HOLA GUYS...Margorette here! (btw thats my pen name and you can call me Margo too) so hi! I'm gonna try to make my blabbering as short and sweet as possible because I know y'all are just SUPER anxious to read another poem by our beautiful William Herondale, and I gotta tell you this one's a bit longer than the other one I think, and a little bit more serious, and more feeling-ish...You're probably gonna go "WHYWHYWHYWHY" like I did when I read Clockwork Angel, cause this is a poetic version of the attic scene (y'all know what I'm talking about) from Will's point of view and horrendously so, I think its a bit cheesy...I never really like my writing (poetry or prose) but I guess I dont hate it enough to let random Fanfictioners read it :) I wrote this just earlier today after a test I took (the STAAR) and lets face it, I don't know what I was thinking about then... anway before you read my not-that-horrible-right? writing I WANNA GIVE A shoutout TO EVERYONE WHO READ OR VIEWED THIS STORY...then even a BIGGER SHOUT OUT TO THOSE WHO FAVORITED OR DROPPED ME A REVIEW BECAUSE I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY BECAUSE life sorta sucks for me right now BUT YOU ALL MAKE MY DAY SO THANK YOU VERY MUCH AND THIS CHAPTER GOES OUT TO YOU !
Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING, ALL CHARACTERS BELONG TO CASSANDRA CLARE aka the person who ruined my life with the epilogue in Clockwork Princess...
hahaha, enough of my idiotic blabbering that nobody wants to listen to so
here ya go:
In the Attic,
where we did burn... (sorry I couldnt come up with a better title)
Her face, her eyes,
I didn't know what to do
asking her to come closer
to my promise I didn't stay true
I have no idea why
but in the Attic that day
Something about her words
stuck me astray
this was the girl
whose letters that I'd read
her inner thoughts written out
I yearned for everything she said
I knew she liked me
for I am quite handsome
I don't care about the others
Tessa's holding my heart ransom
I knew she was shocked
when I asked her to sit
"Tess...come over here"
What did I think!?
I could feel her pulse beating
a live rhythm to my ear
answering all her questions
the truth hiding my fear
"You" I said, "you make me laugh"
"the moment you hit me with that bottle-"
is how it began
"Jug" she corrected,
with a stubbornness that I loved
but then...
My heart misunderstood
I saw her brown eyes,
those flushed cheeks of hers
"Tess", I rasped
for this I would burn
then she was in my arms
and it was only her and I
nothing mattered and-
No, I can't let her die
it was if desire had clouded me
thought only for a second
then came the memories
grief I couldn't fathom
Of Cecily and Ella
and the horror and pain
the emptiness that followed...
Tessa's love i'd never gain
What I did next
I could never forgive
with a start I pushed her away
the only way she would live
But by the angel, her.. she..
The hurt on her face
the pain in her eyes
my heart was ripping
But I couldn't be her demise
"W...Will?" she said
her voice close to tears
When I find that bloody demon
I'll be his worst fear!
"Tessa just go!" I yelled
or something like that
I don't remember much
I was just so...mad
"WHY WHY WHY!?"
I wanted to scream...!
Tessa, is the only one
my infinite dream
...
I sat there after she left
my body dripping with holy water
if it wasn't for the curse
how I longed to go find her
Tell her the truth
the reason behind her pain
but with her life at risk...
first the demon must be slain
and until then
there is nothing I can do
only throw lies at her
"I COULD NEVER LOVE YOU!"
Yes..I must push her away
though my insides will be crumbling,
I must make her...heart break...!
even though, I, too, will be hurting
...What is this life?
I'd think demon pox would be better
than loving Tessa Gray,
the girl from the letters...
FIN!
So guys whatdya think? DROP A REVIEW BELOW and I might send you a cupcake...
jk... I really hate cupcakes.
See y'all next week,
Margo (pen name) aka TheCrazySockLady
P.S: I had an idea to a small continuation of what happens after clockwork princess with (SPOILER ALERT) tessa and Jem but idk if i should... It'd be prose and *hopefully* multi chapter if I have time to update, but I'd just want to know what y'all think... PM me or write something in a review! I really want to know what you guys think! LOVE YOU ALL :)