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Elphaba: Chapter 1 chapter 1!

Eva: Elphaba calm down don't be excited like that!

Elphaba: Usually I'm the one who said that

Eva: Probably but here it's me so calm and let the readers start the first chapter! Oh and yeah unfortunately I don't own Wicked, it's the amazing work of people who are not me :(

See you at the end! x

I woke up around seven in the morning, two minutes before my alarm. I climbed off the bed and took my shower. I put my uniform and was careful to check if my jacket hid my wrists. I grabbed my bag and went out of the room, Glinda was still sleeping so she didn't hear me. I went to the cafeteria and grabbed an apple before going in class and waiting for the beginning of Dr Dillamond's one. I was always the first in class and always in the first row alone, oh no my bag is on the chair next to me. The bell rang and everyone arrived with too many noises.

The class started in the most normal way possible until the moment when Dr Dillamond asked me to fetch him some chalk. I opened the door and at the same moment a strange and viscous liquid splashed on me ruining my uniform. I heard everyone laughing at me.

"Miss Elphaba!" Docteur Dillamond called but I was already out.

I ran for a long long time, tears streamed down my face. I sat under the tree behind the Sucide Canal and looked at the river. It was so calm, peaceful, why my life is not like that? Sometime I wonder what I did to Lurline for this? Why am I green? Why am born?

"Elphaba!" a voice cried. I turned my head and saw Mrs Morrible and Dr Dillamond walking toward me. I wiped my tears and the liquid on my face -tried is better- and looked at them.

"What do you want?!" I asked with a tone more harsh that I wanted.

"Come with us miss, we're going to bring you to the nursery" said Morrible.

Nusery... Nursery meant examination and it meant the obligation to show my body. I suddenly stood up in front of them and put a fake smile on my face.

"Oh no I'm perfectly fine! See?" I turned on myself with a fake giggle.

"Miss Elphaba you just received a liquid on you, please let us help you" said Dillamond.

"No! No I don't need help! I don't need help from anybody! I told you that I'm fine so just let me going back to my dorm and taking a shower!" Please please please let me go!

"Fine Dear but if something happens again I'll have to take some decisions..."

"Yes Madam" I mumbled before going back to my dorm.

I threw my clothes on the ground, came in the bathroom, opened the drawer, sat under the cold water and started cutting myself... As usual I felt finally in peace... Avaric asked once if my blood was green too, sorry for him but it's a really red one; I looked at my body. Full of scars, Over the years I cut myself on my wrists, my stomach and my hips... I would love to meet someone able to see that, to see me for... me and not for Elphaba Thropp the green artichoke. Someone told me that dreams are made to be true, well not for me. I decided to get out when my lips started turning blue, I wrapped myself in a big white towel, I cleaned my new scars and did a new bandage. I went to my wardrobe and took a new uniform but unfortunately I had only one jacket -my other one has been burned at the beginning of the year- and it was a big problem. My shirt couldn't hide completely all the scars on my wrists. I hope nobody will notice a difference between the sleeves and the bandages. I pushed my old uniform under my bed, took my bag and looked at the clock. Well the History class is about to finish and I had a break of one hour before my private sorcery class with Morrible. I decided to continue my reading, I was walking toward the building and didn't pay attention to the world around me.

"WATCH OUT!" I turned my head and saw a carriage going toward me...

Elphaba: But who is it?!

Eva: Elphaba *shook her head* However in italics you'll have the fought of the characters!

I'm gonna let you at the end of each chapter which song(s) I listened while I was writing the chapter!

Here it was Because of You - Kelly Clarkson & If Ain't Got You - Alicia Keys

And sorry if it's short but I promess the next one will be longer!

Elphaba: Oh and please we do love reviews!

xoxo