Author's note: Yes I do realized that this chapter is more focused on Emma and her problem but there is still a little bit of Leo and Kara relationship in this chapter as well. So I hope that you can forgive me. Enjoy.
Seeing that puppy do eyes weren't working, Leo stopped trying to get out of having to make one of the hardest decisions of his life. After
giving Leo a few minutes to make his decision Kara yelled out "Well!" before going back to being quiet. "I choose... I choose... I choose
Kara!" Said Leo. Smiling Kara ran right up to Leo and gave him an one arm hug, but there was someone that was in the room that wasn't
all that excited to hear the news. Standing in place was a disappointed Emma who just couldn't stand watching the two continue to hug
each other, but instead of getting back at Kara, she had decided to get back at Leo for this was part of his fault that Emma was the way that
she was and so with the plan set, Emma silently made her way towards her bathroom. Closing the door, Emma took in the view of her
whole bathroom. As an anorexic, Emma didn't visit her bathroom that often except when she needed to go to the bathroom. Other then
that, the only place she really spent most of her time at was at her desk doing her homework, but during times like these, she couldn't help
but go and visit her bathroom, for there is one thing that can help her and one thing only. Her toilet. With that said it was still hard for
Emma to fully make herself throw up. Yes, as an anorexic it was easy to not eat, but to throw up was a whole different story, but to get the
hatetred and sorrow of Leo being with Kara and not her out of her mind, she needed to make herself throw up no matter how hard it may
seem. With that said, Emma took a deep breath and kneeled down. Grapping her hair with one hand and pulling it to the side, Emma took
her other hand and put her two fingers down her throat. At first she didn't feel anything and that was when she started to worry that she
wasn't doing it right but after a few minutes of keeping her two fingers at the back of her throat, she started to gag and soon had no choose
but to let what ever was trying to come out come out. (WARNING THIS WAS EVEN GROSS FOR ME TO WRITE AND I AM THE WRITER! IF
YOU DON'T WANT TO READ THE DEATIL OF WHAT EMMA HAD EATTEN FOR THAT DAY THEN PLASE SKIP THIS PART OF THE CHAPTER AND
MOVE ON TO THE PART OF THIS CHAPTER THAT HAS THE * SIGN NEXT TO IT! THANK YOU!) There was the liquid pudding that she just had
for lunch before it ended up on the floor of her bedroom. There was the liquid vitamins that her nurse had made her take for breakfast
earlier that morning. There was the water that she drink earlier that day before weigh in. After throwing up the water, Emma couldn't make
herself throw up anymore for she didn't eat/drink anything else that day, and the only other thing that she could throw up was her own
blood but knowing that she didn't want the nurses at the hospital to start worrying about her sudden change in weight loss, Emma slowly
took her fingers out of her mouth and kneeled there for a second to admire her job well done. Happy that she had finally made herself
throw up, Emma slowly stood up and flushed her negativity down the drain. Once the toilet water was once again all clear Emma walked
over to the sink and turned on the water, cupping her hands together, Emma drank the water so that she could get rid of the bad mouth
smell. Once she could tell that no bad smell was coming from her mouth Emma prepared herself to reenter her room, but nothing would
prepare her for what she was about to see. *It had to of been at least nine minutes since she had been in her room and both Leo and Kara
were still at it, but instead of standing up and holding each other while kissing the two were now sitting on Emma's bed while kissing and if
Emma hadn't already thrown up all of her food she would have done so after seeing that most disgusting and hurtful scene that was happen
inside her very own bedroom. Shameful of herself for not being good enough even after trying hard to be good enough, Emma ran right out
of her room, crying her eyes out. As she was running down one of the halls of the hospital she accidently bumped into Dr. Dolphen who was
just walking the halls waiting for her next assignment. "O, I am so sorry Dr..." Seeing the concerned look on Dr. Dolphen's face, Emma
quickly stopped herself from saying anything farther for she didn't want to give away anything of what she had just made herself do.
Getting up from the floor, Emma continued to run down the hall. Dr. Dolphen cared about the kids that were stuck here all thanks to their
illness and she would have liked to go run after the troubled teen but rules are rules and when it comes to the patients of the hospital, their
personal lives are to be kept a secret. No matter how much you care for them.
Author's note: Is it worth writing this story for someone else when you, yourself has an eating disorder, just to receive a fanfiction story about Emma and her eating disorder? Thank you for reading this chapter and please leave a review.
