A/N- Justin's POV. Not Beta'd. Any mistakes are my own.
Brian,
I can't believe you. You wake up alone and decide we need to document our time apart? Unbelievable but it's just like you to do something like this just to startle the Hell out of me. I think you are right and this could be very good for both of us.
I miss you Brian. So much already and it's only going on twenty-four hours that I have been gone. I think I am going to love New York much sooner than I thought. The energy here is amazing. So too is the light. I can't wait to rent my studio space. I have so many ideas I need to get on canvas as soon as I can. I'll need more sketch books as well.
I am going to make the most of this that I possibly can. I want to get myself firmly established so that I can come home to you. I won't push myself too hard I know my hand still acts up when I do. I will just hope that Lindsay's contacts here help and that I can find a gallery willing to work with a new artist. I can't begin to think about how difficult it will be without that happening.
I also know it is only time. I am keeping that thought in my head. I am looking forward to seeing you again. I still can't believe I walked away from you this morning. I guess I am strong enough to do this and be a huge success just like you have always pushed me to be.
Missing you,
Justin
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