. Groaning Derek turned in his bed once again. If only he could show her that he would never hurt her.
Sighing Derek turned again and stared at the ceiling just like the night before. If he could he would make himself forget her. Damnit!
Derek pushed the covers off his body and started pacing around his room. Casey made him so frustrated.
His door creaked open. He turned expecting to see Marti. It was Casey.
"I heard you pacing." She said standing shyly in the door way.
He stared at her. He wanted her to go away. But more than that he wanted her to stay and talk to him and comfort him. Who was he kidding he wanted her?
"Kendra?" she asked quietly never looking him in the eye.
"Yeah," he nodded. She looked up at him. He saw that mixture of feelings in her eyes.
"You'll be okay. It supposed to hurt but you'll be okay." She whispered more to herself then to him. Derek gulped and nodded.
She turned to leave. "Case?" he called out. She turned back around.
"Case, what about you?" he asked walking towards her.
"What about me?" she said a little confused. Derek was standing directly in front of her now.
"Are you ok?" He asked her looking directly into her eyes. "I mean earlier I blew up at you and you took it."
She nodded. "I just….just feel sort of weird."
"You're Casey. You're always weird." he teased. She gave a small smile.
"I'll see you in the morning Derek."
Sighing Derek closed his door and climbed into bed, only to dream about Casey.
Casey didn't go back to bed. She stood outside his door and when she heard his light snoring she whispered. "I'm not ok. I want you, Derek."
Get away get away
If I could I would make you love me
If I could I'd forget your face
I know I could make you happy
I try so hard but I can't get away
Get away from you
