Waldorf Penthouse
Blair walked off the elevator and went straight up to her room to lie down and clear her head. She was so turned around. She had only been home for a few minutes when Dorota announced that Serena was here and coming up. As soon as Serena walked in she could tell something was wrong. "B, are you okay?" " No, I'm not okay, Gossip Girl was right, I'm weak. I'm also stupid but thankfully she was kind enough to not point that out to the world as well." Serena looked puzzled. "B, what are you talking about you are neither weak nor stupid. You're one of the strongest and smartest people I know." Blair just sighed. "Not when it comes to Chuck... I had sex with him, or rather he had sex with me." "Of course you had sex with him you two dated for a long time." Blair shook her head.
"No, I mean I had sex with him about an hour ago. Possessive, mind-blowing, orgasmic, I couldn't breathe when he bent me face forward over his couch and took me from behind sex. Although truth be told sex isn't the right word for it. He fucked me. Hard. I think my legs are still shaking... I can barely walk." Serena looked like she was going to be sick. "Eeew, B, stop. I can't have these images running around in my head. I'm more than happy to listen to you but maybe next time you could just summarize and leave out the details." Blair threw her hands up in the air. "How's this for an image, I still haven't taken a shower and I don't want to because that would clean him off of me and then I wouldn't have any of him left." Serena paled. "Oh , I think I just threw up in my mouth." Blair threw herself on her bed. "How do you think I feel. My plan was to go to Chuck's to go off not get off."
"Why did you go to Chuck's in the first place." Blair got up and faced her. " Because I invited all of the most eligible bachelors from the upper east side over for a little soiree to let them know that Chuck and I were over and I was available again and no one showed up. Chuck got to every single one of them to make sure they stayed away from me." Serena sat down beside her. "B, you don't know that." "Yes, I do. He all but confirmed it when I confronted him about it." "What did he say?" "He said that he will never let me go and he will never let anyone else have me. He said he would never allow it. And then we had sex." "Why did you have sex with him?" "Because when I'm around him I lose all rational thought and the ability to control even the smallest portion of my mind." Serena gave her a knowing look. "Do you think that could be because you are totally and completely in love with him?"
"I am. But I don't want to be and it won't go away. It won't lessen. Not even a little and it doesn't matter what he does to me, it seems that nothing can make me stop loving him. He's right, we're magnetic. I'm always pulled towards him. He's like a disease from which I will never be cured." "Then why are you fighting it? Why don't you just go back to him? Make him pay for whatever he did and move on. I'm not sure what other options you have if you can't get over him." "No, I can't. I won't go back to him. I won't be weak anymore. I just have to figure out a way to fall out of love with him. I can do it. I'm Blair Waldorf. I just need to move on, preferably with someone amazing." Serena wasn't convinced. "How are you going to do that if Chuck is warding off all other men from you?" Blair stood up and put her hands on her hip. "You forget, I am the queen of scheme. How hard can it be to find someone to date in New York City without Chuck finding out about it?"
Serena gave her a pitying look. "I'd be careful if I were you. Chuck has a way of always getting exactly what he wants and right now what he wants most is you. What did Chuck say he would do if you dated someone else?" Blair looked down at her shoes. "He said there would be consequences." Serena looked at Blair raising her eyebrow. "What does that mean?" Blair looked at her. "Well, the last time I received one of "Chuck's consequences" for disobeying a direct order I couldn't sit down properly for a week but he does have a certain skill set that allows him the ability to eventually temper the pain with pleasure." "Oh my god, I did not just hear that. What did I say about details?" Blair scoffed. "Well, you asked."
Blair started smiling, a lightbulb having gone off in her head. "I have an idea. You call Nate and ask him if he knows of any Columbia parties tonight. There are a ton of hot Columbia guys. Tell him that I'm studying for a test and you're bored and want to get out. That way he can't tell Chuck that I will be there and when you meet Nate I'll be with you." Serena looked skeptical. "What if Chuck comes with Nate?" Blair smiled. " Chuck Bass at a college party, drinking beer from a keg in a plastic cup. I don't think so. He won't go anywhere that doesn't serve 40 year old Macallan. This will be great. It is the perfect first step towards my detoxification from all the Chuck Bass that is in my system." Serena looked positively ill. "Sick B, I know you meant that literally. Go take a shower!" Blair just smiled as she walked away from Serena and into her bathroom, happy to finally have a plan.